It has occurred to me that I don’t need Botox, I need more 90 minute massages in my life. No lie. I feel the pressure to not age, stay young and fresh like a baby’s fat rolls. An impossible standard to live up to, really. I’m creating a new aim: to look and feel relaxed, like I woke up from a nap or a long Nidra session. I’m going to remind myself that aging gracefully is about being relaxed on the inside and results may vary on the outside. Owning it. #holywomanhood #holymotherhood #aginggracefully #bodyloving #writeclubnow #writewhatsreal #baliretreat (at Ubud, Bali, Indonesia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B41CTw4h7qZ/?igshid=158xszeek18r8

Pic 1- Rocking my DJ Timmy hat. Pic 2- Body beginning to come in!!! Yaaasssss!!! Come in slimmaz. Feeling good. #djtimmy #bodyloving #slimmaz

My “after” is not thinner, is not confident, and does not always feel beautiful. But she is a step in the right direction.