#btsnamjoon

You are on a solo trip. A lot had just happened and you badly needed a breather. You woke up one day having this intense thirst to go somewhere far. Not another city, not another state, but you’re looking at another country - or ‘countries’ as you told your dear cousin. 

You want to see new places, meet new people, and create new beautiful memories to bury the tragic and sad ones you currently have. So one morning, you simply put all your faith in Google to give you random places to visit, you booked all your flights, and you filed for your annual leave, taking those 30 days all at once. And you did all these in less than an hour. Being the very meticulous, goal-oriented and organized type, you just went extremely random this time.

Off you went to the mountains - one of the most majestic ones that the country has. Probably the coldest, too. You took a bus from the city along with 20 other strangers of all races and ages. It’s more or less a 4-hour drive to the mountains of Sagada and you’re so hyped to get started with the itinerary for the day. 

Day 1 and 2 are action-packed. It’s where all the spelunking and rock wall climbing happens. You’re an average sporty type, but you always wanted to try something extreme while your body can. 

You sit outside your shared tent while you’re preparing and waiting for the others. You admire the morning view from the top while checking your trippy body-worn flashlight which was just working a few hours ago when you last checked. 

You were getting a little frustrated when someone approached you. Tall, honey skin-toned, slightly long-haired - shiny jet black -  guy in his late 20s. 

Namjoon: Ohayo? Nihao? Annyeong? (shrugs) Or probably just hello. Don’t wanna sound so racist. (smiles) 

Pretty smile with dimples on both cheeks, his eyes are dark and piercing but they disappear cutely as he smiles - God must’ve really had His favorites. 

Namjoon: (offers hand) Namjoon. Nice to meet you. 

Y/N: Oh. (shakes his hand) Y/N. Yeah and hello is good. Annyeong also works. (smiles) 

Confirming you have Korean blood. 

Y/N: Nice to meet you, Namjoon. 

He surely got lost in your pretty smile for a second. He sits beside you before letting go of your hand. 

Namjoon: I figured it’s annyeong. 

You chuckle softly. 

Y/N: So is it safe to assume you’re Korean too?

Namjoon: (nods) Mhm, born and raised there, but grew up in the US. 

Y/N: (hums) Hm, same. This must sound bad, but I think my Hangul is getting a bit rusty. 

Namjoon: Nah, same here. So let’s not judge each other right now. (chuckles) But…neo yeppeuda. (Smiles)

Y/N: Not that rusty though, I get that very clearly. (chuckles) Gomawo, Namjoon-ssi. (blushes) 

He chuckles softly. You’re mostly an ambivert, but you can go full-on extrovert or full-on introvert depending on the circumstances. This doesn’t mean you easily hit off with someone you just met, but with Namjoon, it feels different. Not because you have the same race. It’s just different and you still have to figure out why. 

Namjoon: Having trouble with that?

Y/N: Yeah. I don’t know why it’s suddenly acting up. It was working perfectly a while ago. 

Namjoon: May I? 

You hand him the device. He checked it out and after a few minutes, it’s fully functioning. 

Namjoon: There you go. (smiles) 

Y/N: And just like that, it’s working. (smiles) Thank you, Namjoon. 

Namjoon: You’re welcome. Oh and, it’s Joon…for you. (winks) 

You know when a guy is hitting on you, but you’re very uncertain if Namjoon is. You’re a bit torn as to how to respond to his mixed remarks and gestures. There’s something about him that you find interesting and quite ‘challenging’.

Your day finally started. You got to meet the rest of your travel buddies when you were all reshuffled in small groups in different activities. Namjoon was constantly in your group and was always helping you out especially during spelunking so the two of you got pretty much comfortable around each other as compared to the rest. Everyone’s friendly and most of them are on their solo trips so you guys have no choice but to interact.

That night, you all gathered around a bonfire for dinner and a few rounds of traditional liquor. Two guys were bringing guitars so you enjoyed the strums and hums under the cold night sky. Namjoon is sitting across from you and you have caught him glancing at you a few times. He caught you a few times, too. Why are you stealing glances anyway? You have no idea. All you know is that you loved seeing him ‘smize’ with his cute dimples.

Day 2 was extreme, too. You’re going rock wall climbing and now your tour guide broke the group into pairs. They notice that you and Namjoon are getting along well so they pair you up. Namjoon would put on your helmet, check the belay device, and fix your gloves. But, he’s a gentleman with a mission. 

Namjoon helps you with your harness.

Namjoon: Okay. (Squats in front of you) I’ll tighten these up so let me know if it’s too much, okay? 

Y/N: Okay.

Namjoon suddenly holds your hips and fixes your position. 

Namjoon: Stay still, okay? (Pulls straps)

He’s too strong, you almost lost your balance.

Namjoon: Sorry babe. Hold onto my shoulders if you like.

Babe. The word left his lips like honey. 

Y/N: Ah, I’m good. 

He’s taking your safety seriously. You look down and you see his very manly aura working on your harness, his eyebrows almost furrowed. You don't know if it’s just you, but you feel his long fingers brushing on your thighs as he fixes the straps. 

You almost lost your balance again so you finally put your left hand on his right shoulder. Then he reaches for the straps on your waist while still squatting in front of you. Again, you can feel his fingertips run through the hem of your leggings sending you tiny goosebumps. He looks up at you and gives you a sweet smile which almost looks like a smirk. Indeed a gentleman…with a mission. 

Finally, he stands. His huge figure intimidates you.

Namjoon: You’re good. (Smiles)

Y/N: Thank you. (smiles) I uh- do you want me to fix yours?

Namjoon: Nah, I’m good. We’re not climbing together anyway. (fixes your helmet) Will wait for you here. Fighting! (winks and chuckles)

You chuckle at his cute cheer. The whole gang’s cheering as three of you climb up at the same time. You can hear Namjoon constantly cheering for you. You reached the top and the tour guides took photos of you while you’re up there. You rappeled carefully. You looked down and true enough, Namjoon is waiting for you. 

Your legs are still slightly hanging and you have to get the clips off. Namjoon helped the guy by carrying you with his strong arms like a bride and you held onto his broad shoulders.

Namjoon: I got you. (smiles) 

All you did was smile in response.

Namjoon: You did great. 

Y/N: Thank you. That was pretty exhausting though. 

Namjoon: I think so too. I’m thinking of skipping this part. 

Y/N: (hits his arm) Hey! There’s no way you’re running away from this, mister. 

Namjoon laughs as he puts you down and helps you remove your harness. 

Namjoon: Okay, okay, I’ll do it. Happy?

Y/N: Very. (laughs) 

It’s your last night at the campsite. The next day you’re moving to a more civilized area and will be staying in villas. You woke up earlier than usual. You want to see the beautiful sunrise from that spot before you move to the next location. You’ve been pretty beat the first few days so you missed seeing the famous Sagada sunrise.

Your head is somewhere above those clouds that you didn’t even notice Namjoon sitting beside you. He clears his throat and you were pulled back to reality. Namjoon chuckled softly when he startled you. 

Namjoon: Sorry for popping your bubble. 

