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(part one - "devil by the whiteboard")
wc: 5k (i'm so sorry, longest one yet i've gotta chill but it's WORTH IT I PROMISE)
pronouns: none used; n/a
warnings: angst, fluff, swearing, some mean!hanbin and some infatuated!hanbin :) also this one's funnier than the last one
warnings for alternate ending: suggestive/mature content - minors dni!! (link to it is *in* the fic for proprer conext/placement)
summary: studentbodypresident!hanbin is majorly regretting the grief he's put introvertedrival!reader through for their entire academic career. i wonder how he'll try to make it up them...
~masterlist~ ⥠~kofi (no pressure at all)~
*edited to say that... i edited this haha and it should be free of errors now* FINALLY DONE. PART TWO OF MY MASTERPIECE. lmaoooo. omg super secret surprise ending; my first attempt at such. hope you read both endings tho bc i really like them both :) love y'alllllll gonna go to bed now that i've marathon wrote this for 5 hours!
âWHAT!?â You shout, the shock of the words that just echoed through the hallway nearly knocking the air out of your lungs as you whip around to face the boy who uttered them.
You expect to see him smirking back at you, eyes taunting and mean. But what you find instead appears to be a look of surprise somewhat mirroring your own.
"You heard me that time, too," Hanbin responds quietly, averting your gaze.
You stare at the boy in front of you for a while, desperately trying to fill your lungs back up with the air you had lost. But the more oxygen you take in, the more anger you feel brewing in your blood. Abruptly, you start to walk back to where Hanbin stands in the middle of the hallway and the closer you get, the wider his eyes grow.
Only a few inches away from him now, Hanbin is staring back at you unblinkingly and you swear his cheeks are redder than they normally are. Without thinking, your hands reach up and connect with his chest--
Hanbin stumbles back as you push him, lips parting in surprise despite the lack of force behind your shove. Your hands remain on his chest as shock at your own actions suddenly renders you immobile.
Your face is mere centimeters from his for the second time tonight, both of you staring at each other; unsure what to do next. Hanbin coughs first, the tips of his ears now matching the scarlet of his cheeks. He places his hands on top of yours and removes them from his chest wordlessly.
You're positive that your cheeks are heating up now, too. You take a shaky breath before managing to clumsily demand, âWhatâs... What's wrong with you!? Why would I ever go out with you!?â
You watch as Hanbin's expression suddenly shifts, the condescending look returning to his eyes. âMaybe so youâd finally have someone to eat lunch with other than the collectorâs edition of Jane Eyre.â
You frown, suddenly uneasy that Hanbin must have seen you alone in the library during lunch before. You wondered what other observations he was sitting on until it was the right time to shame you with them. Quietly, you lie, "I have people to eat lunch with."
"The Bronte Sisters don't count," he says with a smirk.
You swallow the lump in your throat that's starting to build. "I don't need anyone to eat lunch with."
"Hey, it's okay," he coos mockingly. "No need to cry. You cry enough during lunch as it is."
"You are such a bastard," you spit, watching as Hanbin's eyes seem to light up at the fire igniting in you once more. "Even if I wanted someone to eat lunch with, what gives you the audacity to suggest that that someone should be you!?"
He's just staring at you again, but his expression now seems to be one of awe rather than blank shockâ though it's unrecognizable to you with white hot rage clouding your vision.
"You are a despicable human being, Hanbin. You're a liar; you're a phony. And now you've even become a cheat! You have never caused me to feel anything other than annoyance, anger and, tonight, disdain. But now..."
Hanbin's eyebrows raise slightly as he waits for you to continue.
"Now I can't help but pity you, too. Would it really have been so bad if my team won the Decathlon? Is your ego that fragile that you'd rather sabotage all of your integrity than to fail publicly? I feel so bad for you that you'd risk ruining your entire reputation in some misguided attempt to save it."
"I wasn't--," he says quietly, but you cut him off and he doesn't protest.
"I let you push me around, because I thought it was in everybody's best interest. But now that I've watched you stoop so low, I'm not making excuses anymore," you say, determinedly. "So, after I've said all this, I'll ask again: why would I ever want to go out with you, Sung Hanbin?"
