mm hi sir. i dont go around into asks a lot, it scares me a lot but i wanted to ask something. i just want you to know beforehand that i struggle very very very much with internalized homophobia. i went back into the closet and nailed it shut. im never ever ever getting out or anything. just a question to understand the forcemasc and general transgender thing. ...why? what's the point? i personally just cut the bullshit with myself. i so tried to convince myself that its normal and okay and real etcetera etcetera but i just realized at the end of the day that i wouldnt be able to live with myself because I have the knowledge im not cis. i dont know how others look past that, or even be proud of the trans aspect. it's never quite right between the legs. i feel like a tdick isnt the real thing. wouldn't it all be easier if people just accepted what they were born as and never really questioned stuff.
i am sorry and i thank you for reading sir
I also struggle with internalized homophobia and transphobia so that’s why I like forcemasc
Quick history of the genre, forcemasc came from forcefem where cis men are pressured into femininity and it’s is a form of humiliation so forcemasc was first and still for some about being humiliated. But because of the invisibility trans men face it became a way to validate our masculinity. The idea that it’s so hot to become a man. A lot of forcemasc has sub and dom relationships often the dom masculizing the sub and think this is the main architecture of the kink. 
Also a lot of transgender men are told we ruin our bodies by transitioning so having people think you becoming a man is hot is very nice.
Now I like it because I just think trans men are hot, it’s kinda just that simple for me. I think I like it because I struggle with both internalized homophobia and transphobia. It’s hot to be masculinized and to masculinize other men (especially if they don’t feel very confident in it) i think it’s very hot to make someone “man up” I also think power dynamics have something to do with it but that’s just because I have dominant leanings
I’d also like to know what part of your transition you’re in bc when I was at the beginning of my transition 7 years ago pre t I felt a lot like this but when I started to medically transition my feelings started to change and I’m now on my journey to get top surgery. I am excepting what I was born as because I was born a transgender man
