Sometimes I look at you while you're talking, laughing, eating or just being you and I have this realization that I've never loved someone the way I love you

There hasn't been a single night that I haven't fallen asleep without thinking about you...

My contract with love has run out

i don’t know which is worse, being the one with the fear of abandonment or being the one who causes it

i’m trying to learn that not every change means i’m being left behind, even when it feels exactly like that.

I feel like I was greatly made to love but not made to be loved, I've never really wanted much from this life and all I've ever wanted is to feel that love too, to be seen, chosen, to be loved. At times, I just want someone to call me, to be with me when I'm spiraling thoughts inside my head, and tell me to calm down when I'm overthinking or crying and their voice and hugs untangles all the spirals. For someone by side to say, "I love you" and suddenly I'm okay. I feel like I was made to love but not made to be loved...

The girl I'd climb the empire state building for, won't even text me back...