Here it is you guys, this is going to be the clearest and most simple explanation I’ve done so far of manifestation and your identity as conciousness and what that means for experience & the world unfolding. Don’t worry if you’re new to this, this will help!

THIS IS A MASSIVE POST, TAKE YOUR TIME AND GRAB SOME WATER, YOUR ABOUT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE 😉🤭🤭

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So around 7 years ago I started stepping into the world of what people typically call manifestation. I went down the rabbit hole of Subliminals, Law of Attraction, Law of assumption, NonDuality and finally to where I am now, the unlabeled.

I want to preface by saying, I have been through an unimaginable amount of turmoil, and growth while on my journey to understanding reality and the way the world appears.

I’ve spent all of my time from back to when I first found out about this side of reality, to today while I’m writing this post, constantly looking at a multiplicity of teachings and teachers to figure it out, except until the very end. I really want you to know this because it’s very important to not brush this off as if it’s not possible for you, as if you have to adapt a technique or secret. This isn’t something that’s to be exhausting. With that being said, let’s move forward.

We all want things, we all have ideas of a life we hope to live, we want to fill it with all the experiences and specific details that match our taste. But this is actually, where the problem begins.

The way manifestation is taught is inherently wrong, I’ve fully stopped watching and consuming content that has anything to do with manifesting all together, because no matter what it is, Law of assumption, Law of attraction, all of the other ideologies that promise your desires, they all have a fundamental flaw, identity.

They usually all entail a similarity: methods, techniques, specific things you can do and ways you can act to make an outcome happen. All the while throwing in a random “because you’re the god of your reality”. And instead of focusing on the phrases that relate to the center of all of it, YOU, it’s simply just brushed past.

And not just the typical “your source”, “your operant power”, “you are the manifestation,

We get it but wtf does that actually mean, and why should you care??? Well, let’s get into this, because once you start from point A, everything else makes sense.

What all these teachings of the world get wrong is the idea that you can want things and desire, as source. Fundamentally this is a paradox, you can’t exist in desire and want if you are the source of reality. It’s not to say you aren’t, but it’s to say, you don’t ACTUALLY want and desire, but the illusion of being separate from the world is what makes you want and desire.

Let’s break the illusion.

Ask yourself this for me. “Am I aware”.

The answer will always be yes. Undeniably. And no matter how many times you repeat this, the answer is always yes, no matter a feeling, no matter a pleasant or unpleasant experience in the world, no matter any circumstance, you will always say yes.

Why is this so important to explore?

Because you are able to see from direct experience what source is.

When you asked yourself that question, did you notice something weird that happened? It’s almost like everything paused for a split second and your attention went somewhere to find the answer, and a response came from there. Look closer, ask yourself the question again, and this time try to find where the answer is coming from.

You’ll find that it comes out of nowhere, and if you try to trace it as far back as you can, to even before you answer yes, there this empty space of knowing that the answer conjures in.

This is consciousness. This is you.

Whether you name it consciousness/awarness or knowing, it doesn’t matter, it’s all interchangeable. But the important thing to note is, this thing doesn’t ever go anywhere. That is your true identity, the starting point of all ideas, the starting point to anything that can possibly be known. Every decision is from here, every expression comes from here, everything leads back to knowing. When there is emotion, it is known, when there is idea, it is known.

You being able to know that you are aware comes from this. This is the unseeable, the thing that can’t be perceived in any way, this is origin, its source, and its you. Take a shot at it, try to see what knowing looks like, its weight, its shape, its color, its dimensions, what its favorite color is, what it doesn’t like or does like. You’ll be left with nothing, as in no descriptions, but definitely knowing that there is a presence there that never goes away. Now try finding its name, its age, its skin color, its voice. You cant, and yet, from this very nothingness comes your undeniable answer that you exist and you are aware of your existence.

You don’t need and feelings to know, you dont need sight, sound, and sense of perception, you don’t even need to acknowledge the body in any way, but you know you “are”.

