#bts wolf

"It's no good, they're old and miss a lot of facts on us." Your eyes widened when you heard someone talking to you and you dropped the book on the floor.

"Us?" You stuttered not knowing if he was being genuine or if he was just trying to joke about it, 

"Werewolves." He whispered in your ear, it was just an excuse to get closer to you to smell your scent once again but he resisted the urge he had to kiss you and ravish you right in the library but he had to hold back. 

"Y-You're one too?" He nodded and stared into your eyes, your eyes were wide with fear as you thought you were the only one on campus. 

"Have you changed yet?" He whispered feeling protective over you, you nodded and shuddered at the thought. Remember how it felt when you changed on the first full moon, your bones breaking one by one and then the killing of animals just because you were a wolf. 

"Yeah." You whispered looking at him and he nodded going on to explain you would learn how to control it eventually and could learn to change whenever you wanted.

"I'll teach you everything I know-"

"I don't even know who you are...how do I know you're not the one that changed me?" You questioned looking at him as he stared back down at you. 

"Because I wouldn't wish this life upon anyone, come on." 

That was months ago and now you were close friends, Jungkook had neglected to mention mates to you deciding it would be better for you to find out in your own time that you were his mate. He didn't want you to think he was just pressuring you into being with him it's not what he wanted at all. 

"Get away from me." You groaned as someone pushed you against the locker in the college hallway, Jungkook looked away from Jimin who was talking to him and saw you struggling to move past three jocks who kept pushing you. 

"You've been flirting with me all morning and now you reject me!?" He yelled slamming your back against the locket, Jungkook growled at the sight and thought of you flirting with someone that wasn't him and he was going to walk over when he saw you push the jock onto the floor. 

"Leave me alone!" You growled at him but it earnt a bunch of laughter from the boys surrounding you, but it only got worse because one behind you grabbed you by the hair and slammed your face against the locker. The next thing you knew he was on the floor and Jungkook was pulling you in the direction of the library, 

"You alright?!" He rushed to look at you, cupping your face in his hands and turning your head around to make sure they hadn't hurt you. His alpha instincts were kicking in and he was going into protective mode wanting nothing more than to go back into the hall and rip their heads off.

"Say something to keep me distracted." He mumbled holding onto your face and you stared up at him, looking deep into his eyes they were flashing red which meant he was trying to stop himself from changing in the middle of the library. 

"Take me home to my dorm...We'll get some food and movies and chill out Jungkook." He nodded and you took his hand in yours pulling him through the halls, 

"Look at the slut! Taking the bitch boy home to fuck instead!" You ignored their comments continuing to pull Jungkook through the halls and out to where your car was parked, 

"Were you really flirting with him?" You looked down at your hands as you got into the car, Jungkook watched you from the passenger seat and took a deep breath in, he could smell that you were in heat which gave you a reason to be flirting with everyone but he couldn't help but feel jealous about it. 

"I-I don't know what's wrong with me...I've never felt this way before." You whispered gripping onto the steering wheel and rubbing your thighs together, your eyes glancing at Jungkook as he nervously stared forward as you drove.

"Like what?" He questioned wanting to make sure you were talking about what he thought you were talking about, 

"I want to fuck everyone I see b-but none of them will satisfy me...Only one will." He glanced at you as you continued to drive and he saw a layby coming up, 

"Pull up." You nodded and did it without questioning what he was getting at, you switched off the engine and he was facing you. 

"Do you know who will..." You nodded slowly and looked up into his eyes, he was closer to you now as he was leaning across the gearstick to get a better smell of you. 

"You." You whispered looking down at his lips and he smirked knowing you were in heat and he would love nothing more than to take you but you weren't aware of anything yet, 

"You're just in heat. It'll pass in 5-14 days depending on you." You stared at him and whined wanting him to take you, your hands reached up to cup his face and he looked at you,

"There's something you don't know..." He started, he had no idea how to bring it up and being bold and open was his only option right now.

"What?" You whispered running your fingers over his soft skin and he almost let out a whine at the smallest of touches from you he'd been dreaming of you for months. 

"You're my mate." He said to you looking at you as you processed what that meant. 