Y/N: Oh no, no, it’s cool. I’m just enjoying this view so much that I hardly noticed you. 

Namjoon: Right, (nods) 

Y/N: You wake up pretty early. 

Namjoon: Ah, I didn’t sleep well last night. I was too beat. Then I heard someone step out of the tent, saw it was you, so yeah. I decided to join you. Hope you don’t mind. 

Y/N: What if I do? I want this view all to myself. Will you leave me in peace then? (teasing smile)

Namjoon: (raises an eyebrow) Sorry, but I won’t. I won’t miss this beautiful sunrise with this beautiful lady. 

Y/N: (snorts) Please don’t tell me that’s your best pickup line?

Namjoon laughs and blushes. 

Namjoon: Okay, that didn’t work. How about this? (clears throat) I’d like to wake up to a beautiful sunrise (leans closer) next to you. 

His husky morning voice sends you shivers. You were seriously caught off guard. Again, you’re not sure if you got the context right, but you’re pretty confident about it. You were just staring at each other for the next few seconds until…

Y/N: (hums) Hm. We’ll see about that. (smiles) 

Namjoon smiles. 

He noticed you’re still feeling a bit chilly even with your sweater on, so he shared his blanket with you. He wraps his arm around you, pulling you closer until you look like two burritos wrapped in a paper pouch. You lean your head on his shoulder and let him hug you. You watched the sunrise until it’s totally up and your travel buddies began stepping out of their tents.

You have a chill itinerary that day. You went sightseeing and some souvenir shopping. You’re with Namjoon most of the time so you were able to have small talks in between.

Namjoon: (hums) Hm. So we’re the same age. And what do you do? (Nose scrunch) Boring topic, huh? 

Y/N: (chuckles)  No, it’s okay. But I’d rather stay on the more fun part. My job’s pretty boring. 

Namjoon: I don’t believe you, but okay. What does a fun topic sound like?

Transition to a small coffee shop.

Y/N: That sounds fun.

Namjoon: Yeah, but yours is more fun. You probably have lots of kids in your family.

Y/N: Actually…not yet. We have a pretty small family and believe me, I’m still the youngest up to now.

Namjoon: (squeals) What??? (Laughs) Now that’s fun.

You both know about how much personal you want to get into - no pressure. You both know within you that the lesser details you share, the lesser the attachment you build. But you also both know that you’re being very transparent and genuine to each other. 

That night, you all gathered for dinner, drinks and some traditional music and dance with some indigenous residents. You even wore some of their traditional costumes. 

You had so much fun, stories of all kinds, laughs and apparently, too much to drink. Namjoon can’t take his eyes off you that night. You look so pretty when you laugh, so cute when you dance. You’re sitting across from each other again. When the guy next to you noticed Namjoon staring at you, he instantly switched places with him. You didn’t get away with the whole gang’s teasing. One of them said…

Fil Guy 1: You know, a few good places here in the Philippines are known to be destinations for the brokenhearted. And one of those is Sagada.

All: Ooh.

Fil Guy 1: They say, you travel either to soul-search or to move on. But, they also say that you also get to meet your soulmate when you travel.

Ladies: Aww.

Fil Guy 1: So. (Raises drink) To broken hearts, lost souls and new love.

All: Cheers! 

They all gulped their drinks. That same guy sits beside Namjoon. He then leaned closer to the two of you to say something.

Fil Guy 1: I wonder what story you have. But whatever it is, I hope to see its ending. (Winks) 

You both just laughed. At the back of your mind, this guy has no idea of what you’re actually doing on a solo trip. Now you also start to wonder why Namjoon is flying solo. Little did you know that Namjoon is wondering the same. You look at each other and smile.

The night gets deeper and all of you, a little drunker. The traditional liquor is really something, but the guy next to you is something else. He leans towards you and whispers something in your ear. 

Time skip to a few minutes later in your room. 

Namjoon pins you against the wall while you hungrily kiss each other. You were right, his plump lips feel so soft. Namjoon loves the way you kiss him - soft but really sexy and obviously hungry, too. You’re both letting out short breaths and he starts to touch you wherever he could - you could actually feel his excitement.

He kisses your jaw, down to your neck as he starts to undress you. 

Namjoon: (panting) Is this okay?

Y/N: (panting)(whispers) Yeah. 

You continue making out. You’ve had a few one night stands and they were just straight up fuck and some were quick. Right now, Namjoon seems so excited but he also seems like he’s taking his time, taking the foreplay so seriously and all. Plus, the fact that he asks if what he does is okay sounds so gentlemanly for some reason. 

He managed to remove your top and you didn’t even notice when he removed his. His eyes travel down your curves as you steal glances on his perfectly toned body. He unhooks your bra in a split second. 

Namjoon: So beautiful. 

Seriously, his husky voice makes you feel hazy. He kisses you again as his hands start to touch your breasts. You moan softly in the kiss. His kisses start to travel from your lips, down to your neck, until his lips reach your breasts - licking and sucking them nicely. You moan a bit louder and Namjoon could feel his throbbing length in his pants, badly wanting to break free. 

At this already half-naked point, you know there’s no turning back. You just thought of this as another one night stand so what could possibly go wrong? You’re certain Namjoon also has his fair share of one-nighters. Given how hot he is, he surely got a lot of hot girls chasing him. 

You both fall onto the bed while everything gets steamier. Namjoon hovers on top of you, making sure you feel his bulge as he continues to kiss you. You squirm and you feel like you’re starting to get really wet down there.

Namjoon: Yes baby, you did this to me. 

You really don’t know how to respond. Your past experiences rarely involve talking - like you just came there for business. Namjoon is different. 

He pulls away for a bit to take off his pants and boxers while his dark piercing eyes not breaking eye contact. You gulp at the sight of impressive length. He takes off your bottoms along with your panties. He smirks upon seeing your glistening womanhood. 

Namjoon: Tell me. (hovers onto you again) Did I do this to you?

You suddenly feel his long fingers touching your wet folds. You arch your back and moan. 

Namjoon: Words, pretty girl. 

Y/N: (unsteady breath) Y-yes. 

Namjoon gently inserts a finger and you whimper.

Namjoon: Is this okay?

Y/N: (nods) God, yeah. 

And then another. 

Namjoon: Is this okay?

You nod and moan at the same time. 

Namjoon: Pretty girl’s so fucking wet. 

He kisses you again. Your tongues dance to the kiss. His fingers get pretty busy feeling your walls down there and you can’t help but to tightly grip his back, your nails almost digging into his skin. He moans to the kiss, so sexy that you moan in reply. 

You haven’t got laid in a year, so you’re feeling pretty ecstatic tonight. Hot guy doing you in a perfectly cool weather, what more could you ask for? Namjoon is feeling the same. He finds you different among the other girls he hooked up with. He wants to take things slow with you, but his urges tell him otherwise. He badly wants to ruin you so beautifully tonight.

He feels you clenching his fingers. 

Namjoon: Yes baby, give it to me. 

He strokes your walls even more until you finally milk his fingers while you let out a very sexy and satisfied moan. 

Namjoon: (rubs your bud softly now) That’s it babe. Feel good?