At some point when there were no worlds and universes, there was an unseeable, dimensionless plane from what everything came from, does this sound familiar? Before there were things, there was no-thing, a presence yes, but no objects. And from this, reality was expressed, but source can’t go away, the fundamental key to everything there is today, has to remain, or else everything else would not exist.

Concouisness is what you are. And it IS the origin.

Now how tf do you live you dream life???

By understanding that the world is also just an expression of source, conciousness/you.

I need you to understand something that I thing we can all agree on, if everything has one source, it would only make sense for everything to be the extension of that thing that gives it life. The world is no different, and trust me I know this without a reasonable doubt. I’ve spent closer to a decade trying to figure this out. Everything exists in/on the field of consciousness/you.

I need you to trust me, because no matter how far you have been in your journey and how tiring it might have been like it was for me, I promise you, this is worth it all.

Step away from the ideas of wanting and needing, put on your neutrality glasses and perceive the world as 2 simple things, conciousness and conscious expression. These are the only 2 things that drive experience itself.

Understanding that you are source, more things become clear. Where do all the stories of all the unfavorable problems in your life activate from? Where does the idea of good events activate from? Where is it that any form of knowing come from, you. Whether it’s about struggling with money, or about someone loving you, the story or ideas, conjure from you.

We already know that we are conciousness, but now let’s acknowledge the second mosy important part, reality begins at us, draw yourself into something that you don’t really like, something you’d like to change, now notice where it activates from.

From knowing. Knowing the idea or story is its creation

Now when we see it casually, as just another thougt about something the world is showing us we brush it off and move on with our day, until we have to face that thing, but, what if this was actually in reverse?

Because if everything is an expression of source, doesn’t that mean the world is too? It would have to be. Doesn’t that mean, anything registered by the senses has to abide by its source? And doesn’t that mean, that the world is not truly something of its own will?

The short answer is yes absolutely. And I can tell you, this is it. THIS WILL BE VERY F$&#*NG IMPORTANT.

Admitting to the idea that there is one source for everything is literally acknowledging that everything can only show up IN ACCORDANCE AND RESPECT TO WHATEVER ITS SOURCE IS.

THIS MEANS, the the world is a PROJECTION of source, IT DOES NOT STAND ALONE. It does not OPERATE ON ITS OWN.

The world is the projection of consciousness.

Following me??

Like a hologram, like a school projector QUITE LITERALLY a projection.

From us, an infinite array of stories and ideas come, and they only become activate or exist if we allow them to, if we give permission to this thing to exist.

That story that you’ve had about SP (Specific Person) or Money or Success, has always been activated by you. TELL ME WHERE ELSE IT STARTS. You can literally even prove this to yourself right now. WHERE DOES THE STORY BEGIN.

And because the world is just an expression/extension of its source (YOU) it is ONLY GOING TO BE WHAT SOURCE IS. Because it is source, just with senses and perception. It is coming face to face with what you are aware of.

The way the world shows and all of its details are projections of whatever you decide to activate. How do you activate something? BY KNOWING IT.

How do you know “red apple” ? By knowing it. That is the origin for this idea. And you can run this test for every single story you play on loop, find its source, it will always be you.

Now, for the important steps moving forward. Stop treating this like an on and off switch, truly stop caring about a feeling, stop letting yourself get so swayed out of understanding your identity as the source, do NOT give up this beautiful opprotunity just because it seems or feels different.

You’ve been taught for so long that the world has to be struggle, so that’s all you know, you’ve been told that things don’t always come easy, this is all you know, take the time, take the days and weeks you need to break out of this useless cycle of exhaustion and understand who you are as source

Do not double down on doubts, double down on the truth, regardless of how you feel, take your time to feel, take your time to be, but never allow yourself to slip back into the brainwashing of the world.

Moving forward you need to understand the world objectively, not with the ideas of wants and desire, but for what it is. Source can’t want, you turn it into desire by creating a sense of divide for yourself. You pretend the world is something to change, drop this. You pretend that the body is all you are, drop it, you pretend that there has to be more to this but knowing, DROPKICK this into the damn ground.

