The Lantern Beyond The Pines
Chapter Six: Uneasy Routine
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The morning was cool enough that you left your flannel buttoned. Fog clung low over the road, swallowing the edges of the town in pale gray. It wouldn't last. It never did. Still, it made everything feel quieter.
You stepped onto your porch with a small wooden crate tucked beneath one arm, locking the front door behind you before giving the talisman its usual glance.
Still there.
Good.
The boards beneath your boots creaked softly as you descended the steps. A normal morning. You intended to keep it that way.
"You've started talking to yourself." Randall's voice came from somewhere behind you. You didn't even jump anymore.
"I've always talked to myself. You've just started noticing." You kept walking, shoving your hands in your pockets to escape the wind.
He appeared around the corner of your house carrying two empty gas cans. "You were standing on your porch mumbling."
"I was making a list."
"You were arguing with yourself."
"That too." You chuckled, head gesturing his way.
He gave a single nod. "Thought so."
You rolled your eyes. "What are the gas cans for?"
"Generator."
"It broke?"
"When doesn't it?"
"Fair."
The two of you walked toward the clinic together. Conversation came easily. Or rather, comfortable silence did. After a year of surviving the same nightmare, neither of you felt obligated to fill every quiet moment.
Randall finally broke it. "You sleeping any better?"
You hesitated. "About the same." You grabbed a gas can, much to his annoyance. "You?"
"Terrible." The scarred man sighed, almost thankful you took a can, his arms and himself, tired.
"You always say that."
"'Cause it's true."
You glanced sideways. The dark circles beneath his eyes were deeper than usual. "You look worse."
"I feel worse."
"You should rest."
He barked a short laugh. "You sound like Boyd."
"I'll take that as a compliment." You nugged Randall, smiling some.
"You shouldn't."
By noon, the fog had burned away. The town buzzed with its usual rhythm. Hammering echoed from somewhere near Colony House.
Donna's voice carried halfway across the street as she directed three people moving supplies. Someone laughed outside the diner. For a fleeting moment it almost sounded normal.
You were halfway through replacing a loose railing outside the church when Victor wandered into view. He stopped several feet away. Watching. Not speaking.
You broke the silence. "Morning, Victor."
He nodded. "Morning."
You waited. Victor usually had a reason for appearing. Eventually, his eyes settled on your wrist. Then your face. Then the road behind you. "You're outside a lot."
You smiled faintly. "I suppose I am."
He frowned. "You shouldn't stay outside after the bell."
"I don't."
"You've been close." His hands fiddled with his lunchbox.
Your smile faded. "Boyd said something?"
Victor shook his head. "I saw." A pause. "The monsters watch people who make patterns."
You felt the hammer still in your hand. "Patterns?"
He nodded once. "They notice."
Your stomach tightened just enough to be uncomfortable. "What do you mean?" Victor looked toward the woods beyond the town. "I don't know. They just do." With that, he wandered off as suddenly as he'd arrived.
You watched him disappear around the corner of the church. Victor often said strange things. Sometimes, months later, they made sense.
By late afternoon, the clouds returned. The air felt heavier. Like the town itself was holding its breath. Boyd's town crier cut through the streets. "Let's wrap it up!"
You drove one last nail into the railing before collecting your tools. Randall appeared beside you, wiping sawdust from his hands. "You heading home?"
"Yeah." You threw the hammer, wiping sweat from your brow.
He nodded toward your toolbox. "I'll carry that."
You raised an eyebrow. "You feeling alright?" You knew Randall wasn't one to help 'just because'.
"It's heavy."
"So?"
"So quit arguing." Without waiting for an answer, he took the toolbox from your hand. You stared after him. "Thanks."
He shrugged without looking back. "Don't make it weird."
"I wasn't going to."
"You were thinking about it."
"Maybe."
"I knew it."
The walk home was quiet. At the fork in the road, Randall stopped. "I'll see you tomorrow."
"You aren't walking the rest of the way?"
He glanced toward your house. "You know where it is."
"Do I now?" Your voice was laced with sarcasm, glancing down at your tool box, then back at Randall. You'll grab it tomorrow.
"You'll survive."
"So encouraging."
"It's one of my better qualities." A small smile tugged at your lips. "I'll see you tomorrow."
He nodded once before turning back toward the bus. You watched him go for a moment before continuing alone.
Night settled over the town. Your routine never changed.
Doors.
Windows.
Locks.
The talisman.
Tea.
Book.
You deliberately chose the chair farthest from the front window. If Cowboy came, he came. If he didn't, you weren't going to wait.
Minutes passed. Then an hour. The tea cooled. You found yourself actually reading. A chapter, then another. Outside, nothing. You glanced toward the clock. "Guess not."
For reasons you didn't want to examine too closely, a tiny thread of disappointment settled in your chest. You sighed at yourself. "Ridiculous." The night answered only with silence.
