I am really struggling in life right now. I have never been lost like this. I stopped graduate school. Jobless for months. Sick and still don't have any idea if I will be okay. Family members dying. I hate life right now. I have been crying a lot for the past couple of days. The doctors told me that I should not feel sad about things, that I should always look at the brighter side. They said I need to at least avoid being sad. But, it is hard. Sometimes I can't really stop it. Last night I broke down, engulfed by darkness and caught myself thinking a lot of stuff of how to end this. I asked God to take me. I don't know. I am not okay. . . . I will still keep on fighting. That's one thing I am only sure of right now. I won't give up. . . . #bookstagram #YAreads #bookphilippines #books #bookscebu #tbrpile #tbr #book #igbooks #instabook #bookreviews #currentreads #bibliophile #bookworm #bookpile #currentreads #strangethedreamer #museofnightmares #lainitaylor #fantasybooks #cityofbramptonlife #bookbloggers #yabooks #yabookstagram (at Cebu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Dpj4KAqOW/?igshid=nmefdg5dcm11