#blue lights

i ate the last bag of black pepper koka noodles with sautéed mushrooms on top of some greens. they were good

i haven't read any books about color naming systems in a couple of weeks, but last night, i dreamt i found a shade of purple named 'the evacuated dream.' a plate mounted on the yellowed page of an old book with the name printed below. my dream didn't include the name of the book so it was less than helpful in terms of my research

i dreamt i passed an army marching the other direction through the woods. they were close enough for me to see every individual's face, one by one. that dream didn't end there, but i don't want to write the rest down

this year, i'm watching dekalog backwards. it's hitting me harder than other times and i don't know if it's this order or this year

i have three undone tasks i need to do and i'm not going to do any of them today