This all is very simple. Everything being the expression of source is only projecting what source (You) are. The world is a direct projection of conscious activity. Whatever is know is given permission to exist, it’s given life. It’s created. THIS. IS. IT.

Whether it be blue butterflies, getting a free coffee, or changing your eye color, it all is just knowing. And this isn’t something that turns off. This is reality, this is you. Start noticing the random things the world shows up as when you were just thinking about it the other day or a few hours ago. It is not a coincidence I assure you.

That friend you were thinking about calling you? Yeah.

That song you were thinking about suddenly popping up? Yeah

That “problem” you were thinking about suddenly reappearing? Yeah

It is all the same, yes it will take getting used to, but please understand me when I say this, it took me a painful amount of time and effort to finally see this as the truth, the amount of months I’ve spent isolating from content and other teachings allowed me to take ONLY personal experience, I tested it day in day out and this IS it.

Currently I expand my comfort on how seamless existing is, and I can assure you, if I can come to this conclusion, you 100% can because it has NOT been easy for me, and it almost didn’t want to accept it. But the moment I did, and kept seeing it to be true time and time again, I knew I had to go fully in.

You create the idea of wanting by doing this.

“I really want Sp to text me”

This is what you’ve given permission to exist, this is now activated, it now is conscious activity, and because the world is source projected with senses the world IS this.

You treat it like an absolute, but when it comes to something like this:

“Sp loves texting me”

You treat it as effort, and something to do and wait on. Now tell me, does that make sense? Does the idea of waiting, wanting, desiring, changing, even make sense with the knowledge you have up to this point? Nope.

You need to understand. The world is not a story, it’s projection, and it can only be projecting you. Stop turning to the world as if it can make statements, as if it’s feeding you ideas, when you’re the one activating them. You NEVER actually change the world, it’s you that activates a new idea. THATS IT. It exists because you know it. A feeling cannot stop you from knowing, the world cannot stop you from knowing, ONLY YOU can stop yourself from activating a story. A story can’t exist if it isn’t known.

So, don’t you think it’s about time you see past the illusion of wanting and see for yourself what you are?

First I want to preface by saying, I am amazed at the response from my last post. I’m so happy to see so many messages that say it helped them understand it better, butttt…

Since the last post had gained allot of attention, so did my inbox lol, and the asks. I’m going to try and go over the main points I saw allot of you guys asking me and hopefully we can move on from there and clear things up.

A really big question I got funny enough was,

“okay I understand but how do I manifest”

lol you guyssss, I’m not gonna bash anyone because I really do understand the drastic change from dropping the reliance we have on the way things APPEAR to be, and swapping it to relying on ourself for trust, but I will say, what I write is what I’ve already lived through, I wouldn’t give anyone this information if it hadn’t worked for me, and that’s means I’ve shown myself the way this all works, HUNDREDS of times, with an insane variety of topics and aspects of my life, so when I say, please please try to READ the content and truly recognize what it means, I mean it in a way that is with complete certainty, because I’m not just telling you a practice that you pick up at one point of life and either get it or don’t get it.

I’m showing you reality

(oooo I’m already getting excited)

So, how can manifestation be explained?

Let’s take a look at all the aspects of experience when we talk about manifestation, because after all, we are here to choose our experience, but this is actually where our first point starts, you are always choosing the experience. Let’s look at this section first.

We all know, whether we come from LOA (Both kinds) or just have the general idea of manifestation/energy, etc, there is always at some point the topic of source.

And what you’ll notice is, every practice, method, technique, ritual, ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS puts YOU as the focal point. Do you truly think this is coincidence? Is it a coincidence that a vision board is something that you look at? Is it a coincidence that affirming or visualizing is something YOU do? Is it a coincidence that scripting, writing a note, whispering in the air, everything you could possibly think of always has to be something you initiate? No absolutely not.

What I just described is incredibly important for you to understand, and yes I will get to the aspect of feelings how to move forward in life while activating new stories and ideas, but when I say I regret not taking the time to truly understand how IT WAS ABOUT ME BEING SOURCE, I really mean it.

