#brian lackey

And as we sat there listening to the carolers, I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. But that was a lie, plus, I couldn't speak anyway. I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. But there wasn't. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate... how sorry I was about what had happened. And I thought of all the grief and sadness... and fucked up suffering in the world... and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart that we could just... Ieave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically... disappear.

Someone who longs for something honest and meaningful in a world that often feels too loud, too fast, and just a little disappointing.