It takes awhile for a response to appear on Hanbin's face and, once it does, you're a bit shaken at how unrecognizable it is. He seems to notice how you're looking at him and clears his throat before forcing himself to laugh in offense.
âI was just joking! No need to be soâ⊠Why would I ever want to go out with you? Like I'm not way out of your league," he rambles haughtily, shaking his head in disbelief. "I just thought it might make joining my team seem like a better idea by comparison.â
"Well, it didn't," you declare, knowing there had to have been a motive behind Hanbin's words but still feeling a bit foolish for having almost considered believing them. "I'm not joining Blue Team next year. And now I don't think I'll be joining any team next year."
"What!?" Hanbin exclaims, eyebrows furrowing in confusion. "What do you mean you're not joining a team next year? You love Decathlon!"
You smile sadly. "I do. It's too bad you had to go and ruin it."
"I didn't know that you wouldn't--," he starts, fumbling his sentence and starting again as if he's panicking. "I didn't want you to quit! (Y/N), that's not--."
"I really hope you're happy now that you got what you wanted, Hanbin," you cut him off, making your way back to the exit doors and throwing them open. Over your shoulder, you call:
"You win!"
~
âIf I had a penny for every time I caught you reading this bookâŠâÂ
The sudden voice startles you, your collectorâs edition of Jane Eyre falling from your hands and onto the table. The book shuts closed before you have a chance to mark the page youâre on.
âOh,â Hanbin mumbles awkwardly. âSorry.â
You open the book back up, quickly flipping to the page and placing your bookmark in it before setting it back down.
âI guess you would have every page memorized by now,â Hanbin says with a laugh.Â
You frown at him suspiciously. âWhat do you want?â
âI donât want anything except to have lunch with you,â he says smiling ear-to-ear, before glancing at your book. âAnd Miss Bronte, of course.â
You roll your eyes, picking up your sandwich for the first time since you sat down. âWell we both would rather gauge our eyes out than make small talk with you.â
âOh, ouch,â Hanbin says as he bites his lip in a smirk. âShould I call your bluff?â
You pick up the spoon for your yogurt, immediately raising it to your eye before Hanbin reaches out in a panic and wraps his hand around yours. He lowers your hand thatâs holding the spoon back down to the table with a nervous laugh.
âYouâre a funny one, arenât you?â Hanbin asks rhetorically, nodding as he pops off the lid to his soup and spoons it into his mouth. âThis is nice! Why havenât we done this before?â
Your face scrunches up in confusion. âBecause I hate you.â
âNo, we hate each other,â he corrects, eating another spoonful of soup. âFriendship is a two-way street.â
You choke a bit on your sandwich, coughing to clear your throat before exclaiming, âWe are NOT friends!â
âBut we could be,â Hanbin muses far-too happily. âWouldnât that be great?â
âNo,â you answer plainly.
âIt would be better than what we are now, right? Think about it: we would be a pretty unstoppable duo!â
âI wouldn't be your friend even if you paid me,â you spit. âAnd I know youâre really into paying people to get what you want lately.â
âOh please, that was so three days ago,â Hanbin sighs exasperatedly. âThings were so much easier when you didnât have a backbone. I pay to win one competition and youâre suddenly acting like you didnât used to do everything I told you to?â
âI told you Iâm not letting you push me around anymore,â you say definitively.
He smirks. âI just donât really believe youâŠâ
Your hand wraps around your spoon again, hurtling toward your right eyeball as Hanbinâs eyes widen in sudden fear. His hand reaches out to grab yours again, bringing it back down to the table in awkward silence.
âPlease stop trying to impale yourself at the lunch table,â Hanbin requests quietly, attempting to steady his breathing. "I'll do anything you want, just do not make me have to carry your eyeball in my soup cup to the nurse's office."
You blink back at him. "Anything?"
"Oh, uh..." Hanbin says, clearly surprised that you clung onto his plea. "Did you want something... from me?"
You sigh, eating another spoonful of yogurt. "I have a proposal for Student Government."
"Oh sure, if you send it to me I can put my name on it and sign it," he says with a nod.
"No," you respond quickly.
"No? What do you--?"
"It's mine," you announce, placing your spoon down. "It's my proposal and it really means a lot to me and... I want everyone to know it's mine."