Y/N: (panting) Damn, Joon. Do you really have to ask? (covers face) I must look like a mess right now.

Namjoon: (chuckles softly) A beautiful mess, darling. 

His fingers leave your cunt and he sucks them sexily. 

Namjoon: (hums) Hm. Luscious as I imagined. (smirks) 

You kiss again and you try to reach for his length. He flinched and moaned to the kiss when he felt your hand on his cock. You stroked his member gently and that moment you realized…he’s pretty huge. 

Namjoon: I’d love to have these pretty lips around me, but I badly want to be inside you right now. (gives you a soft smooch) I’m assuming you don’t have condoms?

Y/N: You’re never wrong. 

Namjoon smiles and stands. He grabs his pants and reaches inside one of the pockets. Lo and behold, he pulls out a little foil, quickly rips it with his teeth and carefully rolls it onto his length. You mentally drool as you see his long fingers wrapping his member nicely. 

Y/N: You planned this. (smirks) 

Namjoon: (crawls back in the bed) Maybe? (kisses your cheek) But can you blame me? You pull me in like you’re a human magnet baby. 

Y/N: (runs your fingers on his soft hair) You really have your way with words, I kinda like it. 

Namjoon: (teasing your entrance) Uh-huh? You like it? 

You both dive to a deep kiss as he positions himself between your legs. Slowly, he starts to push in, making the both of you moan. 

Namjoon: (grunts) So tight, darling. Tell me if it hurts. 

You whimper. Damn he’s huge! He patiently lets you adjust to his size. When you’re finally ready, you nod at him and he pushes his entire length in. He groans, you moan. Namjoon starts with slow but deep thrusts. You hold him close. 

Y/N: (moans) Mmn, yes! 

Namjoon does you in missionary. When he felt that you could already take him, he started to move faster. The air thickened, you’re both sweating, the room smelled of sweat and sex. 

Y/N: Like that. 

Namjoon: Yeah?

Y/N: Mhm. (moans)

Namjoon feels you clenching around him. 

Namjoon: Not yet, baby. 

He pulls out and you whimper with the sudden emptiness. You’re almost at the edge and Namjoon deprived you of your second orgasm. 

Y/N: (whines) Joon. 

Namjoon: (smiles) You look terribly cute when you’re needy. Do you badly want to come?

Y/N: (nods) Please. 

Namjoon: Then get on fours for me, princess. 

You obeyed. You feel Namjoon’s hands holding your hips and the next thing you feel is him entering you again. His pace is incredibly fast this time. He pounds on you so mercilessly, hitting your spot. 

Namjoon: (panting) Damn baby, you feel so good. 

You feel your orgasm approaching and you feel his thrusts get sloppier. 

Namjoon: I’m fucking close, babe. Come with me, ‘kay?

You can’t give him words at the moment so you answer with a moan. 

Namjoon: Fuck this feels so good. (holds you tighter) I’m coming baby. 

And after a couple of deep thrusts, you both came. 

Namjoon: (moans sexily) Uh, fuck! (panting) Fuck. 

He continues to stroke your walls gently this time, just feeling your warmth. A few seconds later, he pulls out. You’re both catching your breath as you crash on the bed. 

Namjoon: (groans) Ahh, jinjja. Y/n, you’re amazing. 

Y/N: (chuckles) And you sound so cute speaking in Hangul after getting laid. 

Namjoon: Yeah? (smiles)(lays sideways to see you) ‘You okay?

Y/N: (nods) Mhm. (smiles) 

It’s the first time that someone asked you if you’re okay after having sex. Not even your exes asked you this. Honestly, even small talks never happened after sex. While these thoughts start to run in your mind, Namjoon is just looking at you. He finds you really beautiful, especially now that the moon glows all over your face. 

Y/N: What? (smiles) Do I look awful? Not what you expected in bed?

Namjoon: (smiles) Nothing. And no, I didn’t expect anything. If I was, then you must’ve exceeded my expectations. (moves closer) And you look fucking beautiful, y/n. Areumdapda.

Y/N: (smiles and blushes) God, you and the words that roll out of those pretty lips, really. 

Namjoon: I’m just being honest. (pecks your lips) So, shower?

Y/N: Warm shower. Seriously, it’s getting colder by the hour. 

You showered together and had a second round in the bath. 

You were quite surprised that Namjoon is not in a hurry to go back to his room. Instead, he borrowed one of your books and sat on the bed beside you. You fell asleep while reading. The next thing you know, the golden sunrise is peeking through the curtains, softly kissing your face. 

You were facing the right side of your room where the windows are. You had a great night with Namjoon, but you thought to yourself that it’s just like the rest of your previous one-nighters where you don’t actually stay the night, wake up alone, and then you meet later, all casual, like nothing happened. 

Y/N: (in your mind) You’re good, y/n. You didn’t expect anything either. It’s just another one night stand and-

Your thoughts were suddenly interrupted when you heard little snores in the room. Your eyes bug out as you quickly sit up and flip to the other side. There you found a sleeping giant, peaceful as a baby, letting out cute little snores. 

He stayed. That’s new to you. It’s either you’re always the first one to leave when you spend a night somewhere else, or you don’t let a guy stay the night at your place.

You smile at his cuteness. You lay down again, facing him this time, admiring his handsome face.

Y/N: (softly) Joon. 

No response. 

Y/N: Kim Namjoon. 

Still, no response. You just smiled and patiently waited for him to wake up. A minute later. 

Namjoon: (mumbles with eyes closed) Today I realize…

You were a bit startled that he’s suddenly awake.

Namjoon: …that my name sounds kinda sexy when you say it. 

He opens his droopy eyes and smiles at you. You chuckle softly. 

Y/N: How can you sweet-talk when you’ve just woken up?

He chuckles softly. He pulls you closer and gives you a morning kiss. 

Y/N: Joon! (covers your mouth with the blanket) 

Namjoon: (forcing his eyes to open) What?

Y/N: I didn’t brush yet!

Namjoon: (snorts) Do I look like I care? (checks his breath) Do I smell that bad?

Again, he surprised you with the gesture. You figured you could just let it pass. He must be naturally sweet that way and you’re not in any way complaining. 

Y/N: (smiles) No, no you don’t. And I don’t mind. It’s just that we just met and I’m all conscious and-

Namjoon cuts you off with another kiss, deeper this time. 

Namjoon: (touching your face) Do you really talk this much in the morning?

You laugh. 

Namjoon: Good morning. 

Y/N: (smiles) Good morning. 

Namjoon: So tell me. Why are you waking me up from my beautiful sleep? 

Y/N: Well, (points) I figured you’d love to see the sun rise. 

Namjoon: Next to you, yes, I’d love to. 

So you were right about what he said the other day. It’s his indirect invitation for you to spend the night with him. You turn to your right to watch the sunrise and he wraps you in his strong arms, spooning you. You quietly watched the sunrise as you cuddled in the cold morning. 

Namjoon: Now, can you let me say my pickup line?

You remember it of course - beautiful sunrise and a beautiful lady.

Y/N: (laughs) No! Please, no. 

