#blveargcnt

"Blue! Like that color, the little dog from that old tv show with the creepy dude in the green sweater and the sky on a bright sunny day!” She rattled on as she spun slowly in the chair she was sitting on, hands tucked under her thighs as her legs swung slowly in the process. “Blue is that bright sunny day... the bright and sunny day that I wanna wrap a blanket ‘round and protect ‘cause she only deserves t’see that sunshine as well! It’s only fair. I know we’re kinda the same age but is it weird t’say that I’m gonna adopt her? Add ‘er to my hoard of people I fuss about like a cute lil’ mother goose age twenty two?” Coming to a halt, she took a moment to actually focus instead of acting like an overexcited child. “She’s just such a good friend? How someone knows s’much ‘bout hangovers shouldn’t be normal but it’s okay ‘cause it’s Blue and she’s precious.” @blveargcnt

“That’s... well that’s complicated. You ask me a few years ago I would have raved about how much I loved her. About how she was the big sister I always wished I had but I still got all sorts of feelings about what happened last year with her and my brother. Our brother died in the midst of all that and the one person I know Tanner wanted at his side was Hannah. That just hits kind of different ya know. I know he’s forgiven her but I still worry about him. I just hope she doesn’t do that to him again. He’s a good man, loves his kids, he deserves to be happy.” 

“Uh, I try not to be. I mean, I grew up in a big house but with a lot of hand-me-downs and shared a room for a long time and always had to make sure I didn’t eat all the snacks so Ryan could have some, or Ethan. But that’s just not what selfishness is on a grand scale, right? The rice krispies don’t matter as much as skippin’ a game with the boys because your sister skinned her knee and wants to watch a movie you don’t wanna see, or throwin’ the ball instead of makin’ a risky break for the end zone because the team winnin’ is more important than the scout watchin’. It’s about your needs and who you’re puttin’ first and what do you think about when you want somethin’? What are the consequences, who benefits? And I’d like to think I think about people. I’m just one guy tryin’ to make sure I treat people as best I can. I don’t always get there,  I’m sure Kat’s got somethin’ to say about that, but I’m gonna keep tryin’.” 

DIFFICULTY [ 9 / 10 ] 

“That’s a tough one. I can say for certain the least disturbing ‘s already dead. I guess it’d have to be Tuck. I just can’t really imagine a life without him. But don’t tell him I said so, don’t need him goin’ gettin’ all sappy on me.”

(10/10) “Gosh, I think I’d regret a lot of things. I’d regret not fixing things up with my asshole of a brother, I’d regret not letting a certain someone know how I feel, and I think I’d regret not telling people how much they mean to me. I’d like to say it’s because there’s a time and a place for everything, but I can be too stubborn for my own good.”