"Is that why I have a strong attraction to you and only you?" He nodded and you leant up to kiss him but he pulled away, 

"You're just in heat, you don't mean this-" You kissed him again grabbing his face and pulling him closer to you,

"I mean everything, since the day I met you I've wanted you Jungkook...Take me," Those were the only words he needed to hear and he began kissing you roughly in the car.

"Jungkook!" You whined as he pulled you through the hallway of his dorms, he'd made you drive back to his place after making out in the car and getting you riled up,

"Just a little further, there's no way I'm fucking you in a car." He growled finding his dorm room and pulling you inside. He slammed and locked the door not wanting any of his roommates to come in when they weren't welcome and as soon as the door was shut you pushed him against it making out with him just as roughly as you did the first time, 

"Fuck you smell amazing." He groaned bending down and picking you up, he walked you towards the bedroom and dropped you on his bed continuing the heated makeout session his hands travelling all over your body, not knowing which part he wanted more. He just loved that he was finally getting to kiss you and you were kissing him back, 

"Jungkook I need you." You moaned out as his hands began rubbing your throbbing clit in small circles through the fabric of your jeans, he practically ripped the jeans off your body after you told him you needed him and they were thrown somewhere in the room. 

"Have you er- had sex-"

"Before? Yes." You whispered shyly and he smirked kissing your neck, at least he didn't have to teach you the whole thing and you whined as he continued to rub your clit, 

"N-Need you now." You whimpered and he took himself out of his jeans pumping his member a couple of times before lining himself up at your entrance, 

"This might hurt a little." He whispered, bending down and kissing you softly as he pushed into you inch by inch until he was buried deep inside of you and you were begging him to move or do something. 

"You need me that bad huh? Does the little bitch need me?" You whined at the name he gave you and clawed at his shirt tearing holes into it but not caring since he already ripped your jeans apart. 

"You're so goddamn fucking tight." He grunted slowly thrusting in and out of you which only made you whine wanting him to be faster with you and as if reading your mind he hooked one of your legs on his arm and angled himself so he could thrust harder and deeper into you, hitting your sweet spot with each rough thrust into your throbbing core.

"R-Right there." You moaned out, reaching your hand down you began to rub your clit to bring yourself closer to your much-needed release, you'd been dying for this for the last week and it was finally happening. He continued his rough and fast thrusts into you not even giving you a moment to get used to the pace changing it up from fast to slow but just as rough.

"You feel so good, fuck I can feel you clenching around me." He grunted pushing your legs down by your chest and hitting deeper than he was before, you could feel every vein along his shaft and you moaned out when you felt him twitching. 

"F-Fuck, stop clenching." He grunted at you but you did it again on purpose and his eyes lit up the bright red colour that made you weak at the knees for him. 

"Jungkook." You moaned out as his hand replaced yours on your clit, his circles were fast and rough and you knew you were going to cum soon. 

"G-Gonna cum." You whimpered to him and he smirked biting down on your collarbone, 

"You wanna cum all over alphas cock? Hmm?" You whined out a yes but it wasn't good enough for him, he thrust deeply into you and held himself just at your hilt making you cry out in pleasure, desperate for him to keep moving. 

"Tell me what you want." He whispered in your ear, your hands reached out the sheets pulling at them as you tried to move onto his shaft on your own but failing, 

"Tell me." He growled and you moaned out his name at the smallest friction he'd made when he yelled, 

"You! I need you to make me cum! Fuck I need you to fill me up Jungkook." You cried out and he began thrusting once more, your hands ripping into the bedsheets as he continued his rough thrusts, you were so close you could feel your stomach tightening and your clit throbbing, 

"Cum for me baby." You whined out as he finally gave you the permission you didn't know you'd been waiting for and it was like an explosion went off, you were clenching around him tightly a white fog was over your eyes as you gripped onto the sheets crying out his name. He pulled out of you as you finally came back to earth and you whined feeling his seed fall out and down your bare ass, 

"Fuck." You both panted as he fell down onto the bed beside you, you rolled over and nuzzled your head into his neck breathing in his scent as you did so. 

"You know that means you're mine right?" You nodded and kissed his chin wanting nothing more than to fall asleep in the arms of your alpha. 