You both laugh. You both fell asleep for another hour before you decided to prepare for today’s itinerary. You’re climbing one of the country’s highest peaks - Mt. Pulag. You seriously have no idea if your legs can make it given last night’s events. Namjoon said he’s pretty worn out too, but you both wouldn’t want to miss this hike. 

It’s an eventful day…and an even more eventful night. You stayed in his room this time and you were all over his bed the whole night for who knows how many rounds. Slowly you don’t just get to learn basic things about each other, you also learn each other’s preferences in bed. 

Namjoon is the type who asks if you’re comfortable or if you approve of a certain position or foreplay. At first it made you too conscious. But you’d describe him as someone who’s ‘easy’ in a very good way. Everything seems easy with him. Like you totally get each other. And you like it. 

The next day you all moved back to the city - Baguio - where you decided to share the villa. You stayed there for another three days for more chill activities that are mostly sightseeing. Your tour is ending soon, so you both made sure that you’ll make the most out of those remaining days - especially the nights. 

The most memorable night for you would probably be the one where you did it in the living room of your villa with only the fireplace lighting the place. It’s cold, so you are wrapped in a blanket as you’re straddling Namjoon. You worked on him nicely while you’re on top. Meanwhile, he took advantage of the beautiful view - you, with the warm orange light shining on your face. By now you probably know every inch of each other. 

So then you’ve concluded that you’re not just one-nighters. You like each other - not just because you’ve had sex a few times already, but you find each other interesting. Namjoon finds you smart, warm, genuine; you find him strikingly intelligent, sincere and honest. However, you won’t tell each other that out loud. You have your reasons. He has his. Whatever you have right now, you like it as it is and you don’t want to complicate things. You just made sure of one thing - that you’re both single. Single, yet complicated. 

You bid your travel buddies goodbye as you parted ways in the city. On your way to Clark International Airport. 

Namjoon: I still can’t believe we’re heading to the same destination. 

Y/N: Right? (smiles) 

Namjoon: Would you…maybe wanna- (smiles) Never mind.

Y/N: No, no please. I’m sure you already have your itinerary set and I already have mine, so. (shrugs and smiles) 

Namjoon: (smiles) Yeah I thought so, too. Guess I’ll just see you when I see you then. 

Y/N: Mhm. Who knows, we might bump into each other there. Let’s not ruin the surprise. (smiles) 

Namjoon: Agreed. (winks)

El Nido, Palawan. 

You’re staying for four days and three nights on the beautiful island. You’re secretly hoping that you’ll see Namjoon since he’s visiting the same place. You still didn’t get each other’s number so there’s no way you could contact him. You’re not planning to anyway. Your phone has been on airplane mode since you were in Sagada, sticking to your original plan - away from work, away from everything. 

Namjoon is wondering the same from the other side of the island. You both have the same concept for your solo trip - to temporarily disconnect from your chaotic world as much as possible. Plus, he didn’t want to be the stalker type if he’ll try to find you on social media. 

Day 3 on the island and you both met some island buddies. Some guys are hitting on you and some ladies are flirting with Namjoon big time, but you feel like you’re not up for something steamy at the moment. 

You went on some island hopping tours, constantly looking left and right and at every boat hoping to get a glimpse of Namjoon. There’s no sign of him. 

Namjoon skipped all the tours on the other hand. He chose to chill in his beachfront hotel room, finishing some of the books he brought with him on the trip. He chose the quiet, but his thoughts were constantly disrupted with the sound of your laugh and your pretty face. 

Namjoon: (in his mind) Pull your shit together man. It was nothing but a fling. 

From the boat you were thinking…

Y/N: Why are you even looking for him y/n? You’re on a solo trip, remember? You’ve been just lucky to have some good days. Okay, and good nights of course. (sighs) Okay now get a grip. 

You left the island without a sight of Namjoon. Namjoon also left the country without a glimpse of you. He even wondered if you were real. While he’s waiting for his flight. 

Namjoon: Fuck you, Kim Namjoon. Of course she’s real. The pretty girl is real. 

He was smiling to himself as he went back to what he’s reading. 

Your next stop is Thailand. It’s a city tour this time and you’re not staying for long. Finally, you switch the plane mode off to make some calls. While you’re shopping for some souvenirs, you’re on the phone with Rosie. You basically listened to 10 minutes worth of nagging in all sorts of pitch before you could actually talk. 

Y/N: (exhales) God sis, are you finally done?

Rosie: (panting) Yes. Now talk and fucking explain. 

Y/N: Wha- (scoffs) What do I need to explain? I told you the other week that I’ll be in the mountains, then on an island, then to a couple more countries. 

Rosie: What are you? A pop star doing a world tour?

Y/N: This is called travelling and trust me, it’s quite an effective therapy. 

Rosie: Fine. But can you also think of your dear cousin here who’s already running out of reasons to tell Grammy on where the hell you are? Oh and not just that. Can you at least make one fucking phone call just to let me know you’re still alive?

Y/N: Rosie, seriously, you said that like five times now. 

Rosie: And I’m gonna say it more until you finally agree. 

Y/N: (whines) Fiiine. (takes dress) Oh, and I found you a cute dress. 

Rosie: Look at you trying to get out of the topic. (exhales sharply) Is it yellow?

Y/N: (snorts) It is. It is indeed a very beautiful yellow dress. 

Rosie: Good. 

Y/N: Hey. I owe you a lot, okay? And I’m sorry. I just feel like I have to do this or I’ll go insane. 

Rosie: (sighs) Fine. 

Y/N: I love you a million roses. (smiles) And I’m off to my last stop this afternoon so I’ll be coming home soon. 

Rosie: You better be. I love you tons. Stay safe and come back without a single scratch okay?

Y/N: (chuckles) Okay mom. Call you later, I need to pay for your dress. Ciao!

Again, you left Thailand without a sign of Namjoon. He didn’t tell you about his whereabouts other than Palawan, so why are you expecting him to be in the places you go? You’re foolish, that’s how you see yourself right now and you’re laughing at the back of your mind. 

South Korea. 

Your first stop was your hometown in Busan, but you have also made plans in Seoul and Jeju Island later. The last time you were in Korea was when you were 10. It feels surreal to be back after 18 years. 

Your trip to Korea is mostly to settle personal stuff. The cherry blossoms, the cool weather and the beautiful scenery were a bonus. You spent a night in Busan and went to Jeju after.

Jeju Island, South Korea.

While you were at a beachfront cafe enjoying the afternoon breeze, a foreign guy (probably European) approached you and he’s obviously hitting on you. You weren’t in the mood, let alone you’re not interested in him in any way. You excuse yourself, but the guy tried to stop you by holding your arm. 

Y/N: (scoffs) Did you not get the message? I want to enjoy this view and this place alone. 

Guy: Oh come on. I saw you checking me out earlier. 

Y/N: (raises an eyebrow) Wow, now I know you’re the ‘assuming’ type. 

Guy: Let’s cut the chat and go somewhere quiet, shall we? 

Then you heard a voice saying “Annyeong, Jeon Y/N.” And just when you turned to see who it might be, you’ve been grabbed by the waist and pulled into a kiss. Too surprised, you shut your eyes. You didn’t even see the guy clearly, but his lips felt and tasted very familiar. When the guy pulled away, you saw his face. The face you’ve been wanting to see right now. 