Hanbin looks at you curiously for a moment before a small smile graces his lips. He blinks at you as he whispers, "Cute."
"What?" You ask, one eyebrow raising in confused shock.
The boy in front of you's eyes widen for a moment before he shakes his head nonchalantly and looks down into his soup. "I meant, it's cute you think you'll be able to pitch it without puking..."
"I want you to pitch it," you respond, glaring back at him. "I know I can't make a speech to save my life. But people always like my words best when they come out of your mouth anyway."
Hanbin's eyes are doe-like as his lips form into a little surprised pout.
"So, could you pitch my proposal to the Student Council for me?" You ask, chewing your cheek. "All I want this time is the credit. It's really important to me so... I just..."
"Okay," he agrees, nodding gently. "I can do that."
You blink back at him. "Really?"
"Sure, I can help you," Hanbin says, before adding with a smirk:
"We're friends now, after all."
~
You take your seat at the far right of the Officersâ Table, adjusting your name plaque after neatly tucking your bag under your chair. Itâs been two weeks since the last Student Government meeting and you are incredibly excited about the new proposal youâve drawn up in support of increased mental health services on campus. You have to admit youâre glad that Hanbin had agreed to make the pitch speech for you.
âIâm excited to hear your proposal!â Stephanie, the Student Council Treasurer, says as she sits down next to you. âAre you nervous to pitch it? I know that public speaking is not your strong suit.â
Your eyebrows furrow confusedly at her question. âWhat do you mean? Iâm not pitching it. Hanbin is.â
âOh, umâŠâ She smiles at you awkwardly. âProposals can only be pitched by the member that created them! Those are the rules. I thought you knew that.â
âBut I write HanbinâsââŠâ You cut yourself off before you expose the Student Body President to the Treasurer. Your proposal is something you are terribly proud of and you want everyone to know itâs yours! But to find out now, only minutes away from the beginning of the meeting, that youâd have to be the one to present it to the entirety of the Student Government⊠Your vision is already burring with anxiety. All you can muster in response to Stephanie is, âOh, okay.â
Completely frozen in fear, youâre only pulled out of your dissociative state when Stephanie taps you on the shoulder. She nods at you, gesturing with her hands for you to stand up. You scan the room, surprised when you realize itâs filled with the members of Student Government and that you mustâve zoned out for the entire first half of the meeting.
âWaitâ,â Hanbin interjects from where he sits on the other side of Stephanie. He frowns at you confusedly, continuing, âI thought I was reading (Y/N)âs proposalâŠâ
Hyungjun, the Vice President, laughs on Hanbinâs left. âPretending he doesnât know the rules. This guy!â
Hanbinâs eyes widen as he glances at the other Officers, unsure of how to react.
âItâs (Y/N)âs proposal,â Stephanie thankfully elaborates. âSo, obviously, (Y/N) has to pitch it. And breaking that rule is immediate grounds for a dismissal vote.â
âOh,â Hanbin mumbles, slowly nodding as he must be consideringâ just as you hadâ how many times he shouldâve had a dismissal vote called on him by now. âObviously.â
âSo, (Y/N), if youâll please,â Hyungjun prompts, nodding his head for you to stand up and recite your proposal. You're positive that all the oxygen has left the classroom as you shakily rise to your feet.
Gathering your proposal paper in your hand, you stare at the words on the page-- suddenly rendered illiterate by the amount of fear coursing through your body. Your breathing is shallow and thin and you wonder how long it will take before you've fainted from the anxiety.
"Um, the--... the, um, proposal I am sharing today," you begin; the nervous stammering you always developed when forced to address a crowd rearing it's ugly and reliable head. "Is about--... Or, well, it's to address... It's to help fix the campus's lack of rental mealth hesources."
"Oh god," you hear Hanbin whisper under his breath as you completely flub your words. All of the Student Council members are now chuckling at your mistake as you shake your head quickly, trying to refocus yourself so you can continue.
"There's--... Um, there's plenty of evidence that," you say, eyes locked on your paper as you attempt to make sense of the proposal you'd written which now appears as nothing more to you than a page full of gibberish. "That... That this school... That it's--..."
"Is this a joke?" A Student Council member shouts from the back of the classroom, as you resign yourself to a mere dear in headlights. "Aren't you embarrassed? You're the Student Government Secretary and you can't even form a coherent sentence?"