"No more flirting with other people." You nodded again and he tightened his grip around you looking around his room, feathers from the sheets were everywhere and his shirt was torn. He was going to have to find a new place for you both to do this again in, knowing his roommates they would ask too many questions and he knew that as time went on mates tended to get a little heavy-handed and the bed probably wouldn't survive that.

 At exactly 11 pm, you were lying in your bed but something just told you to get up, for some reason you felt sad and regretted not running away before getting married to a guy who seemed so kind but was very much not so to you. You debated with yourself for an hour or so before actually getting out of bed risking Jin hearing the movement in the bedroom, and into your wedding dress just to entertain yourself as you couldn’t sleep anyway, you only got to wear it for 30 minutes on your wedding day seeing as it was a rushed ceremony and a part of you thought it would be funny to see if you had gained or lost weight, it seemed like a weird thing to wonder but you were late and frankly you had been avoiding telling Jin that you were possibly pregnant, not only that but if you were pregnant it would mean that when Jin found his actual mate you would be left alone with a baby, it wasn’t that you didn’t think of Jin to be your actual mate because you did your wolf loved him from the moment you saw him it was just the human in you which fought it as you were sure he didn’t feel the same as he treated you like shit to be frank. You moved yourself to the mirror, sighing deeply as you made eye contact with the sad and broken girl in the reflection. She had her hair down, still the same knot in her hair as earlier and the saddest eyes she had ever seen. You managed to break your eyes form the mirror after a few minutes, you didn’t care anymore you had to get out of this fucking house, it was like being in prison only you didn’t have one single person to talk to, you felt isolated and it was driving you insane. You didn’t bother undressing, you jumped out from the first floor, landing elegantly on the dry grass and you started running as if your life depended on it. Once you had gotten far enough from the house you let yourself inhale deeply, and exhale repeatedly before instinctively placing a palm on your stomach, not even worrying about the white dress being in the middle of the woods. Once you had calmed yourself you suddenly felt as if you were being watched and by looking up, meeting the eyes of your pissed off husband you had good reason to feel stared at. “What the hell do you think you are doing?!” He moved closer to you, with each movement he made to come closer, you moved further away until your back met the barrier of the cool bark on the tree. You were about to defend yourself but that wasn’t possible as Jin slammed his hand on the tree, only inches from your face, “YOU ARE MINE, SO YOU DO AS I TELL YOU!” 

He stared at you for a good thirty seconds, those thirty seconds being spend on him breathing heavy looking intimidating and you fighting the anger which had almost boiled over. Once again as you were about to defend yourself you were interrupted by his lips smacking onto yours, his hands moving to your hips, aggressively forcing his pelvis closer to yours, you were into it for a hot minute seeing as you did find him incredibly handsome and well you had for some reason grown to love him as the asshole he pretended to be towards you, but you didn’t give in, the wolf in you didn’t let it happen there was a baby to protect and husband or not, it was more important to protect than your marriage. The next 12 minutes were a blur of two gigantic wolves fighting, you continuously having the upper hand until Jin made a move to bite your mouth, and with the correct knowledge of how much force there should be used he could break your jaw into pieces. It would have happened, if it wasn’t for a strange wolf appearing out of nowhere his howl was deep impressive for an omega, both you and Jin could smell he wasn’t in a pack which made it weirder to interrupt a fight between two strangers. You were the first to change back, Jin seconds after, the strange wolf before you didn’t change but a black haired, young guy came out from behind the tree at first he didn’t say anything causing Jin to move into a protective stance in front of you staring both of the new wolves down. “Don’t worry, Taehyung will turn back, I’m Jungkook.” He threw two blankets at you, Jin catching them both, immediately wrapping the one around you before covering himself up. “I heard from miles away that you were fighting, and I can’t control my shifts yet, so Taehyung here saved you from killing two people” He motioned at Jin, making it clear that the killing two people were directed at him and not you, “two?” Jin choked out a laugh of amusement, “only one of us would die but I wanted to teach her a lesson, I wouldn’t kill my mate.” When he said that you were sure you had died, mate? He had never said that word before, maybe you were?

“He shouldn’t have just run off with her like that! He could have done something to her!” Suho points out.

“And she would have murdered him for trying anymore than she was comfortable with. Plus I doubt he would have hurt her, I know we told you that she has problems but you don’t have to be afraid of breaking her, she is broken, no if ands or buts about it. So stop with this bullshit, I’m tired of it!”