Namjoon: Sorry I’m late. (smiles) 

You’re still too startled to talk. 

Namjoon: (to the other guy) Sorry man, (pulls you closer) I’m with her. 

The guy annoyingly left you. You’re just staring at Namjoon. He smiles and his eyes travel to your slightly parted lips.

Namjoon: (holds your chin) Hi, pretty stranger. (leans closer) It’s nice to see you here. 

You’re still speechless. Your thoughts had gone haywire for a minute. Namjoon smirks one last time before giving you a sweet kiss. You closed your eyes and you did not know what’s going on for a minute. After a few smooches, you respond to Namjoon’s kiss, lifting yourself up on your tippy toes to wrap your arms around his shoulders. God this man is tall.

You feel him smile to the kiss when you finally respond. He didn’t need to ask for permission to enter, it already happens naturally when you kiss each other. Your tongues softly dance in the kiss, feeling and tasting each other. It is no surprise that you both tasted like iced americano at this moment. 

After your sweet kiss. 

Y/N: Hi, Joon. (smiles) It’s nice to see you, too. 

You sit down and order another round of coffee as you catch up. You told him about your Palawan trip and he told you about his. You both realized that there’s really no way you’ll bump into each other if you enjoyed the outdoors while he stayed indoors. 

Namjoon: No way! I was there for like three days. 

Y/N: (chuckles) Okay, stop. There’s no way we’ve been in the same place at the same time. 

Namjoon: (shrugs) And look where we are now. I swear I was there. I stayed in Bangkok mostly, checked out some temples, had some good food, then I flew here. I was in Seoul for a few days and I came here today. 

Y/N: Seriously? (he nods) Wow, the coincidence gave me goosebumps. 

Namjoon: Right? (drinks coffee)(exhales deeply) I missed you. 

You almost said you missed him too, but you held back. 

Namjoon: I know we’ve talked about this thing, dating, relationships and whatnot. Though I don’t think I’m crossing the line. I just want to let you know that I missed you. You tell friends you miss them, right?

Y/N: (hums) Hm. So we’re friends now? (smiles) 

Namjoon: (groans) Wow, that’s so mean.

You laughed. 

Namjoon: God, the sound of your laugh. 

Y/N: I’m just messing with you. I missed you too, Joon. (Smiles)

He smiled, his dimples deepened, he blushed and his eyes disappeared so cutely you almost melted. 

You decided to keep each other company while you’re both in Korea. 

Time skip to that night in his hotel room. Sounds of short breaths and moans fill the room. Namjoon is sitting on the couch while you’re straddling him. His huge hands are on your hips, pushing you more against him as you bump and grind on him. 

Namjoon: (grunts) Mmp! (panting) Fuck baby, I thought I’ll never see you again. 

Y/N: (moans) Ahh, me too Joonie, me too. 

Joonie. Fuck he likes your new petname for him. 

Namjoon: I like it when you call me that. 

Y/N: Yeah? Looks like a lot of girls called you that huh. (chuckles softly)

He suddenly pounds on you hard, making you whimper. 

Namjoon: I said, I like it when you call me that. 

His eyes are like the dragon’s, piercing through your soul at that exact moment. You got the message - maybe you’re the only one to call him that. 

Y/N: I’ll have that cute nickname for myself then. (bites your lower lip) 

Namjoon: Fuck yes please. 

He kisses you and starts pounding harder and faster while you’re on top, meeting your thrusts. You’re a moaning mess and the hot guy beneath you is enjoying every bit of it. You came and you just let yourself fall apart onto him. He embraced you tightly as you rode your high. 

Namjoon: (touches your face) Is my pretty girl okay?

Y/N: (catching your breath) Can’t feel my legs, but I’m okay. (smiles) 

Namjoon: (chuckles softly) So cute. (moans) Ahh, baby you’re dripping. 

True enough, you’ve caused a mess on his inner thighs. 

Y/N: Oh god, I’m so sorry baby. 

Namjoon: You don’t say sorry for this kind of mess babe. (thrusting gently) We do have a problem though. 

Y/N: What is it?

Namjoon: I don’t have any condoms with me. 

Y/N: Oh. Oh um, don’t worry, I’m clean. 

Namjoon: I am too, baby. I’m more worried about- you know. Well not worried. I just don’t want you to worry too and-

Y/N: Oh right. I mean I’m clean clean. As in safe clean. I’m on a pill if that’s what you mean. 

Namjoon: Right, okay. Yeah that’s what I actually mean. (smiles) 

You both start to move again. 

Y/N: (smiles) Now what’s that smile for?

Namjoon: Nothing. You looked cute when you got nervous for a second. 

Y/N: (scoffs) I did not get nervous. (grinds and moans softly) 

Namjoon: Yeah? (kisses your neck) You should’ve seen that look on your face earlier. 

Y/N: Oh yeah? Okay fine. Just a little bit. But really, not that much. I mean- (whispers) you were inside me for a while now and does it look like it bothers me if you don’t have a freaking condom?

Namjoon: (hums) So you trust me. Interesting. (whispers) And why are we whispering? (Chuckles) 

Y/N: (whines) Joon, seriously. 

Namjoon: (laughs) And you look cute when I piss you off. (showers your face with soft kisses) Well, I’m not worried anyway. I trust you, too. 

Trust. Maybe you trusted him for a minute or maybe not. You don’t know what to think of when it comes to this big word. You obviously have trust issues, but what is this guy doing to you? He’s like casting a spell on you without you knowing. 

He loves kissing you. Even when you fuck, he makes sure he kisses every bit of you. He grunts to the kiss as he thrusts deeper.

Y/N: (gasps) Oh god Joon, you’re so deep. (holds him tighter) 

Namjoon: Give me another, my princess?

You didn’t even get the chance to answer - Namjoon starts to move, thrusting so deep into you and hitting you so right. After you hit your second orgasm, he brings you to his bed and does you on missionary. 

He finished on your tummy just a split second after he pulled out. And even if you’re just recovering from that steamy sex, you made sure you’ll see his handsome face while he’s at a very vulnerable moment. 

You saw his after-sex face once after one of your encounters and you swear you’ve never seen such a handsome face in that state. Eyes closed, parted lips, moaning. It’s odd, but that might be one of his expressions you’ll never forget. 

Namjoon: (peeks with one eye) It’s rude to stare you know. (smiles) 

Y/N: (stammers) Oh- Um, I was just- (clears throat) 

Namjoon: Let’s get you cleaned up then you tell me. (gives you a sweet smooch) 

His after-care is the best. You discovered this on your second night when you’ve had a few rounds and he continued with that routine later on. He’d gently clean you up with a warm towel and he’d even run a bath for you. You honestly had lots of firsts with Namjoon - lots of firsts with a total stranger whom you thought you’ll just have a one night stand with. 

Namjoon let you wear one of his hoodies after you showered. You ordered in, ate while watching a movie and he made you guys tea afterwards. He asked you to stay the night and you think it’s just right since it’s already late to go back to your hotel. While you’re cuddling, he asks you again about why you’re staring at him earlier. He got so shy he couldn't stop laughing and blushing. He admitted how he loved seeing you each time you rode your high and you felt embarrassed, too. 

