I gotta talk about Backstreets for a minute.
Born to Run is an insane album of bangers. I mean... The title track, Thunder Road, and Jungleland. Every song is a masterpiece. But for me Backstreets is my favorite track.
There's so much open to interpretation interpretation lyrics. The name Terry is ambiguous. Is Terry a man or woman? Some think the lyrics describe a closeted same sex relationship. I don't know if there is a wrong way to interpret the song. My personal belief is it is about a friendship.
"One soft, infested summer, me and Terry became friends
Trying in vain to breathe the fire we was born in
Catching rides to the outskirts, tying faith between our teeth
Sleeping in that old abandoned beach house, getting wasted in the heat"
It feels like one of those codependent intense friendships you have in youth. You find someone you connect with and spend every moment together. We have all had them. A friendship that forms fast and then blows up hard.
"Blame it on the lies that killed us, blame it on the truth that ran us down
You can blame it all on me, Terry, it don't matter to me now
When the breakdown hit at midnight, there was nothing left to say
But I hated him and I hated you when you went away"
The end of the song is devastating and heartfelt.
"Laying here in the dark, you're like an angel on my chest
Just another tramp of hearts crying tears of faithlessness
Remember all the movies, Terry, we'd go see
Trying to learn to walk like the heroes we thought we had to be"
This is a love song AND break-up song in one.
Then you look at the album cover. A traditionally masculine man leaning on his best friend who is literally built like a pro football player. Bruce insisted on putting Clarence on the album. This was the mid-70s. The Civil Rights movement and desegregation was not that far in the past. An integrated band was radical. The album cover depicting their friendship was radical. The emotional images from the album of two masculine presenting men joking around and literally leaning on one another, presents a alternative vision of manhood. You can love your best friend, you can hug your best friend, and you can be emotional about and with your best friend and still be a masculine man. Its a fuck you to the notion traditional masculinity.
Anyways I will NEVER be normal about Backstreets.