Everyone just stares kind of dumbstruck for a moment, eyes wide at the fact he just said all of that without a second thought, but as I process his words I imagine Jin preparing this for the last couple days, already upset then. When no one says anything Jin straightens his shoulders an bit more, “Alright than, everyone out, lets leave these kids alone, he won fair and square.” To my surprise my mates obey without much of a fight, they just stare down at the their bare feet ashamed of themselves. Jin gives me an exhausted look as he follows behind them.

“Hyung wait!” Tao calls out, Jin freezes in the doorway and hesitates turning around for a moment, confused on whether or not he was the one the tall boy was actually calling for. “Jin hyung,” Tao specifies awkwardly.

Jin and I share a wide eyed look before he comes back in and raises a brow, “Yes?”

“Thank you,” Tao stammers out. “I don’t think I could have handled it if they had taken her away from me.” Tao’s arm snakes around my shoulders and tucks me into his side.

“Ah, you’re welcome? I was just trying to keep blood from being spilled. You two just have fun, alright?” Jin responds just as awkwardly.

“Actually would you want to stay for awhile?”

“You two seem busy, we should-”

“I feel clear headed, my ruts are never that bad and I think I could get through a few hours before I go a bit crazy again.”

“And what are you insinuating that we do?”

“I was hoping we could all have dinner, like Soo wanted.”

Jin visibly cringes at the idea, “I don’t know about that kid. Everyone seems to be on edge.”

Tao takes a deep breath and takes a step forward, his hand holding mine, “Please. I realize that Insoo is willing to deal with so much from us that the least we could do is pull our head out of our asses and have a meal together for her.”

I give Tao a smile but he is still watching Jin with surprisingly pleading eyes. I look over at Jin with my brows raised, sending him a mental message, are you really going to say no to that face?

Jin growls, “Okay fine!”

“Really?” The younger man beams from Jin to me, I return his happy smile that just warms my heart.

“Yes, but you two need to shower first. I suggest having her wear your things to ease your wolf, he will rest easy if she smells like you.”

Tao nods eagerly, “Thank you Hyung!”

Jin shivers, “That sounds so weird coming from you.”

“I’m assuming you are older?”

“And you are right, but we aren’t familiar with each other yet.”

“Yet,” Tao repeats, “But we are a pack.”

Jin rolls his eyes and clicks his tongue as he turns and leaves, “I’ll let the rest know we are staying for dinner I guess.”

……………………….

“This is a horrible idea,” Jin tells me as we try our best to organize enough plates on the long table. After our shower Tao and I came down to find the most awkward stand off I’ve ever seen. My pack is on one side of the living room, my mates on the other, just staring each other down, not trying to be hostile but not being friendly either, just awkward. I dispersed jobs to everyone to keep the stand off from occurring again. Each of my pack members grab something to set the table while my mates huddle in the kitchen and pretty much watch Kyungsoo cook.

“I know it isn’t the best but Tao is right, you guys need to spend some time together.”

“We asked for pack time,” He informs.

“We will have pack time tonight, after a good family dinner. That way we all win!”

He groans, “Lucky for you, I’m starving.”

“Thank you Hyung,” I hug the tall man tightly.

“What exactly are you thanking him for?” Namjoon hums as he comes into the dinning room with a bowl of food in his hands. The rest of my pack trails in behind him carrying more.

“For not being difficult, like I expect the rest of you to be,” I look pass Joonie to the youngest three.

“You have nothing to worry about Soo,” Yoongi reassures me, “We don’t want to start any kind of drama with the black dragons and our Insoo’s mates, would we boys?” He joins me in glaring the younger boys down.

The three nod.

“Great!” Joon beams at them, but keeps his red eyes gleaming at them.

“Okay, now everyone,” Kris comes into the room, placing the first of many massive chunks of beef on the table, “Lets sit down.” Everyone joins us in the room, Kris settles in his spot at the end of the table while the others try to adjust to their changed spots. I’m in my same spot at before except Tao squeezed in between Kris and I, with Jin is on my other side, the rest of my pack follows with Namjoon at the end next to Suho; the only two people who could stand sitting next to each other. Kris carves the meat, we pass until each plate had decent sized piece of meat on it, after that everyone starts reaching for sides, passing them down for others to get some, it’s surprisingly calm.

