#boludo

first and foremost, this post will assume you've already read the krisgoat = tiktakvt masterpost. but as a quick rundown:

krisgoat's alternate accounts are typically named tiktak(l)vt (or, more recently, love_bunny). she is a vtuber. as of december 2025, her main vtuber account -- @/tiktakvt on twitter -- has been deleted, as has her boyfriend @/zegskiel/boludo's. and zegskiel is the main subject of this masterpost.

there is a lot of proof kris and zegskiel were mutually close. this part's image-heavy, but it's important i emphasize that this wasn't one-sided fanboying on zegskiel's part; they were, at the very least, friends, and pre-deletion zegskiel did refer to kris as his wife.

the rune-shaped elephant in the room

zegskiel's persona was shown in quite a few of those images, but in case you couldn't make out the tattoo, here's a detailed reference sheet. it's important enough that it's earned its own spot on the ref, and it was visible in at least two images with kris's vtuber sona.

(wikipedia's page on the othala rune; adl's page)

maybe he did mean it in an innocent way. he could've. after all, he specifically chose the version without the wings, and the symbol was adopted as a nazi symbol from its original meaning (heritage, ancestry, family).

to claim zegskiel is a neonazi based on the usage of a rune meaning "heritage" is like claiming someone named "froglover88" is a nazi simply for their use of the number 88 -- i mean, they could've been born in 1988. so, in situations like this, it's important to look deeper. let's see what else is (or was) available on zegskiel's accounts.

from vgen, stating he is argentinian. still up as of december 16, 2025; nsfw content warning for this page.

from bluesky, unsure if deleted. usage of a transmisogynistic slur. refusal to draw lesbians, despite clearly knowing how to draw women above.

(there was another instance of slur usage -- responding to someone's feminine male oc with the "it's a t**p" gif -- but i lost the screenshot. make of that what you will.)

and, of course -- the name zegskiel itself. when said out loud -- chanted and drawn out -- it does bear a certain resemblance.

this doesn't definitively prove he's a neonazi

well, sure. it does complicate things that he didn't outright say "i'm a nazi." it could all just be innocent coincidences. again, the othala rune wasn't originally a nazi symbol. much like another symbol you might be thinking of right now.

but there's still three questions here:

why would someone want a symbol on their persona that could be mistaken for a hateful symbol?

if you saw someone put a swastika in their art, how likely are you to assume they are using it in its original, peaceful context as opposed to its current use?

and 3. if zegskiel isn't a neonazi, a transmisogynist, or a lesbiphobe...

who else could r00p be talking about here? why was kris's immediate response to being questioned, rather than prove this company's innocence, the threat to shut down goatlings.com?

from r00p: "we (the former staff) had concerns about a particularly worrying report; we brought them up in a respectful, educational, and unassuming manner, just in case it was a misunderstanding - but we were clear that it was a genuine, valid concern, especially during the current climate."

from eckhart: "i'm not sure where to put this part in a manner that doesn't seem clunky, so i'll put it as general advice: try to be conscious of what kind of company you keep. sometimes their decisions reflect on you too, you know? ha."

from beautyburnsgold: "i have seen speculation about the identity of anonymouse, and some people have come to a conclusion that is grossly false. [...] it hurts me to see people credit their hard work to a bad person based purely on rumors and hearsay. i will not elaborate on the person the rumors are circulating about, the information is out there if you look for it, but please know it is something i do not agree with and will not stand for."

(note: at the time of beautyburnsgold's post, anonymous users on the goatlingsvent blog speculated that anonymouse's true identity was zegskiel.)

we don't know if r00p was referring to zegskiel

that's a fair point; it's not like they can namedrop a nsfw artist onsite, so aside from speculation, there's no way to confirm r00p was 100% talking about zegskiel. just in case kris's "husband" isn't who r00p was referring to, let's take a look at other company kris keeps on the tiktakvt account.

alright so what's the point of this post?

to be honest, i'm not asking for anything from kris anymore. the things that've come out about her in the past few years -- underpaying and overworking her staff (to the point of physical injury, in 21kkn and berrymilk's cases), lying about "stepping away from goatlings" to continue collecting site funds, general performative activism, instantly banning users who are critical of the site with no chance of appeal, the kind of people she chooses to associate with -- have shown me what kind of person she is.

the bottom line is that kris is gonna keep this site up "weekend at bernie's" style to fund her sidegig for as long as she can. that's whatever.

the thing is that she's making $3k a month off of returning diamond dust boxes -- off of a majority-queer userbase, on a site that openly celebrates pride -- from users who have no idea she's fine being friends (and even partners) with people who use slurs against them (and use particular symbols on their personas).

so, this post in particular is aimed at the remaining goatlings community: i hope this post can give you the information you need to make an informed decision of whether or not you feel comfortable giving money to this site in the future.

or, if you're free-to-play: reconsider submitting to the monthly design contests, reconsider offering your work onsite -- to be owned by krisgoat -- and to be used to keep more people onsite. goatlings is a sinking ship, and as much as it was a game i once enjoyed playing -- so long as kris is at the head of it, nothing will change or improve.

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note: apparently my url is a banned word on goatlings.com now, and at least one user (sarry) has been nuked from the site for saying it in livechat. so do with that what you will.