đšđâ˝ Isagiâs fantasies â˝ đđš
CHAP. III
Six months had passed since Yoichi had met Rin for the last time. The nightmarish episode has been buried under denial and routine of the daily life so far, but when Rin Itoshi is transferred to the Bastards MĂźnchen club, Isagi has to face the upcoming reunion. And Kaiserâs presence in the mix doesnât help mattersâŚ
Yoichi feels shame and fear, and, deep down, other impressions he himself doesnât quite understand that light up something in his lower stomach.
Is Yoichi a bad person ?
[Twisted. Be careful darlings. Rin/Isagi/Kaiser, adult characters ; angst & fluff, dubious consent, anal, deep-throat, urine, voyeurism I guess ; fighting as foreplay; Rin being straight out of a horror movie; Isagi being a somewhat concerning individual; Kaiser being a wrecked soul] As last time, I will put the beginning of the fic in here and a link to Ao3 if youâre willing to go on. Read on Ao3 (chap.III)
<- Chap.II
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Isagi was running in the Englischer Garten, totally out of breath. He had been running for one hour straight from the Allianz Arena stadium to the south entrance of the park, so fast that he seemed to be pursued by the hounds of Hell. Neither the warm sun beams nor the songs of the birds could reach him. He was trapped in a burning corridor where he was all alone and where all the tiredness and the sweat were not capable to numb his thoughts anymore.
When the Japanese tea-house appeared around the bend in the road, he stopped dead. He could do nothing but to let the thoughts take hold of him, claws out. Rin. He rested his hands on his knees, tried to breath slowly despite the racing of his heart, coughed a few time and spit on the ground. Fuck ! FUCK !
Six months had passed since that nightmarish episode he had tried to numb beneath the routine of daily life. But deep down, Rinâs eyes were still glowing in the recesses of his soul, in those corners that reeked of damp cellars and freshly dug graves. Yoichi leaned against the trunk of a beech tree, wiped off his feverish forehead. That couldnât be real⌠And still⌠Rin Itoshi was arriving to Munich that very day. Even worst than that : Rin Itoshi had been signed by the Bastards MĂźnchen club, and was going to be his teammate for the next years.
Two weeks ago, when the manager of the team had made the big announcement at a press conference, nausea had risen from his entrails to his throat and hadnât gone away since then. ÂŤÂ Bastards MĂźnchen signed Rin Itoshi for 62 million euros. 
He swallowed the thick and bitter saliva, but the remorse was even thicker and bitter. And he couldnât swallow it. He had raped Rin. There were no other words for it.
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ÂŤÂ My loyal sidekiickâŚÂ Âť Yoichi started when he felt the touch on the back of his neck. Kaiser winked at him. ÂŤÂ Please, said Isagi with a sigh. Arenât you tired of this ? â Oh⌠You have no ideaâŚÂ Âť He pouted and grabbed a champagne glass passing by on a tray, downed it in one gulp. ÂŤÂ You look tense, Yoichi. 
They were attending a party organized by one of the teamâs patrons in Starnberg. The Italianate style villa was packed with celebrities and wealthy businessmen, as well as cigarette smoke and expensive perfumes. Isagi and Kaiser had been the teamâs aces for years. Kaiser had a contract with Re Al in his early twenties then was signed again by Munich. As for Isagi, his contract with the German club had been renewed twice since the beginning of his professional career. They knew the expected melody of this Ball of Fools by heart. ÂŤÂ Iâm so bored I could die, said Kaiser. Why the fuck are we here this time ? Oh yeah⌠The guest of honor.  Isagi leaned on the railing of the balcony, his jaw set. Orange rays of sunlight illuminated the surface of Lake Starnberg.
From the start, Isagi had been avoiding him like the Grim Reaper, but Rinâs tall silhouette would loom into view every now and then, sending shivers down his spine. At that precise moment, he caught sight of the glossy, raven-black hair, and the pale hand holding a crimson glass. Bloody Mary. His fingers clenched harder on the railing. ÂŤÂ If you feel like dying sometime tonight, said Michael, let me know, so we can go to the lake and die like kings!  He pinched him through his shirt and left with a chuckle.
The lake was turning red.
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The party was drawing to a long, lingering close. Whiskey vapors were mixed with chlorine and unfinished sentences. Everyone had left, or had gone off to sleep or screw in one of the many rooms of the gigantic villa. It was cold in the dead of night. Isagi was resting his head against the back of the garden chair, staring at the sky. Lights still twinkled around him; music still echoed in the void. He looked around him : on every table and armrest, there were abandoned glasses and half-eaten canapĂŠs; he noticed a few tiny plastic bags, open and still coated with powder. He turned his head further. Kaiser was lying on a deck chair, a champagne bottle stuck to his lips as if he needed MoĂŤt & Chandon to breath. Blue waves reflected from the pool were licking his face and neck ; blue on blue hair, blue on blue rose. He was absolutely still. ÂŤÂ You okay, Kaiser ?  He slowly stirred and met Isagi's gaze. He gave the finger. ÂŤÂ Okay, said Isagi. At least, youâre alive. â Am I ? â What ? â Never-mind.  Yoichi got up with difficulty and made his way toward the outdoor bar with a stumbling walk. He found some sparkling water that had gone flat, filled a glass and brought it to Kaiser before sinking into the armchair opposite him. His teammate looked at it as if it were poisonous.
ÂŤÂ Looks like weâre the only ones left  said a solemn voice behind them.