“Soo,” Kris hums at the head of the table, all eyes shift to him, “Would it be alright if we ask you a few more questions about yourself and your pack?”

Without question I nod.

“Good,” Luhan sets down his chopsticks and leans eagerly across the table, “I have questions.”

“Go a head and ask whatever you like.”

“Okay, so how did this pack form when you were in the military?”

I look down to Namjoon and Yoongi who are the farthest away, “That is for the older ones to answer, if they want.”

Joonie chuckles, “I have no issue answering questions as long as we can come back with our own.”

Minseok hums, “That sounds fair.”

“Well it was just instinct on most of it. Almost like what I imagine it feels like to find your mate but less intense, it’s just a knowing feeling in the back of your mind. Jin hyung found Yoongi hyung and I within a few years of each other and took care of us until we came of age, teaching us the ways of the military, and discovered that I was meant to be a head alpha. After that everything just fell in place, we found Hoseok and Insoo within a month, that wasn’t as easy as Jin hyung dealing with us. It took us a few months to warm up to her and accept her as an actual pack member, especially with an alpha the same age as her. But after that we were family.”

I nod, “It’s a similar feeling, like I when I found Jungkook, even in a life threatening situation I couldn’t leave him behind regardless of how my military instincts told me to.”

They nod in understanding.

“Can you tell us about your family?” Jongdae wonders across the table.

“Oh god, I haven’t thought about them in forever,” I hum the imagines in my head from long ago are hazy. “Lets see, I had three older brothers, Myungsoo, Kwangsoo, and of course, my oldest brother, Insoo. They were all older alphas, stronger, faster, better at every single thing and reminded me of it everyday, at least Myungsoo and Kwangsoo did. My father was the head alpha of our village, he was brave and strong and the greatest leader I had ever seen. Than there is my mother, she wasn’t the greatest mother in the world but she was a great leader as well.”

They all stare at me a moment, as if dumbstruck, “I feel so stupid for not even thinking of that before.” Yixing mumbles to himself mostly.

“What?” I hum as I eat a few more bites.

“Your name…” Jongdae answers.

“My name? My name is Insoo.”

“I think they are talking about before you became Insoo,” Yoongi points out.

“Oh! They did an attendance list for when new soldiers were brought back, there weren’t many young alphas in my village, at least none that were young enough to submit and join the army. So I was the only one and since no one was there to question me I became my brother.”

“So what is your name?” Kyungsoo asks, “Your real name?”

“I told you, I’m Insoo. That little omega from before doesn’t exist. She didn’t exist before the raid and she doesn’t exist now,” There is a warning behind my tone. I shift uncomfortably in my seat as my wolf begins to feel on edge with my growing anxiety. Tao’s wolf snarls softly, it’s actually more like a purring, pulling me closer to him in an attempt to calm me.

“I’m sorry little wolf,” The wide eyed man quickly apologizes, “I didn’t mean to upset you, I thought it would be okay if I asked.”

I take a deep breath and smile slightly, “It’s okay Hyung, it’s just a touchy subject for me. I don’t like that name, I’m not that person anymore and haven’t been for a long time. I want to leave it in the past, okay?”

“Of course, again I’m sorry.”

“Well this took a sad turn,” Jin sips his drink next to me.

“We are trying to get to know each other,” Baekhyun reminds him, “None of our past are pretty to I didn’t really imagine this conversation being very bright and exciting.”

“Well,” Jin hops to his feet, “it may not have to be bright but who says it can’t be exciting. You wolves must have some kind of alcohol around here, right?”

“I mean we have some bottles, what for?” Kris questions.

“For Never Have I Ever of course! I hear it’s really popular among younger humans. They grab a few drinks and go around in a circle saying things you haven’t done and if you have done them you have to drink!”

Luhan scoffs, “You have got to be kidding me, you want to play a childish game like that?”

I snicker, “I think it sounds fun! Much better than sitting here and getting depressed. Come on!” I pull Tao out of his seat and into the living room. My pack follows, all except for Jin who seems to be on a mission for booze.