The following day passed much like the one before. Repairs. Coffee. Conversations that danced around fear without ever naming it. Life, somehow, continued. It always did. That was the strangest part of this place. People adapted. Even to nightmares.
"You've been staring at that board for five minutes." A man's voice rang your way. You looked up from the half-repaired porch. Randall stood with his arms crossed. "I have not."
"You hammered the same nail three times." He pointed out, tugging his hand back to his chest.
"I was making sure." You shrugged his way.
"Mhm."
"You don't believe me."
"No."
You sighed. "I was thinking."
"I noticed." His eyes narrowed slightly. "About what?"
You hesitated. "Nothing."
"Liar."
You smiled faintly. "I'm allowed to think."
"Sure." He bent to pick up another plank. "Just don't do it while holding a hammer."
By evening, the clouds finally broke. A light rain drifted over the town. Not enough to soak anyone. Just enough to leave everything smelling of wet earth.
You hurried home before the bell. Inside, the familiar ritual unfolded once again.
Windows. Locked.
Door. Locked.
Talisman. Still hanging.
You lit a lantern, settling into the quiet as rain tapped gently against the roof. Tonight felt different. Not because you expected Cowboy. Because you didn't.
You'd convinced yourself he simply wasn't coming anymore. Maybe the conversations had run their course. Maybe he'd grown bored.
Maybe— a scream shattered the night. Your body went rigid. Another scream; farther down the street. Then shouting. A man's voice; desperate.
You rushed to the nearest window, careful to keep your distance from the glass. Across town, lanterns flickered behind curtained windows. Someone was outside. You couldn't see who. Only movement.
Fast. Panicked. Another scream. Then...silence. The kind that settled all at once. Heavy and wrong. Your stomach twisted. You hated this part. The waiting. The not knowing. Every person in town knew the rule.
Don't go outside. Don't open the door. Still, sometimes people made mistakes. Sometimes, mistakes were all the creatures needed.
The silence stretched. Minutes passed. Rain continued to fall. You stepped back from the window, forcing yourself to sit. There was nothing you could do. Nothing. You repeated that to yourself over and over. It didn't help.
Nearly an hour later, a knock sounded against the glass. Not loud. Not demanding. Three slow taps. Your heart skipped. You stood, crossing the room until Cowboy came into view beyond the rain-speckled window.
His white shirt looked untouched by the weather. Not a drop clung to the fabric. His hat cast a shadow over his eyes.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Finally, you broke the silence. "Someone died." It wasn't a question.
Cowboy looked at you. "Yes."
Your chest tightened. "You were there."
"I was." Another simple truth. No apology. No pride. Just certainty.
You swallowed. "...Did you..." The question caught in your throat. He waited.
His smile stayed the same; blue eyes latched on your own "You don't have to answer."
The silence that followed was different from all the others you'd shared. Heavier. More honest. You looked away first. "I keep forgetting." You finally found your voice.
His voice came quietly through the glass. "No Darlin."
You frowned. "What?"
"You remember." You looked back at him. "You simply don't wish to." The words struck harder than you expected.
Because they were true. Over the past week you had started looking forward to these conversations. Started thinking of Cowboy as; not safe. Never safe, but familiar. And familiarity was dangerous. Because it let you forget what stood outside your home. "You're right." The admission came softly.
"Always am Darlin." There was no satisfaction in his voice. Only observation. You rested a hand against the wall beside the window. "I hate that."
"I expected you would." Another stretch of silence. Rain trickled from the roof, pattering against the porch. Cowboy's gaze lingered on you. Not your face. Your hands; your shoulders. The tension you carried. "You still grieve."
You gave a small nod. "I do."
"You did not know them well."
"No. It does not matter." You looked up.
"No. It does not." His thumb flicked across his chin, settling back into place on his belt buckle. Something about the way he said it made your throat tighten. Not because he understood grief. Because he understood that you did.
He observed it the same way he observed everything else. Without judgment. Without trying to fix it. Just acknowledging it. You drew in a slow breath. "I don't think I'll ever understand you."
"I have noticed."
A tiny, weary laugh escaped you. "There you go again."
"I am consistent Darlin."
"You are."
The corner of his mouth shifted—not into that wide, unsettling smile, but into the smaller one you'd begun to recognize. It lasted only a heartbeat. Then it was gone. "I shall leave."
You nodded. "Be careful." The words slipped out before you could stop them. Silence. Cowboy stood perfectly still. Then, very slowly, his head tilted.
Not in confusion. In curiosity. "As should you." He stepped back from the porch; into the darkness. The rain swallowed him.
Gone.
You remained standing at the window. "Idiot." You weren't sure if you meant him or yourself.
Outside, somewhere in the woods, the creatures continued their hunt. And inside your little house, you finally accepted a truth you'd been avoiding.
You had started waiting for him.










