#blushydior

made by @/blushydior 🎀

HOW I CHANGED MY LIFE WITH THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION

note: post inspired by @cinefairy (´͈ ᵕ `͈) ♡°◌̊ + brief mentions of sensitive topics

♡┊ my life before:

i dealt with immense abuse and toxicity. the whole works. i was in foster care, constantly traveling to different countries. i’ve been depressed and suicidal, failed attempt after attempt since i was 7. traveled city to city during hs to sleep, had to look for shelter at 19 because the abuse got too much, having to take care of children all my life & never having time to live for myself — it was for as long as i could remember to the point where feeling numb, empty, sad & hopeless was the normal to me. i was confident in myself, ill give myself that; only because ever since i was little i dreamt big. but that kept being pushed away the more i dealt with my circumstances. but i just knew— something inside me was telling me that i was special. after finding out loa, slump after slump, i did it. i never gave up. and im proud that i never did.

even after i renewed this blog, i had still been dealing with depression and was hospitalized for it but i. did. it. im here living my dream life and you can be too.

♡┊ my life now:

i have: financial freedom, my desired appearance from head to toe, buying the most luxurious houses in my desired states/cities, revised my name, semi socialite, model, elevated my interests into talents such as painting, drawing, singing, dancing, film, edit, writing, photography, i now own multiple businesses, a soon to be author, amazing intelligence, fluent in multiple languages, martial arts, desired friends, always being safe, friends with a few of my fave celebs, spoiling my nieces & nephews, and a dream bf literally as all of my favorite book boyfriends combined. he’s perfect. + so much more.

i still can’t process this sometimes but i seriously made myself the dream girl my younger self always knew was in me.

♡┊ how i did it:

simplified the law. made my own rules. decided what my new story was. left the old one to die out and most importantly: took it easy on myself. i was doing my best to live my dream life because i knew it was possible. so why be so hard on myself?

it took some time at first considering my circumstances but thats why we persist, my love. affirming and persisting. never giving up. kept the faith. that’s it. it didn’t take longer than a month!

💌 ┊ my note to everyone:

you can do it. it’s possible. and you deserve to live your dream life. it’s okay to have doubts, it’s okay to question yourself, the law, etc. what’s important is that you GET UP, be gentle and kind to yourself. i stg you better be nice to urself… 😤👹 and persist.

i love you, i love you, i love you. blushydior loves you!!!! so much. and is giving the warmest and tightest hugs to everyone who is reading thus far. it was a heavy topic considering how much of a private person i am but i had to make it. thank you for reading. it means so much to me. - 🧸

special thank you, hugs & kisses to @cinefairy @heraisgod — ♡ the most inspiring people ever. you were the ones who kept reminding me to keep pushing and to be strong. i owe you everything.

- blushydior ♡

i would love to see the reassurance post, and thank you so much for your advice & your help !! i'm so grateful. 🫶🏾

my intentional morning routine

♡ The sun gently rises, casting a soft glow through the window as I wake up at 6:00 AM, feeling refreshed and ready for the day ahead. I reach for my journal, a beautifully bound pastel book filled with delicate flowers and inspiring quotes, and begin to write down my dreams and aspirations for the day. After, I stretch out on my pastel pink yoga mat, taking in deep breaths of lavender-scented air as I ease into my morning yoga routine, feeling the stress and tension of the day start to melt away.

♡ Next, I brush my hair, feel the soft bristles run through my tresses, and then gently brush my teeth, enjoying the minty freshness that fills my mouth. With a clear mind and a calm spirit, I open a book and read a few pages, lost in the world of literature.

♡ As the clock strikes 7:40 AM, I head to the kitchen, where I have set up a delightful breakfast and a steaming cup of herbal tea. I spend a few moments scrolling through my social media feed, admiring the work of fellow artists, and engaging with them, gaining inspiration for my own creative work.

♡ At 8:00 AM, I pick up my apple pencil and begin to create, feeling the joy of self-expression flowing through me. As I draw, I imagine the delicate lines and pink colours of my artwork gracing my Instagram account, inspiring others to create and follow their passions.

♡ At 9:00 AM, I step into the shower, letting the warm water wash over me, feeling rejuvenated and refreshed. I spend some time taking care of my skin and body, using only the gentlest and most natural of products. With my skin glowing and my body relaxed, I sit down to meditate, calming my mind and setting intentions for the day ahead. I create a to-do list, listing all the things I want to accomplish, and the steps I need to take to achieve them.

♡ By 10:00 AM, I am ready to start my work as a visual designer, bringing my creative vision to life with each project I undertake. The soft pastel colours and gentle lines of my designs reflect my feminine and delicate spirit, and I feel pride and joy with each completed project.

♡ At 1:00 PM, I take a break for lunch, and take a quick walk or stretch, breathing in the fresh air and enjoying the beauty of nature around me.

♡ As the clock strikes 5:30 PM, I finish work and step outside to have some snacks, soaking in the beauty of the pastel-hued world around me, and the soft breeze playing with my hair. I take a few moments to unwind, without any distractions, just admiring the beauty of the world around me.

♡ Back home, at 6:30 PM, I wash my face and do my evening skincare routine, using only the gentlest of products, feeling the care and love I give to myself. With a refreshed and glowing face, I sit down to study, spending 1-2 hours learning frontend development through online courses or tutorials, expanding my skill set and knowledge.

♡ As the clock strikes 9:00 PM, I enjoy a wholesome dinner, filled with colourful and healthy foods. After dinner, I spend some time using my phone or watching something on my iPad.

♡ As the clock ticks closer to 10:00 PM, I turn off my phone and dim the lights, allowing my body and mind to unwind from the busyness of the day. I focus on my breathing, inhaling the soothing scent of lavender that fills my room and let my mind drift into a peaceful state.

OMG!!! so your post about manifesting w/ all of your past circumstances was one of the first LOA tumblr posts I found when I joined Twitter and I sent it to myself + read it to myself often at the beginning as a reminder that I can do it too so you reaching out to me just filled my heart right up! <3