We get so caught up in experiencing and needing and feel overwhelmed by the shit everyone has programmed us to believe which always ends up being limiting.

But one thing that is so badly flawed is that there is never and in depth look at what it means to be source.

I mean this should be the main focus of manifestation, the fact that you are source, but because we become so focused on the world, we turn away from the most important aspect of experience. What I’m about to explain actually goes far beyond right now, it goes ALLLLL the way back…

There is only one source, going back to the beginning of the entire universe, can you try to imagine what’s there? You’d probably come up with just a vast nothingness, but at the same time, you’d be able to recognize that there had to have been something to introduce all of experience right?

Well let’s do this together, let’s imagine the moments before the universe was initiated, in this formless, void, yet no dimensions, no description, no sign of anything actually, but definitely something, some type of thing that has to be here, from which reality takes course.

I think you can see where we’re going, all that is there, is this presence, no identity or sign of personality, but absolutely there. This is source. “Wait then how am I source” you might askkkk, well okay let’s find out how you ARE this source.

When I ask “are you aware” and you of course say yes, I need you to go ahead and find out where the answer yes came from. And not just, “it came from me”, yes we know, but find it, trace the idea back to its origin.

Your going to come up with what you can’t describe

The answer of you being aware of your own existence comes from, a formless nondimensional space, it has no identity, it has no name, it has no appearance, no attributes at all, you could almost mistake it for a void, but as you sit there, coming “face to face” with this empty space that all of your claims, all of your ideas, all aspects of your identity come from, there’s something that is present. It is a presence. It is not a thing, but from this comes absolutely anything and everything that you claim to be true about the world, about experience, about your identity, etc.

That silent presence is source, but more importantly it’s your true identity, the real you.

So what is all of this then? How do we explain the experience part of this?

Let’s speed this up a bit

Now, this part might get a little complicated if you don’t take some time to understand it, like pleaseeee take your time and re-read it a hundred times if you have to.

So, there are a few aspects that stem from source, one of these being perception, and another being sensations, we don’t need to get into the details too hard for these to so I just want you to understand it as “Sense-Perception”. This is just a fancy way to describe the WAY we experience reality, NOT REALITY ITSELF, VERY IMPORTANT.

Feeling, Tasting, Touching, Seeing, Hearing, Smelling, and whatever else you can think of (I think that’s all) ARE FILTERS. It is through the limitations of this filter that you experience your own being, conciousness.

I need you to imagine source, there is no perceiving no attributes, just a vast nothingness, it is full of life and energy which is the starting point for all of existence, but it is not a singular thing.

This is knowing. The very simple effortless thing that you are. From knowing comes absolutely everything and anything.

Let’s take white teeth as an example. So you now know, “white teeth”. However, this is just that, just knowing it, not perceiving it, not touching, not hearing, none of that. But I need you to know that this is infinitely more above any sense or really just anything to ever exist for that matter because it’s source, it’s you.

Now here comes the magic

What would be the result if we added Sense-Perception into/onto knowing? If you not only knew “white teeth” but also saw it? Also heard it? Also could smell, taste, touch, it? Could feel it?

You get what we call the world, no?

You see, the ways we perceive source/ourself is like a VR headset, or glass, or a sheet, and once it’s added to the equation, whatever it is that source is activating/manifesting as, is then experience by source THROUGH/WITH perception.

The part that can be confusing is addressing what currently is perceived. Well, it’s incredibly simple.

We’ve been conditioned into thinking that the senses activating knowing, this is literally just false to begin with because we don’t require senses to know.

For example, you opening your bank account and seeing a balance IS NOT THE REASON to activate the idea “I don’t have enough money” or “I’m can’t overspend”, don’t believe me? then explain why your able to think the same things without looking at your bank account?

If it truly was seeing your bank account that validated the idea, then why are you capable of even knowing anything related to your money story without looking at your bank statements?? It should not be possible without the validation of the senses right?

You shouldn’t be able to think about how poor you are when you’re in the shower, at work, before you sleep.

