BTS Seoul mates: Tender Couple.4
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Beta: @hoebii​ Pairing: Namjoon x Soulmate!Reader Genre: Romance, comedy, angst, fluff, soulmate au Words: 1k
Summary: Â Every bump and bruise he apologized to where ever you were in the world. All pain was halved between you. Two halves of a whole. When either felt extreme emotions they could feel exactly what the other was feeling physically. Â All pleasure was doubled.
The boys had returned, him and some of the others had entered the girls dorms. Iris started complaining to Taehyung about stealing food and it made you laugh, all the couples were so sweet. You got up knowing Namjoon had to be in the boys dorm and you entered nervously looking for him.Â
You were going to meet in person for the first time, it was a bit nerve racking. Silly thoughts filled your head like what if he looked at you and didn’t like what he saw. You were taller than the other girls and you wondered if maybe he wanted someone a little smaller and cuter.Â
You heard Namjoon singing something that made you laugh, he turned and paused, his lips pulling up in a goofy smile, his cheeks dusted pink.Â
“Hello?” He pulled at his shirt awkwardly, “I am sorry my room is a mess cause I just got back and I am just in casual clothes and—”
Namjoon was rushing around and scooping up the clothes he had just emptied from his suitcase, when he hit the corner of the bed and fell to the floor. He winced rubbing this head and saw you rubbing yours with a pained expression.Â
“Oh I’m so sorry,” Namjoon grew somber. His smile had faded and he was looking at you with a reserved expression, “I know I’m not the best soulmate, I always keep getting hurt, which in turn hurts you too huh?”
“You are a clumsy baby,” you grabbed his hand and pulled him back up, “but you are mine and I wouldn’t trade you for the world , unless you didn’t want me…”
“What? Of course I want you. Are you crazy? You are my dream girl!” Namjoon almost shouted in delight, “Why wouldn’t I want you?”
“I don’t know all the other girls are smaller and cuter, more playful, I’m a mechanic, I am not super girly and I just feel different”
“You are my soulmate meaning you were made perfectly for me and you are everything I love, want, and need. So, I hope I was made perfectly to your tastes too,” Namjoon gave a small afterthought “even if I fall down a lot and get hurt.”
“Feeling a bit of pain reminds me I am human, and being able to take away half your pain makes me happy. Knowing even sharing a little of the burden will lessen your pain is enough to make it all worth it.” You whispered, sitting on his bed.Â
“It’s strange how close we were through the connection, it was almost like there was this fail safe, that it wasn’t scary because it felt more like a fantasy because you weren’t there in front of me it made me more confident. Now I’m nervous.”
“Nervous?” Namjoon shuffled, the two of you were still standing one foot apart looking anywhere but at each other. Â
“Nervous that if I try to make a move you will reject me,” you whispered
“You’re over thinking things. We were born to connect, and when you think about it the soul is the most intimate part of a human. We were literally born two halves of a whole.”
“I know, and I have never been one to second guess myself or get nervous. I have always lived my life like, this is me take it or leave it, I shouldn’t change the way I am for anyone. But this is my soulmate, my other half the person I am destined to be with and if you don’t like who I am, well then I am alone forever and—”
Namjoon pulled you into a hug, just holding you there and letting his fingers brush against your arms, feeling it against his own skin. It was nice to really feel his body for the first time, it felt safe to be in his arms. Of course you had felt his body through his own tough but this was really real, he was actually here before you.
You felt like you had mapped the planes of his chest, that you already knew every curve and dip of his muscles. Every scar raised on his skin had been a ghost on yours and so seeing them was so familiar and yet you loved seeing the real life scars and bumps and bruises because they were attached to him. It meant he was here in front of you to hold and cherish.
The two of you were both very keen on skinship, so it was only right that you maneuvered to the bed where you curled up unmoving and unspeaking, just enjoying the wholesome feeling of being in each other's presence. It took less than two minutes with your head laid on his chest hearing his heartbeat drumming slowly in his chest that you had fallen asleep. It was like a comfort blanket or a toy from when you were younger that you would hug to fall asleep and feel safe, but it was a grown man this time. It was Namjoon wrapped in your arms as you were wrapped in his that had you feeling safe and warm.Â
“I don’t know why I didn’t come sooner,” You mumbled to him as you both began to stir, it was an hour nap but you were both starting to get a little hungry. And there was this pain in your temple that told you he hadn’t had enough water to drink and in turn had a headache coming. “Come on, time for water, medicine and food”
“Sorry, flying always leaves me dehydrated and I don’t know why.” He spoke as he followed you out of the room. Accepting the water and medicine quickly to try relieving his pain and not wanting to burden you with it either.
You held his waist in the kitchen, swaying him slowly as he tried to make something to eat. It wasn’t complicated but he was having a bit of trouble so you reached your arms around him popping your head on his shoulder and began preparing it for him. “Since you are so tall, do I get to be the little spoon sometimes?”
The sheer excitement in his voice made you agree without hesitation, he was so big physically and yet he was such a small bean.
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