"HEY!" An angry voice booms to your left as you try to force down the bile that's currently stinging your esophagus. The sudden shout jolts you back to awareness as you look to see who it came from.
"Do you want to leave?" Hanbin threatens, jaw set in an uncharacteristic public display of fury. "Would you care to explain how bullying a Student Government Officer is at all in line with your duty as a Council Member?"
The student's eyes widen as he stares back at the Student Body President in shock. "I--... I--..."
"Look who can't form a coherent sentence now," Hanbin says with a smirk. A few moments pass before Hyungjun clears his throat, causing Hanbin to remember where he is. He looks around at the room apprehensively before standing and bowing sheepishly to the rest of the Student Council.
"I'm so sorry for the disrespectful outburst," he apologizes, voice returning to its usual "perfect" tone and the dimples beneath his eyes cratering as he smiles embarrassedly. "But as Student Body President, I simply can't condone bullying. Especially of one of our Officers, who is..."
Hanbin finally looks at you, his eyes suspiciously genuine. He averts your gaze awkwardly after just a moment, turning back to address the rest of the Student Council members. "Who is the best Student Government Secretary I could've ever asked for. And whom unfortunately, has a terrible fear of public speaking."
You watch as the crowd of students begin to look down at their hands and their laps guiltily.
"(Y/N) has had incredible ideas for this school," Hanbin starts, his eyebrows raising when he remembers he can't actually mention all of the ideas you've had for this school-- as he had always been the one to pitch them and, in turn, pass them off for his own. He recovers, "That have never been heard by us before due to (Y/N)'s fear of public speaking! And it's a shame that on (Y/N)'s first attempt to show them to us, you responded with bullying and ridicule."
The students in the classroom are now all doe-eyed as they take in Hanbin's words and, as you realize what's going on, you have to suppress a laugh.
"Incredible," you whisper, shaking your head in disbelief at the boy that is Sung Hanbin.
"I think we should all treat each other with the utmost respect and kindness-- especially as members of the Student Government. And this, coincidentally, plays into (Y/N)'s proposal about mental health resources at our school," Hanbin continues, doing what he does best. "I think we should move to vote on this proposal immediately."
"You're right, Sunbaenim!" The same student that had hurled insults at you earlier agrees enthusiastically as he stands up from his seat, eyes practically turning to hearts as they gaze upon Hanbin. "We need to provide more anti-bullying and mental health resources for our students. I'm so glad you came up with this brilliant proposal!"
"Oh, I didn't! I--," Hanbin starts to correct, but you already know how this ends as you sit back down in your seat with a heavy sigh.
"What would we do without our shining Student Body President?" Another student calls, starting a round of applause for Hanbin.
You observe him quietly, watching as any signs of protest slowly leave his face. He smiles resignedly back at his peers, clasping his hands together to nod graciously at them as the other Officers join in on the applause as well.
Even when Sung Hanbin tried to help you, it all ended up falling perfectly back into his lap anyway.
~
"What page are we on now?"
You groan, slamming your book down on the table. "Is this going to be a pattern? Do I have to eat lunch in the bathroom from now on?"
"Not my ideal place to eat lunch, but," he pauses, placing his hands down flat on the table with a smile. "I'll brave it for you."
You pick up your collector's edition of Jane Eyre and drop it on his right hand.
He presses his lips together firmly, looking up to the corner of the room as he tries to ignore the pain. "Okay, I know yesterday didn't go like we'd hoped, but--."
"Like I hoped," you correct, shaking your head in disgust. "I asked you to read my proposal for me. And everyone just ended up pretending like it was yours anyway. And you went along with it!"
"Well--."
"Where is the 'we' in any of that?" You cut him off quickly, watching as his brow furrows. "There is no we. You stole my proposal; just like you stole the Decathlon."
Hanbin stares at you silently for a moment, before responding softly, "I'm sorry."
"Sure you are."
"I am!" He pleads and you hate to admit that he appears earnest. "Really, I didn't mean for that to happen. I stuck up for you when that asshole made fun of you! It's not like I didn't do anything at all."
You stare back at Hanbin wordlessly. He had stood up in front of the entire Student Council to scold that stupid kid in your defense. You'd never seen him get angry in front of people like that before. He'd always cared too much about his perfect, clean image.