But it’s possible because what you know is in no way associated or reliant with what is seen. And having the information about what source is should make you hesitant to ever activate a story that doesn’t please you again. You are too comfortable in the cycle your in. I’m sorry if that’s a little harsh.

If we go back to perception being the filter that source experiences its own activity with, you realize that the only thing that ever changes is what’s known. The world is a SIDE EFFECT of VIEWING whats known, LET ME SAY THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE SOURCE, YOU CREATE, THE WORLD IS WHAT HAPPENS AS A SIDE AFFECT OF PERCIEVING WHAT YOU ARE.

This has absolutely nothing to do with making or forcing things to change, the only thing that changes is you! This is about the way reality works. Not a how to guide on “getting it all”.

Now for the next part, THIS DOES NOT TURN OFF.

When I say that the senses do not create but, YOU DO, that means always!!! So looking in the mirror and complaining about your skin or eye color or nose is not going to ever activate any idea, BECAUSE YOU ARE DOING THE ACTIVATING. Don’t you see?? ITS COMING FROM YOU.

The senses CANT create, they SENSE, they perceive what reality is being! They perceive what IS KNOWN.

They can never ever ever be the cause for what is known. Looking at your teeth cannot create the knowing “my teeth are so yellow” BECAUSE YOU DO. YOU CAN DO THE SAME WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED YOU CAN DO THE SAME UNDERWATER, IN THE SHOWER, IN BED, IN THE E.R, WHATEVER IT IS YOU KNOW IS WHAT REALITY IS, AND THIS IS WHATS PERCEIVED, The side affect of percieving “my teeth are yellow”?? Well you tell me what that would be? EXACTLY.

Understand it like this, if the story or idea I’m about to activate right now could be seen, heard, touched, or just perceived in any way, what would it look/sound like? Do you see what this is now?

When you realize that you are source, allot of things start making more sense, the teachers and videos saying it’s all about you, start making sense, but they make it sound like the world is something you CHANGE as if it exists on its own, NO!

The world is the result of what KNOWING is, when it’s perceived.

At no point does this stop being true, so when you go “my teeth are white” this is reality, this is what will be perceived, but if you decide to go into habit and activate “my teeth are yellow”, there is no different process, this is what will be perceived. There is no bias to reality.

The starting point will always and can only be what’s known, the rest is automatic, as it’s always been, the only difference is, you have been activating things that you don’t like, and because this is source, all that will be perceived is what you know, so if it’s about money, or love, business, school, understand, THE MOMENT, you know something, IT IS REALITY!!!! IM NOT EXAGGERATING.

Don’t confuse the world as if it is its own entity or source, no, it’s a side effect or perceiving, NOT something you’re trying to control.

I want you see it for yourself, this information will not be of any use if you don’t see for yourself.

Please please remember. What’s perceived is not a story, it is not an idea, it’s not telling you what reality is, it’s only that, perception, it’s the same thing as looking at a brick wall for information, it cannot and will never be source, notice where the stories activate when you react to the world, and recognize that it’s something that you know, a feeling cannot stop knowing, NOTHING CAN, ITS SOURCE!

Okay, I’m sorry if this is a bit confusing at first, this is a very alternate view of the way we’ve been taught what reality is, and I know you might have allot more questions, I’m more than willing to answer them, but till then, please read this post or my past post again

I have read almost every single manifestation post on tumblr and recently found nd through 4d barbie....and tried to understand what they are saying. I found this blog yesterday and spent all night scrolling and reading your posts. It's Been 6 years since I found this side of reality. Law of attraction -> law of assumption-> affirm and persist-> states and ed art-> nd.