You talk about everything, no holds barred. That’s how comfortable you already are with each other. You lay sideways, facing each other. 

Namjoon: (laughing) A what now?

Y/N: A puppy. (chuckles)

Namjoon: Well you are cute and sweet like a puppy. (smiles) 

Y/N: I’m not complaining, I love puppies.

Namjoon: And they call me a koala bear. 

Y/N: (snorts) What???

Namjoon: They say I look like one. Well I see the resemblance sometimes. (chuckles) Oh and I can get pretty clingy and I sleep for long hours too, so. 

Y/N: Oh I agree. That you’re clingy. 

Namjoon: I assume you don’t like it?

Y/N; (thinks) Hm, (shakes head) nah. I actually like it. Like I’m your tree. (smiles cutely)

Namjoon is taken aback by your remark. He’s not quite sure if you know the deeper relation of a koala and a tree. He knows because they’ve been calling him that since he was young so it grew on him. Regardless, he liked what you just said. 

Namjoon: My tree. I like that. (smiles) 

Namjoon moves closer to you. 

Namjoon: And I like this.

Y/N: Like what?

Namjoon: This. Lying next to you. So close to you. 

You smile.

Y/N: I like it, too. 

Namjoon: I wonder if we’ll see each other again when we’re back to our world.

Y/N: I wonder about that, too. I’ll be damned if we did. Like the good kind of damned. 

Namjoon: (chuckles) Me too. So now maybe we can get each other’s number? 

Y/N: (eyes squint) So you can call me when you wanna get laid?

Namjoon: I was about to say so I could call you and invite you for coffee, (nods) but yeah, that too.

Y/N: (hits his shoulder) Ya! 

Namjoon: (snorts) What? You started it. 

You both end up laughing. 

Namjoon: But really, I’d love to keep in touch. 

Y/N: Yeah, me too Joon. 

Morning rose. You’re not the type to sleep comfortably with someone in one room, regardless if it’s a guy, a girl friend or a family member. You can’t even sleep soundly with Rosie beside you. But with Namjoon, you sleep like a baby. You remember Namjoon telling you about this back in Sagada. He’s also not the type to have someone around until morning. Like he wakes up to the slightest scratch. This is why you assumed he’s just also into something casual. But with you, he could turn into his koala self and just sleep in for hours. 

You were still wandering in dreamland when you heard a voice calling your name. The voice gets closer and clearer while you’re being pulled out from your deep sleep. 

Namjoon: Jeon Y/n. 

You finally hum in response. You slowly open your eyes and a beautiful man is smiling right next to you. 

Y/N: (in your mind) God, how can he be this attractive in the morning?

Namjoon: There she is. (smiles) Good morning, pretty girl. 

Y/N: (smiles softly) Good morning, handsome. What time is it? Why are you ruining my very good sleep?

Namjoon: (chuckles) I’m so sorry. I’m just wondering if you’d like to see the sunrise from this view. I promise we’ll go back to sleep after. 

Y/N: (smiles) You know I’d love that. 

You wiggle to your right and he spoons you. The beautiful sunrise hits your face.

Y/N: So beautiful. 

Namjoon: (looking at you) Yeah, so beautiful. 

You sleep in for a couple of hours more after watching the sun rise. You’re both returning to Seoul the next day so you figured you could just stay in either of your hotels for tonight. Since you’re already at Namjoon’s, it would just make more sense if he will pack his stuff, check out and go to yours. 

You also just decided to share a room in Seoul where you’re staying for a couple days more before returning to the US. You have an empty itinerary and he wants to go to random places, so he asked you if you’d just like to tag along. You agreed. 

Seoul, South Korea.

You went to a library and visited a couple of museums. He’d hold your hand or put his arms around you as you walk around the city, and you didn’t mind at all. While having lunch. 

Y/N: (drinks juice) I’m sorry, what? (wipes your mouth)

Namjoon: Stop, now you’re making fun of me. (covers his face) 

Y/N: (chuckles) I am not. Well it’s a bit funny. And cute too. 

Namjoon: Yeah, whatever.

Y/N: I’m not judging, I swear. It’s not like you have to own a car in your lifetime, right? I drive, but I mostly take the train or cab when I go to work. But it really comes in handy for emergencies and all that, you know. 

Namjoon: I know. (sighs) I don’t know. I just feel like driving is not for me. 

Y/N: Oh come on, I’m sure you’ll enjoy it if you just try. What, will you let your girlfriend drive you on dates while she’s on her little black dress? 

Namjoon: (smirks) That sounds kinda hot you know. Hey, I thought you’re not judging? (cute angry face)

Y/N: (laughs) I’m sorry. I may be judging you a bit. (holds his face)(kisses his cheek) Sorry. (kisses him again) Sorry. (and another) Will you forgive me?

Namjoon blushes as you pepper his face with kisses. He holds your face and gives your lips some smooches. Over and over until you end up laughing, but he keeps on kissing. He doesn’t care if he ever kisses your teeth.

Y/N: (laughing) Joonie! 

Namjoon: (still kissing your lips) Hm? Shut up, I’m busy forgiving my pretty girl. 

You laugh so loud. 

Y/N: (holds his face) You’re so unserious. (kissed his lips) Come. I have an idea. 

You got closer and closer, both so at ease with each other, almost like a couple. 

Transition to Lotte World. 

You were having a blast playing a driving arcade game and bump cars. Namjoon saw your child-like side and you saw his little boy side when you asked him to try extreme rides with you. You told him…

Y/N: I don’t want to judge, but (groans) god Kim Namjoon. Your whole intimidating six-foot figure is just all that. (snorts) You’re like a giant baby. 

Namjoon: Ha. Not judging huh? (nods) 

Transition to you screaming your lungs out when he pulled you inside the horror house. You’re worse than a koala with the way you cling to him from start to end. 

Y/N: (eyes still closed) Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?

Namjoon: (scoffs) Yes and I’m judging you right now. 

Y/N: (peeks and sighs) Ugh I hate you! I hate you!

You hit him with your tiny fists. You’re like a tiny puppy punching a big bear. Namjoon keeps on laughing and running away from you. You won’t stop so he grabs you and carries you in his arms. 

Y/N: (laughing) Oh my god, put me down! Joon! 

You both got tired so he finally puts you down and you both catch your breath. 

Namjoon: Thank you, y/n. I had fun. So much. 

Y/N: (smiles) You’re welcome. I had fun, too. 

Namjoon smiles and pecks your lips. 

Namjoon: Oh! (points) Bikes! I can ride and drive one. (pulls your hand) Come on! 

He rented a bicycle where you can sit and ride behind him. He puts your arms around his waist and pedals around the park. This is the time you realize that you’re both not just up for the sex. You’re interested in each other, you want to know more about each other’s likes, dislikes, hobbies, fetishes. You jive, that’s for sure.

You had dinner after your trip to the amusement park. You both craved soju and beer so you had some in your room after you showered while you watched a movie. You fell asleep in the middle of the movie. 

