#breakingfree

As the fog in my head disappeared, I looked into the abyss you carry with you, hiding it behind the clouds you puff out like a steam locomotive that hides who you are.

I am still shaking, and see the chasm between us grow wider as I step back — away, away from you, your thoughts, and the heart of darkness.

I call in the angels, to be surrounded, to be loved for who I am, not the construction of failures that society makes of me.

I close my eyes, breathe, free.

I’ve cried rivers over you. I’ve felt your absence in every part of me, as if a piece of my soul was missing. I missed you with everything I had—my heart, my mind, my body. There were moments when the pain consumed me, and I even hated you for it. I hated how you left, how you made me feel like I wasn’t enough. And for a long time, I wondered if it was all my fault. I questioned everything about myself, every action, every word.

But not anymore.

There came a moment when I finally understood something so powerful that it set me free: it wasn’t that I wasn’t good enough for you—it was that I was too much. I loved with a depth you couldn’t meet. I cared in ways that you couldn’t understand. I brought passion, honesty, and strength to the table, and it wasn’t that those things weren’t valuable. They were simply too big for the space you had in your life.

I used to think that I needed to change, to be smaller, quieter, easier for you. But I’ve learned that the problem was never me trying to be enough—it was you not being able to receive all that I am. I am more than enough, and I deserve someone who sees that, who can meet me at my level and celebrate my fullness.

I am enough. I’ve always been enough. And now, I fully embrace that truth

Stories of Stigma is an empowering book against self-stigma and a profound exploration of the shadowy world of self-doubt and societal judgment. But it's not just about understanding these societal chains; it's about breaking free from them.

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here’s a screenshot from the beginning of @breakingfree’s text post including some of the artists artwork.

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This user is ONLY doing this outta LOVE, KINDNESS and TO HELP Raise The Funds I NEED for my SURGERY!!!

Day 17: A song you’d sing a duet with someone on karaoke

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Breaking Free - High School Musical

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