#bpdbuddies

Hey guys! Figured I’d swing by here as well to talk about the happenings with my BPD server. I’m too lazy to write up an entire thing, so I’m just going to copy and paste what I wrote in the server early yesterday.

First off I wanted to thank everybody for being so nice and turning this chat into what it's been for the past two or so years. Well okay year and a half. 

 I made this server when I first found out about my BPD. I had just gotten out of a terrible relationship with an exfp and I needed others to talk to and relate to and I figured having a discord chat would help me out with that. I didn't expect the server to get as half as many member as it did and it was a really good ride.

 I know a couple of weeks ago I threw out a bunch of different options for the direction this server could take, but unfortunately I have decided to go with the "worst" one; I am deleting the server. 

 This isn't really because of any specific person or whatever and I don't hate any of you!! I love the server and that's why I want to delete it. I feel bad for not being here to moderate it and interact with everyone anymore. With what little free time I have left anymore I am dedicating to talking to my girlfriend, being with my dog, drawing, or playing video games with friends. Server management doesn't fall into any of these categories and at this point it's more of a chore than anything else. 

 The bots are broken. We only have two moderators. I could open up mod apps and fix the bots and do an entire server revamp, but that requires the motivation to do so, and unfortunately I don't have any motivation to keep this server alive anymore.

There is a light though! @bpdrotten has decided to make her own BPD server because both her and I know that a space like this is very important for the community. There will be more details on that later, but THIS SERVER WILL STAY UP UNTIL SHE GETS THAT SERVER SET UP. Once she makes it we'll likely keep this server up for another day or two just to give everyone enough time to join the new one, but after that, this server will be deleted! 

 I hope you guys can respect my decision on this. If you all want to continue talking to me, feel free to add me! Or follow me on my main blog Zensorbs. I'm active daily there.