"I want to make it up to you," he says with a nod. "So I have a proposal for you."
"Is it the one you stole from me?" You deadpan.
He sighs exasperatedly. "Shut up and let me tell you I have a spot for you on the Blue Team for the rest of this semester!"
You blink back at him in surprise. "What?"
"You deserve to win Scholastic Decathlon at least once, (Y/N)," Hanbin says with a smile. "And if you're really not gonna compete again next year then let me make it happen this season."
"Hanbin..." You falter, brow furrowing suspiciously. "Y-... your team is full."
"I told you there's always a spot for you," he rebuts quickly. "Ilsung's been pretty annoying recently anyway. Didn't you hear what he said about you at Regionals?"
Sighing annoyedly, you take a sip of your iced tea. "Hanbin, I can't join your team."
"Why not?" He whines, folding his hands on the table and resting his chin on them. "You'd be doing me a really big favor!"
"Aren't you the one whose supposed to be doing me a favor?"
Hanbin blinks up at you, pouting in a sickening display of cuteness. "Pleeeeaaase..."
"If you don't stop that right now, I will shove this entire bottle of tea UP your--."
"I'd like to see you try."
~
It's been a week since Hanbin had asked you to join the Blue Team for the remainder of the season. Since then, "Hanbin's" Student Government proposal regarding mental health resources on campus has passed three student votes and, today, a school-wide assembly is taking place to celebrate the proposal and the Student Body President's exceptional efforts.
Your moral obligation to your Secretary duties coming before your feelings, you had written Hanbin's speech for this afternoon just like you always did.
It has also been a week and a day since Hanbin started eating lunch with you in the library. No matter how hard you tried to bully him into leaving you alone to your collector's edition of Jane Eyre (or how hard you smacked him with various items from your lunchbox), your efforts were in vain.
Hanbin had no intentions of ceasing your "lunch dates", as he called them (always prompting you to hit him once more). He'd flinched at first when Hyungjun and Stephanie walked up to the both of you last Friday, face flushing when they asked him what he was doing eating lunch with you.
But just as soon as that fear of being perceived as imperfect appeared, it subsequently faded away.
"A President and his Secretary notoriously make a pretty good duo, don't you think?" He'd said with an innocent smile.
Hyungjun and Stephanie looked at each other confusedly, of course interpreting Hanbin's words to imply something different than he'd meant.
"Oh! Oh no," Hanbin had clarified quickly, raising his hands in defense. "I meant, as... I meant as friends!"
Hyungjun and Stephanie had nodded quickly before excusing themselves and running out of the library.
"This is why I have to curate all of your words for you," you had said, rolling your eyes at him.
But no matter how much you outwardly displayed your dislike of Hanbin's presence during your lunch period... you'd be lying if you said you hadn't started to get used to him bothering you with his company.
Perhaps you'd even started to like it.
So now, as Hanbin stands behind the tall, wooden podium in the center of the gymnasium delivering the speech you wrote for him, you stand at the back of the gym and observe him carefully. He really is a great public speaker-- every word you've written for him coming to life on his tongue.
But there's a sentence he utters that suddenly catches your attention as you realize he's no longer referencing the paper in front of him.
âThe truth is⊠I didnât write this proposal,â Hanbin confesses, a wave of confused and shocked whispers sounding across the room. Your stomach churns as you hang onto his every word.
He swallows nervously, before continuing, âAnd, furthermore, I also havenât written any of the proposals or speeches that Iâve given during my time as Student Body President. Secretary (Y/N) has written all of them.â
Horrified, you look around the room as everyoneâs eyes come to rest on you. Desperately resisting the urge to curl up into a ball and die, your focus remains locked on Hanbin.Â
âI'm so sorry to disappoint all of my peers and teachers, but I needed to tell the truth as it's the right thing to finally do,â he continues, nodding affirmatively. âAnd I also have something to say about the Scholastic Decathlon. The only reason the Blue Team won Regionals this year is becauseâ.â
âBecause youâre such an incredible team!â You shout, standing up suddenly and instantly regretting it. Hanbinâs eyes meet yours immediately, his eyebrows raised in shock at your sudden outburst. But thereâs no going back now.Â
Walking up to the stage quickly as you do your best to dissociate, you push Hanbin aside when you reach the podium. âHi, everyone. Iâm so sorry for the confusion, but Hanbin is actually quite under-the-weather. Heâs so dedicated to his role as Student Body President that he still wanted to deliver his speech today even with a fever. We pumped him full of ibuprofen, butâŠâ
You turn to Hanbin, who is staring at you as if you have two heads. You touch the back of your hand to his forehead and put on the performance of your lifetime as you dote over him. âOh my gosh, heâs burning up! You poor thing.â
âWhat are you doing? I was gonnaâ,â Hanbin protests, but you cut him off by stepping on his foot behind the podium. He seethes at the pain, glaring at you as you continue to save his ass.