Namjoon smiles at how adorable you are. You’re tired and the alcohol knocked you down in a snap. Your head is leaning on Namjoon’s shoulder. He figured you’re wearing hoodies of the same color - indigo. 

He thought of taking a photo of the both of you. So he took his phone, leaned his head on yours and he took a selfie even if he’s so bad at it. It’s your first photo together. He took his time adoring you before he finally decided to bring you to bed. 

You’re too sleepy, but you heard him saying…

Namjoon: Y/n? Let’s get you to bed, ‘kay? 

He carries you to bed and tucks you in. 

At around 5AM, you were awakened by the sound of thunder and heavy rain splattering on your hotel window. You open your eyes and thunder and lightning strike perfectly in sync. You gasp as you cover your face with the blanket. The tandem continued so you wiggled to your left, found Namjoon laying in your direction, and tucked your face beneath his head. He woke up. 

Namjoon: (sleepy voice) Hey. What’s wrong?

He can feel you trembling even if you don’t answer. He realized it’s raining so hard with simultaneous rumbling and lightning. 

Namjoon: Y/n? (hugs you) Everything okay?

Y/N: Sorry, but can I stay like this until thunder and lightning stops?

He sighs. He’s very worried. 

Namjoon: Of course darling, of course. Come here. 

He holds you tight, you tuck your face on his chest. 

Namjoon: It’s okay. (kisses your head) 

He’s the sweetest. The rain, along with the thunder and lightning suddenly stopped after a few minutes. Namjoon was still holding you when he felt you pulling away. 

Namjoon: Hey. (touches your face) ‘You okay?

Y/n: (nods) Sorry. Lightning just terrifies me. 

Namjoon: Don’t be. Are you sure you’re okay? 

You nod, still calming yourself. 

Namjoon: It’s okay baby. I’m here.

Although Namjoon’s certain you’re teary-eyed, he didn’t ask. He thought he didn’t need to. He just wants to assure you that you have nothing to worry about.

You excused yourself to go to the restroom. It took you a while and he patiently waited. When you’re still not stepping out, he decided to knock. He’s about to call you and knock, but he heard muffled sobbing.

Now he’s more worried. He did not knock. Instead, he sat on the floor, leaned on the wall next to the bathroom door and waited for you. You had to calm yourself down. You have to be sure you’re not gonna burst in tears again in case he asks if you’re okay. That's why it took you forever in the bathroom. 

A few more minutes later, you finally step out and you were a bit startled to find Namjoon sitting on the floor, waiting.

Y/N: Oh um- I’m sorry. Were you supposed to use the restroom too? You could’ve knocked. 

You expect him to ask if everything is okay or what happened. But no. He smiled softly and extended his arm, asking for your hand.

Namjoon: No honey, I’m just waiting for you. Come here. 

You hold his hand and he lets you sit in the space between his spreaded legs. He then hugs you, your face resting on his chest. You feel calm. So calm it almost feels like home around him.

Y/N: You could’ve waited in the bed you weirdo. (Chuckles softly)

Namjoon: I can’t sleep anyway. My tree had to use the bathroom.

You both laugh. After a moment of silence.

Namjoon: It’s almost sunrise. 

You hum and smile. 

Y/N: Tomorrow. 

Namjoon: (hums) Hm?

Y/N: Tomorrow is the last time we’ll see the sunrise together. Then we’re back to our real world. 

Namjoon felt sad for some reason. You both didn’t want this to end. Whatever this is that you have. You both know it’s momentary, yet it’s blissful, it’s calming, euphoric, almost addictive. The thing is, it’s not even the sex that’s addicting. It’s the person. It’s the moment.

You’re going to miss him for sure. You want to know more about him - how he is in the real world, what he does for a living, how he spends his day, how he enjoys the weekend, and all that. 

Namjoon’s mind suddenly went to a blur when you said those words. He’s so into the moment that he didn’t realize it was nearing its end. He wants to keep seeing you, but he doesn’t want to pressure you at this stage. He feels like you’re going through something and he didn’t want to add up to that. He wants to do more things with you, talk about anything with you. He’s going through a lot too, so he’s still unsure if being in a relationship soon would be a good idea. 

Namjoon: What if…we see each other again? Would you still let me into your life?

Y/N: (looks at him) Would you want to?

Namjoon: Yes, I’d love to see you again and yes, I’d love it if you still take me. 

Y/N: (smiles softly) I don’t know why you’d have to ask if you want it to happen anyway. 

Namjoon: (chuckles softly) Little miss smartpants. (pinches your nose) 

You laugh. 

Y/N: I want to ask you the same thing, but I also have the same answer. (touches his face) I really hope I’ll see you again. And I hope you’ll take me. 

Take. Whatever that means, you both feel like you mutually understand it. 

Namjoon: (runs his fingers on your hair) I’ll take you, no matter what. (smiles) 

Y/N: (smiles) So. What will you do first if we see each other again?

Namjoon did not answer. He holds your face, leans closer and kisses you softly. 

Namjoon: (whispers to your lips) This. I’ll do this. 

You’d melt anytime with his voice. You smiled and kissed him again. 

At that exact moment, Namjoon’s eyebrows furrowed. He deepens the kiss like he could almost consume you - and you just let him. You kiss him like this is your last time. You feel his hand travel down to your hip, squeezing it. 

Namjoon: (panting) Is this okay?

You nod. 

He kisses you again and starts to touch you anywhere he can. He removes your hoodie, pulls you up and pins you to the wall. He removes his hoodie quickly and you’re both naked in no time. He touches your cunt and you’re already wet. He takes you to bed and lets you lay on your back. 

Dark, lustful eyes, but something else is different about the way he looks at you right now and you can’t figure it out. You see his erection and you badly want him inside you. He has other plans though. 

He kisses you all the way down to your abdomen. Then he puts your legs on his shoulders as he leans closer to your womanhood. 

Y/N: (panting) God. 

It’s the first time he’s eating you up and the only thought of it already makes your head spin. He kisses your inner thighs, making you wetter. Then he gives your cunt featherlike kisses. 

Y/N: (whines) Joon, oh my god. 

Namjoon dives deeper. The tip of his tongue teased your bud by drawing circles before he shoved his tongue to your core. You gasp and moan almost at the same time. You look beneath you and you were met by a pair of dragon eyes looking straight at you. You can’t even explain how Namjoon could wear a sexy poker face while his mouth works wonders on your throbbing cunt. 

Namjoon tongue-fucked you shamelessly and you felt like your soul suddenly departed from your body. You can feel your legs shake and your orgasm approaching. You grab a fistful of Namjoon’s long hair and push it more against your very needy womanhood. You’re a moaning mess and he loved it.  

You swear you’ve never experienced this before. If you had, then it was just brief and whoever it was didn’t let you come. 

Y/N; (whimpers) Yes. Yes Joon, like that. Like that! 

Namjoon becomes more aggressive, very persistent that you reach your high. He inserts a finger and true enough, your walls were already clenching it. A few seconds later, you moan so loud as you release an incredible amount of your juices. Your legs were seriously shaking and Namjoon held them steady. You collapse on the bed, catching your breath. Namjoon ends it with soft kisses before hovering at you. 

