How can you be ready for the future?
Really, a serious question.
I would say it has the greatest change of your life. I'm about to make it happen. Imagine how one test would determine your occupation in life or how are you going to be. I know, I'm talking about this exam again but aside from that I didn't imagine my life would have this pending change in my life.
Today, my boyfriend talked to me about his plans and how he wanted to have a bigger course. It's kinda unusual to hear him say that I mean in our relationship I do all the talk that's why I was kinda shocked. But my unusual self kinda lost from a moment and blanked, the moment it sinked in was when I got home.
Fears came one by one and I cannot think of my future, it was blank again. I mean, it's good for him I dont want to be selfish and be ungrateful for what his blessing but then again... LDR saying hi to me and I feel like it will ruin my relationship.