They turned toward Rin who was sitting on the other side of the pool, under a parasol that shielded him from the moon's rays. Isagi hadnât been able to avoid him, in the end. ÂŤÂ Are you a werewolf ?  he said with an empty smile. Rin leaned forward and the light hit the lower part of his face. His lips were parted, tongue tasting the night flakes. An indescribable, mixed sensation of nausea and fever rose in Yoichiâs chest. ÂŤÂ And what are you, Isagi ? 
He slowly got up and walked over the sound system ; he cut off the mellow electro track that was playing and plugged his phone. He was wearing fitted black trousers under an asymmetrical black shirt. He seemed to swallow up all the light. Suddenly, the din of a strident voice and infernal drums tore through the night. Isagi and Kaiser started. The former nervously raised a hand to his mouth, while the latter burst into laughter. Rin was looking at them. ÂŤÂ Youâve seen Funny Games ? â Iâve no clue what youâre talking about. â Michael Haneke, muttered Kaiser, Michael⌠Like me !  Rin walked along the edge of the pool. Yoichi was expecting him to step into the water and float on the surface like a banshee. He sat down on the same deckchair as Kaiser, who chuckled. ÂŤÂ You need some eggs ?  Rin nodded, a glimpse of smirk on his lips. ÂŤÂ What the heck are you talking about ? â Shut up, Isagi. â Yeah, shut the fuck up, Yoichi. 
Rin and Kaiser sized each other. They reeked of imminent disaster. ÂŤÂ What are you looking for, Rin-chan? â Devastation.  Kaiser burst out laughing again. ÂŤÂ Youâre so funny⌠I got tired of Yoichi. â And yet, heâs full of surprises.  Isagiâs throat tightened. Rinâs eyes were fixed on him. Yoichi couldnât help but see these very eyes bulging with rage under the purple LED lights ; the eyes that Rin had the day⌠A painful flash of lightning pierced his body all the way to his balls.
ÂŤÂ So, Mister Devastation⌠What are you planning to destroy tonight ?  Michael had his flirtatious grin, eyelids heavy from alcohol and deliberate provocation. Rin brought a hand close to his face, gently pushed back a lock of blond hair. Kaiserâs smile widened. ÂŤÂ Looks like you're volunteering, said Rin. â If only there were something left to destroy, Rin-chan. Âť Rinâs fingers tightened his hair ; he pulled, slowly at first, then gave a sudden yank and knocked him off his chair. Kaiser let out a surprised groan. ÂŤÂ Rin, pleaseâŚÂ Âť said Isagi. Rin didnât let go off his grip. Kaiser was chortling. ÂŤÂ Well, thatâs a proper way to get to know each other, sick fuck !  Rin crouched over him and locked his gaze with his. ÂŤÂ Youâre so funny, Devastation ! Ooh, look at those eyesâŚÂ Âť He calmed down all of a sudden and smiled dreamily. ÂŤÂ Abyssal eyes⌠whispered Kaiser. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst⌠[And if you gaze long into an abyssâŚ]  Kaiser suddenly punched him, knocking him over backward. He straightened up surprisingly fast given his sorry state and grabbed Rin by the collar, knocked over the chairs and dragged him to the pool. ÂŤÂ What the fuck are you doing ?!  shouted Yoichi. They struggled against each other for a several seconds, puppets fighting in the blue light. Then they fell together in the pool.
ÂŤÂ Morons !  Water splashed violently over the patio furniture and Yoichi as they fought. Then, Kaiser dragged Rin to the bottom. The music was still screaming into the night. They were not coming back up. Yoichi stood up and felt dizzy, stumbled clumsily against the coffee table, bumped his leg. Kaiser and Rin were struggling at the bottom of the pool like two rabid pikes. Michaelâs legs and arms were wrapped around Rin from behind. Yoichi jumped into the pool. He received several blows while trying to separate them, but adrenaline and the cold kept him going and he managed to haul them to the surface. Air hurt his lungs, a hand slammed on his nose so hard he let go of his grip. Rin pounced on Kaiser and pushed him onto the pool steps. They were half-submerged. Kaiserâs smile was tasting Rinâs face, Rinâs eyes were biting his. ÂŤÂ I like that kind of foreplay  said Michael.
Rin pressed his crotch against his and Kaiser let out a moan. His hand brushed upon his cheek, his lips, then down on his chin and neck. He gripped his throat with both hands. Kaiser flinched, tried to repel him, but Rin clenched hard. Michael had a faint whine and let his arms drop back to his sides. Isagi was still on the water and no longer felt the cold. Rin was squeezing tighter and tighter. ÂŤ This is my kind of foreplay, you piece of shit. Âť Michael wasnât struggling at all but his chest was heaving. He was as limp as a rag doll. Isagi couldnât make a move and watched like a child caught off guard by a horror scene on TV.
Rinâs soaked clothes clung on the contours of his body, his wet black hair accentuated the paleness of his face. Beautiful face. Terrifying face. Why am I obsessed with this psycho ? Kaiser was as motionless as a dead body. A putrid shadow filled his eyes as they were rolling back. ÂŤÂ Rin, let go now⌠Let go! STOP !  Rin tilted his head toward Isagi, and released his grip. Kaiser took a deep breath and seemed to re-enter his body. He straightened up with difficulty and fixed Isagi with a seductive stare ; a lifeless one, cracked like an old mask. ÂŤÂ Fick dich, Yoichi. You jealous⌠Yoichii ?  He took off his drenched shirt and threw it behind him. Then he slid his pants and boxers down.
The blue roses were out, but all Yoichi could see were the thorns.
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See you on the other side... Read on Ao3 (chap.III) A big thank you to my friend from Munich who helped me with the locations and the German slurs. You're the best <3