“You have been in the forest for 100 years, never seen a TV, never ridden in a car, yet you know about drinking?” Minseok chuckles.

“Of course!” Jin busts back into the room with his arms full of different bottles, “We aren’t complete shut ins.”

“So everyone sit down!” I command to the massive group of alphas, of course all of them obey. I sit down in between Tao and Kookie while Jin passes out drinks with the help of Jongdae.

“So I explained the rules but does anyone have any questions?” Jin raises his brows as he sips his drink. I receive my disgusting smelling beverage with a terrible taste but the warm feeling I get when it lands in my stomach is worth it.

“Are we just supposed to say random things or are we asking meaningful questions?” Tao wonders.

“Absolutely anything!” Jin answers with a surprising amount of glee. “Nothing is out of bounds, so you kid,” He points to Jongin, “You can go first, I know you aren’t one to hold back when it comes to us. Give us your best go.”

The tan man stares Jin down but the older man doesn’t budge, for a second his eyes shift to me, hesitation obvious on his face.

I smile encouragingly, “Don’t worry Hyung, I have thick skin, it’s just a game.”

He sighs, “Are you sure?”

I nod.

“Fine, never have I ever killed my parents.”

My pack and I take a drink, “That is what I’m talking about but lets try things we don’t really know about each other. I’ll go next, never have I ever gone to school.”

My mates and Jungkook take a drink.

“Never have I ever attacked someone in this room,” Yoongi teases with his eyes on Kris who glares daggers as he sips.

“Never have I ever used a sword,” Sehun gets not just my pack be a few of his brothers with that one. We go on and on, pouring more drinks as time goes on and for once things don’t really feel forced between us all. The game flows nicely, going from jabs at certain to people to something as general as eating a specific kind of food, it’s actually kind of funny. I see my mates smile at something my pack members say is truly a sight to behold. My chest feels so light in this moment. For these few hours I feel like I’m on top of the world and nothing can hurt me right now. Not with my mates and my pack finally getting along, laughing in the same room, even a small smile on every face.

I’m smiling down at my cup, enjoying Tao’s warmth when someone destroys that moment. The atmosphere shifts as soon as the words are out of Sehun’s mouth, though I know it is supposed to be a jab at Kris it misses and heads straight for another. “Never have I ever marked my mate.”

Kris does as he is supposed to and raises the bottom of his drink, finishing it with a satisfied sigh and a smile on his face. But what my mates weren’t expecting was Jin raising his as well. Finishing his half full glass in one gulp, pulling away with a somber expression that has me rushing towards him my heart sinking as the sadness flashes briefly on his face, “Hyung-“

He slams his glass down on the wood before looking up at me, obviously drunk and now upset, “It’s okay Soo,” He coos. He jumps to his feet. “Tonight has been fun but I think it’s time we end it here.”

Sehun stands up and comes to stand behind me, “Did I say something wrong?” He genially seems concerned for what he could have done.

“No kid you did good. I’m just ready for bed, come on you guys. Let’s leave Soo to her mates, we have been bugging them enough,” Jin basically drags the others out of the house and into the snow. He honestly tries to make a run for it but I catch his arm in the middle of the field and spin him around.

“Hyung.”

“Insoo,” He warns.

I let go of his arm and stare up at him with big eyes, “I’m sorry he said that, he didn’t mean any harm.”

“I know, he did nothing wrong, you have no reason to apologize.”

“I do, you are upset and I feel responsible.”

He shakes his head, “Go inside Soo, your mates are in there waiting.”

“No!” I snap back, “I am not going anywhere until I know you are okay. I was there Hyung, I know you are hurt still there is no reason to be ashamed by what you feel. Most wolves can’t survive what you have been through.”

“You are right, it does hurt, so I would prefer not to think about it,” He snarls, Jin actually snarls at me. Behind me my mates let out a snarl of their own.

“I’m not going to make you think about it, I just want you to know that if you need to talk about it I’m still here, just like I always have been. This time since I have mates I could maybe just slightly begin to understand what you are going through.”

He sighs, cupping my face gently his thumbs draw small circles on my cheeks, “I hope you never have to go through what I went through. If you ever do,” His eyes shift to my mates, “There will be hell to pay.”