âUnfortunately Hanbin is very sick, so heâs not really making much sense. Iâm sure he will apologize for the confusion when heâs feeling better,â you conclude, grabbing Hanbin by the arm. âIâll bring him to the nurseâs office now.â
As you drag a flabbergasted Hanbin through the crowd and out the gymnasium doors, you march down the hallway and into an empty classroom. Pulling him inside, you lock the door behind him quickly and shove him up against it a bit more aggressively than youâd intended.
âAre you CRAZY!?â You shout, hands balled up in his dress shirt as he gawks back at you wordlessly.
âAre YOU!?â He shouts back, eyes nearly popping out of their sockets. â(Y/N), what are you doing? I was trying to tell everybody the truth!â
âWELL, STOP IT!!â
Hanbinâs cheeks flush pink as he looks at your hands fisted up in his white-button down. Heâs entirely flustered by your uncharacteristic display of force. âWâ⊠What?â
Dropping your hands to your sides, you repeat, âStop it before you ruin your fucking life, you absolute moron!â
âIâ⊠Isnât that what you want?" He asks confusedly. "I was terrible to you. Donât you want me to pay for what I did?â
âWhat I wanted was to finally win Decathlon fair and square. And to have my name on my own stupid proposals and speeches for once.â
âBut⊠Iâm the one who made sure none of that happened. You even said you were gonna quit Decathlon next year because of me," Hanbin protests. "Come on, you have to want me to face some sort of serious consequence!â
âHanbin! Whatâs⊠Why are you doing this!?" You exclaim, stepping back from the boy. "Do you want me to join the Blue Team that bad? You won't even be allowed back on it if you tell everybody the truth.â
He shakes his head quickly. âNo, of course not!â
âThen whatâs the deal, huh? I know itâs something. Do you seriously expect me to believe that you really just feel sorry for everything that's ever happened between us all of a sudden?â
âItâs not⊠Itâs not all of a sudden. IââŠâ Now Hanbin is giving you a run for your money as the worst stammering mess. âIâve been sorry ever since you said that youâŠâ
Growing impatient, you demand, âSince I said that I what!?â
âThat you were disappointed in me!â He shouts under pressureâ his lips parting slightly as he sharply inhales at his own words.
You blink back at him, eyes just as wide as his. âI said that?â
He nods slowly. âYouâ⊠you leaned towards me and with all of this fire in your eyes, you told me that you were disappointed in me. I didnât think you had it in you.â
"I don't remember," you say as you swallow nervously-- the tone of Hanbin's voice almost daring you to think he mightâve meant something more. âTo be honest, I was so mad that I⊠I sort of blacked out.â
He smiles now, genuinely and the cute under-eye dimples that are reserved for public events are now on display only for you. Youâd be lying if you said they didnât make you feel some type of way in this unexpectedly intimate moment. âIâm not surprised. You also called me a âcheating assholeâ and a âself-righteous prickâ.â
You press your lips together, slightly embarrassed before mumbling, âYou deserved it.â
âI did!â He agrees a little too enthusiastically. âI deserve worse, actually.â
âHanbinâŠâ
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âCome on, (Y/N)â Iâm everything you said I am and more,â he says, biting his lip. âSo why shouldnât everybody know what you know?â
âBecause I already forgave you, you dumbass!â
Hanbinâs mouth is already open to protest, but when he actually hears your words it shuts tightly. His head tilts to the side innocently in a questioning gaze. "You did?"
