#bolster

i have so much respect for anybody in the medical field. i am so queasy and weak i could never. my dad has this crazy mushroom looking bandage on his face rn from a skin cancer graft surgery and ohhh my god the visceral reaction i had to it. i almost got sick. i’m just glad he’s home and okay but holy fuck. WEAR SUNSCREEN i don’t even have the words for how creepy it looks and researching it to make myself understand why it looks like that has me ready to use SPF 1000000000 every day for the rest of my life (and i am an ex tanning bed / baby oil on the beach addict) NOT WORTHHH IT. i kinda want to post the picture but also its so disturbing i don’t think anybody wants to see it. i legit had to take a xanax, every time i close my eyes i see my poor fathers face with this white pumpkin growing out of the side of his head:( praise God that everything is going to be okay. i was so worried it was going to be even worse. if you read this far please please let this be your sign to start taking your health seriously. if someone says, “you should get that checked out”, GET IT CHECKED OUT. if he had done so last year, this wouldn’t have reached such a critical point and saved himself a lot of pain and worry. i love you all⚕️