Anyways I read your post and what I understood is... that whatever situation rn is happening, happening because I'm aware of it happening. Or I can say that It's not happening to me but I'm awareness, aware of a person "me" to which all of it is happening and that "me" is hating it and sending this ask. It all is because I'm aware of it. And my real nature or the real me is That/knowing/awareness " ". All is one. All is that/knowing/awareness. Now with this understanding I noticed or yk imagined a complete opposite situation where this person "me" cleared this exam with good grades and slept. And when I woke up nothing changed. Ikik I'm the one noticed/ being aware of the fact that nothing changed but still..I hope you're getting what I'm trying to say. Do I keep noticing what i want or give up and run away to some forest 🥲 helpp

Hello! First I wanna thank you for reaching out, I know how hard it can be when we’re going through these frustrations, it can take allot for us to even ask for help so thank you for trusting me 🫶🫶, alright let’s get into this.

I’m going to tell you my approach at this first and explain your options, etc.

People come up with fancy words like “revision” and will just tell you to revise it, okay, let me explain what revision is first , your not actually changing a past because the past is not a place, neither is it a moment that is taking place right now, in the same way that you don’t change the future, because it’s not a place, there is only the moment we exist in, and the experiences of now and here are quite literally, the perception of our own activity.

The idea of revision is only you activating something that you end up experiencing, there’s no past that you teleport to and experience, it’s all just moving forward.

What you are, is conciousness, knowing itself, to give you a better way to understand this I want you to imagine ALL THE DETAILS that you go on and on about , “my test scores are always perfect”, “my teeth never stain”, “my hairs so healthy”, “I think that guy likes me”, “I never have to worry about money”, like ALL OF IT, imagine that, but remove the senses. What’s left?

All of this is conscious activity, it’s the things that are know. The source for all that’s ever known is of course you, because nothing else ever activates these things does it? Of course not it’s always you. And knowing you exist never requires senses, it doesn’t matter what state/condition the body is in, because regardless, knowing remains the same, it’s not something done on purpose, it’s your identity.

No emotion, no situation, no feeling, person, scar, or physical aspect ever intrudes on your identity, it can’t, because conciousness/you, are present regardless, it’s the thing that experiences, but also what all experience COMES FROM.

Understanding what I wrote above, also Segway’s us into the next point, nothing can determine what conscious activity is, but you.

Imagine all details and aspects that you know about life, like the color of your teeth, how money is, how success looks like, and notice that you always arrive to know an idea. “Why do my teeth look white” this is what you, as concioicness, activate yourself as, this is it, this is what reality is, this grand idea of manifesting and altering the world is this damn simple.

Now do me a favor and conceptualize, “why do my teeth look white” through the filter of perception (seeing, hearing, tasting, touching, smelling), and what do we get?

Oh, a “world”.

What was at first, only known, and was concious activity, is then percieved by the very thing creating the idea in the first place.

That’s what the world is

You, perceiving, your own activity

The world is not a seperate entity, or space, it’s the RESULT, or the SIDE EFFECT, that occurs when reality perceives itself.

The part we get mixed up is, we think the world is something we are trying to change, but this makes no sense, it always us, at no point does it stop being us, so what is there to change but self??

Theres only this, here, now, creation doesn’t stop because it’s the natural state of reality. Creation is what’s being perceived. And here’s the part where people get confused. Reality does not begin with perception. This part just makes no sense but I get why people are so frustrated.

Ask yourself, if reality and knowing is dependent on what’s seen and heard and felt, why don’t our problems disappear when we don’t see them?

Why doesn’t let’s say, someone’s medical debt disappear when they aren’t looking at their bank account? Why are they capable of knowing that they have medical debt? Right because the source of “I have so much debt” doesn’t come from anything but source, and that’s you, it doesn’t matter if your were underwater or skydiving, it’s still you. If seeing was the giver of “I have medical debt” you should only be able to know this when you’re looking at your bank. And never at any other moment.

It’s not memory, it’s knowing, and it doesn’t stop, so you going to the same idea over and over again is only its continued creation, because that’s what you are.

For your situation, personally, Id leave what’s already happened off my mind and relieve myself of the stress, if you continued in a story that was favorable, that’s exactly what you’ll perceive, but I need you to understand that your not changing something, whatever you claim to be is exactly what reality is, and that’s exactly what will be percieved. The world is the byproduct of you perceiving what it is you know. It can only unfold and continue in that respect.