You sigh. "Yes. I mean, you've done a lot to try to make everything up to me. And I let you keep eating lunch with me, didn't I?"
The boy in front of you's lips part in surprise before he finally grins. "I knew you liked eating lunch with me more than Jane Eyre!"
You roll your eyes, trying and failing to hold back a grin of your own. "Any more unkind words towards Jane and we're kicking you out of the lunch club."
He laughs and you notice for the first time how beautifully joy manifests on his face. But his expression quickly becomes more serious once again. "I really am sorry, (Y/N). For everything. I've been awful to you for way too long and... I can't tell you how much I regret it. It turns out I actually really like you!"
Your jaw drops at his sudden confession and... so does his.
"As a person!" He exclaims, holding both hands up in defense as he laughs awkwardly. "I meant, as a person. You know phrasing's not my strong suit."
Cheeks heating up, you nod understandingly though you hate to admit his words had your heart racing.
Hanbin's lips press together in a dimpled smile. "So... does this mean you'll join the Blue Team for the rest of the year?"
You pucker your lips for a moment as you think, before answering definitively, "No. I could never betray my Pink Team like that."
He bites his lip, nodding sadly in agreement at your sentiment. Reaching for the door handle and unlocking it, your eyes reconnect with Hanbin's. In the end, he'd gone through all this effort just to make things right-- more than you'd ever expected him to do for you.
And the tiny frown on his face isn't helping to convince you to leave him empty-handed.
"But if I remember correctly," you add, your hand falling from the door knob to your side as you muster up all of the courage hiding deep within you. "You also pitched me an alternative."
Hanbin's eyes narrow in confusion before they suddenly light up, lips parted in shock.
"So maybe we can graduate from 'lunch dates' to a real date some time," you say, and it's not a question. Hanbin just stands there, grinning like an absolute idiot. "How does that sound?"
"Good," he says, nodding rapidly. "It sounds good."
"Good," you affirm, opening the door of the classroom. "Now let's get out of here..."
Hanbin follows you into the hallway, still smiling like he just won the lottery.
"Stop looking so happy," you say, smacking his shoulder playfully. "You're about to have to go to the nurse's office and fake the worst flu of your fucking life."
wrote this bc i was feeling delusional and im in love w my (real) bf yujin đđ
âyou didnât have to wait for me, you know,â the boy next to you mumbled softly, his slim fingers gripping the strap of his bag while eyeing your figure that was currently leaning against the cold wall. now aware of his presence, you looked up at him, mindlessly shrugging while removing yourself from the hard surface and making your way to stand next to him, the streetlamp immediately illuminating your features. âpractice ended much later than i thought.â
âbut i wanted to.â you said.
âbut it's late.â yujin replied. looking at the imaginary watch on your wrist, you faked a thinking expression before sending him a lopsided smile.
ânot that late.â you retorted.
âit's almost 10.âÂ
âand? the ice cream shop closes at 10:30, we have time.â you said, causing the taller boy to look at you skeptically.Â
âice cream? this late?â you grinned up at him and nodded beamingly.
âwhat? donât wanna get ice cream with me?â his glazed face then broke out into a panicked expression, causing you to stifle a laugh. intertwining your hand with his much larger one, you gently placed them into the right pocket of your puffer jacket, cold fingers still interlocked. the small action ignited an indescribable emotion in the boy, the apples of his cheeks hueing pink and the tips of his ears turning peachy. unconsciously rubbing the top of his hand with your thumb to create warmth, you stared up at the shy 5â9 boy beside you.Â
his messy, slightly sweaty locks fell around his face, allowing him to look even prettier than usual. he always looked pretty in your eyes.Â
tightening his grip on the sports bag slung around his shoulders, he inhaled when you slowly removed your intertwined hands from your pocket and placed a light, feathery kiss on it, your strawberry chapstick leaving a very slight print. a shy smile instantly formed in the corner of his heart shaped lips, his pretty bunny teeth peeking out.
âdoesnât matter because youâre coming anyways.â you mumbled and his smile only grew.Â
yujin deeply appreciated it when you waited for him after his inconsistently late soccer practices. knowing the fact that you were willing to wait alone in the cold weather just for him made a familiar feeling bloom in the pit of his chest. but he wasnât gonna let you know that. too bad- you already did.Â