Y/N: Fuck, Joonie. What was that for?

Namjoon: I would’ve done that a long time ago. I just don’t know if you’ll approve. 

He kisses you to let you taste yourself. 

Namjoon: And fuck I’m right. You taste so fucking divine, darling. So divine you drive me crazy. 

Y/N: (moans) Oh Joon. 

Namjoon: (kisses your cheek) Is it safe to assume that you liked it?

Y/N: I loved it. Now come here. 

You pin him to the bed. You gave him a hand before, but you did not give him a head yet. Probably because you both badly want to go straight to it and skip all the foreplays. He already had a taste. Now you want it too. 

You stroke his member as you kiss him deeply. You can hear him grunting in the kiss and his hands grip your waist with the sensation he feels. You kiss him all the way down until you reach his length that’s standing so proud and with beads of precum already. 

You shower his tip with kitty licks and soft kisses you and he moans so sexily. 

Namjoon: (panting) Fuck y/n. (throws his head back) Fuck! 

After teasing his tip, you take him in your mouth. Your mouth is so warm and Namjoon is going crazy. You take him all in and start bobbing your head. Further down you go and you clench his length as you pull up. 

Namjoon: Fuck! (grips your hair) Fuck baby that feels so good. 

You took him deeper to your throat and stayed there for as long as you could while you’re looking straight into his eyes. He looks like he’s in total bliss - the handsome vulnerable face you’ll remember for sure. 

Namjoon looks at you as you give him a head. Your lips look and feel so good around his girth. 

Namjoon: So fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth. 

He would come anytime, so he pulled you close to him a few seconds later. Namjoon is beneath you and you just take time staring at each other while you both recover from your foreplay. 

Namjoon: (puts your hair behind your ears) My pretty girl. 

My. You notice he’s been using this term a lot lately. You don’t mind, but you just don’t want it to grow in you because you might long for him when you’re no longer seeing each other. 

He pins you to the bed. He leans closer and kisses you. You just cherished the moment. Your kiss is slow, never rushing. Namjoon slides his tongue in, you give in. 

This must be the slowest sex you had. He did you in missionary at first, then he lay on his back for you to straddle him. 

He didn’t let you sit up while you worked on him. He locked you in his arms so you’re basically laying on him. Namjoon is just looking at you, appreciating your beauty.

Namjoon: (panting) Fuck Jeon y/n.

Y/n: (panting) Why? Are you okay?

Namjoon: Yeah, but fuck you’re so beautiful. Fucking beautiful, y/n. 

Y/N: (blushes) Stop. (Tucks your head in his neck) 

Namjoon: (moans) Don’t hide from me darling. I want to see your face when you come. 

You’re coming any second so you pull yourself up so you could adjust and feel him deeper inside you. Namjoon doesn’t need to be told. He meets your thrusts and hits the right spot. You placed your hands flat on his chest, moved faster, threw your head back, and moaned so sexily as you came. Your mouth hangs open and Namjoon finds you extremely sexy at that moment. 

Y/N: Joonie, oh my god. 

Namjoon: It’s so fucking wet inside you baby. 

He’s telling the truth. You can hear the squelching sound as you both move slowly. 

The sun is starting to rise. You lay sideways and Namjoon spoons you. He locks you in his arms, peppers your shoulders with kisses, and he slowly enters you again. 

Namjoon: (panting)(grunts) So tight. Is this okay babe?

Y/N: (moans) Mmn, yes. Ahh, just like that. 

He starts to move, slowly but deeply. You couldn’t move because you’re locked in his arms so all you could do is moan. 

Y/N: Oh god, Kim Namjoon, yes! (moans) 

Namjoon: You sound fucking sexy baby. 

Again, he didn’t wear protection. Actually, since Jeju days, you both didn’t bother wearing one when you fuck. 

The sun is peeking like it never rained earlier. It is shining on your naked bodies on the bed. You tilt your head and there he was, looking at you while he’s thrusting. If his favorite moment was the one by the fireplace, then this must be yours - the glow of the morning sun on his face while having the best morning sex. 

Y/N: Joon. 

Namjoon: Yeah?

Y/N: Kiss me?

And he did. Deeply. Like his tongue is in sync with his slow but powerful thrusts. Your eyebrows furrowed and you kissed him so needily. Namjoon grunts to the kiss, but he did not end it. Your lips stay locked as his thrusts get faster and sloppier. You know he’s close. 

Namjoon: (panting) Baby. Baby please let me cum inside you. 

Y/N: Yes. Yes please, Joon! 

Namjoon: So close my darling. 

And after a couple of thrusts, he painted your walls white. You both moan in intense satisfaction. You feel his cock pulsing inside you. 

He pulled out and you both recovered from the slow yet very hungry sex. He pulls you into a tight hug. You feel his member still pulsing on your thigh. 

Namjoon: (touches your face) Are you okay baby?

Y/N: (nods softly) Yes hon. 

You swear both your eyes speak a lot, but nobody dared to say a thing. 

Namjoon: Shower then sleep sounds good? The lightning ruined my pretty girl’s sleep. (Smiles)

Y/N: (nods and smiles) Mhm. That sounds perfect. 

Namjoon carries you to the bath. You enjoyed a warm bath and dried yourselves up so you could sleep in some more. 

An hour later, Namjoon’s phone is vibrating. He forgot to put it on airplane mode. He wakes up and carefully jumps off the bed to not wake you up. He steps outside the balcony to take it. 

The call seemed important, like something happened back home. He looks at you from outside with weary eyes. He sighs and nods. 

After the call, he dressed up and fixed his luggage. You’re so beat you didn’t even move a muscle despite the tiny noises you hear. When he was ready, he joins you in bed again and spoons you. 

Namjoon: (whispers) Hey pretty girl.

No response.

Namjoon: Jeon y/n. (Kisses your cheek) 

Still nothing.

Namjoon: (whispers) I’m so sorry. I’ll see you, okay? Very soon, I hope. 

He hugged you tight, sniffed your head like he’s memorizing your scent, and then he kissed you before he finally left.

Where is he going? 

You woke up around 11AM - alone. You jumped off the bed and looked for Namjoon, but he’s nowhere in the room. You found the hoodie he just used nicely folded on the bed and a letter on top.

You open the letter and it read:

My Pretty Girl,

I’m sorry I had to leave so suddenly. I tried to wake you up, but you were sleeping so peacefully. Something happened back home and I have to be there ASAP.

I’ll see you in the US. If I don’t, I’ll find you. You know I will.

I enjoyed every single second we spent together. Can’t wait to spend more time with you. 

Keep in touch and keep my hoodie.

Stay amazing, my tree. Cling to you soon. 

-KNJ-

You’re supposed to be sad, but you’re not. You’re happy with the effort he put in even if he’s rushing out. You smile and you take his hoodie to sniff. It smells exactly like him - his cool body wash mixed with his woody cologne and his natural and very masculine body odor.

You know you’re not in love. Or maybe not yet. But you’re certain Namjoon has earned a special place in your heart and you’ll surely miss him.

-tbc-

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