I would say, gain some confidence in this first, bring to attention random things that you don’t really care about like blue butterflies, angel numbers, a pink turtle, and just randomly whenever you remember this, just give it a little bit of attention, and watch how these things suddenly begin to “show up”.

I’m not telling you that you can’t experience exactly what it is you want, but it’s hard for us to be patient and objective about our knowledge when we have something so stressful on our mind when we first step into this side of reality.

Especially if you don’t have things you can reference back on as say “oh wait but I know I was thinking about green snakes, and that’s exactly what I saw” and it reinstates your confidence in the truth.

my question is ,, how does one drop a thought? like the thought and belief of separation and not having our "desires" yet etc etc

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Heyyy, thank you so much, I’m never deleting this page don’t worry, even if I disappear for whatever amount of time I don’t ever plan or see the need to get rid of any info or this page. Just like my other posts, this might get a little long so please hang in there lol. I want to give you guys truthful and honest answers that I’ve personally came to the realization of.

Alright, your questions giving me a chance to do something very important actually. I often love to use the example of a dream for my own understanding very often because it’s such an obvious and BLARING hint that true-self/consciousness has implemented for itself.

The sleep state is very simple to explain, it’s one type of dimension; that being thought and this type of mentation “folds” or “goes within” itself an plays itself out, as the subject and object. But if we’re being more clear and truthful, there isn’t really a subject object distinction in a dream is there? There’s just one seamless mental activity playing out like a movie.

The reason I put quotes earlier is because although the best way I can explain the “direction” thinking goes to become a dream, it wouldn’t actually be accurate, because a thought doesn’t truly go inside of itself, it’s just a way to describe something that comes across as a multidimensional experience, yet it’s reality is single dimensional. Dreams can be so vivid, touch, pain, smell, sounds, sights, immersive textures and even a sense of days or years passing sometimes, and yet no time actually passes the way it seems, no real space is present, there is nothing actually unfolding, there’s no sights or sounds or textures, it’s truly an illusion, crafted out of the same substance. Now, this might sound eerily similar to what we usually say to describe awareness lol, because it is. That’s why dreams are the most peak example. But let’s keep exploring this for a bit.

You may for however long it is continue to pretend to be a literal independent character “within” the dream, of course there’s no such thing because thought is crafting this entire scene out of itself, there isn’t an independent individual within a dream even when it seems like it. And this is not only obvious when it ends, but actually sometimes during it too, lucidity. Lucid dreaming, the sudden realization that this truly in fact is not what it appears to be, and suddenly the dream that was once running off a script comes to a halt, then there’s just the realization that this dimension taking place is not legitimate in the same way it was only a few moments ago, alongside this realization comes more clarity; “oh, I can do whatever I want now”, which actually, that was always the case, because the dream didn’t suddenly become your thought patterns, it just became very obvious in that moment that it always was to begin with , and there was no urge to keep going by a script. And realizing this you don’t pretend to be the dream and try to force a change as if you were an independent entity, the realization of what YOU are in relation to the dream experience is precisely what snaps you out of it to stop pretending to be the character. You realize your not IN the dream because it’s not actually a location or legitimate experience, it’s just a mirage, a grand mind game, an illusion.

Now, the truth is, the freedom to have it any which way didn’t JUST start in that moment, it’s not like suddenly the dream became something else or magically started to be made out of anything else but thinkings patterns, which boils down to you.

It’s just that the illusion that this experience taking place is not me, suddenly halted . It’s not that the dream was not you, but the realization hadn’t set in, so it carried out as whatever the infinite patterns of thinking could be, a random script, still you but not realized. This part is very important to understand, because we get so caught up in this idea of trying and hoping to make reality what we are instead of realizing it was always that was to begin with.

So take this all and throw it at a larger scale, what we call experience, and replace dreams, which are thought patterns with awareness. The true-self, knowing, the dimensionless infinite presence, it’s not a mystical thing it’s not going to permanently mark euphoria or alter the perceptions of reality, but it gives an obvious yet completely overlooked answer. I am dreaming a great intricate dream. In the same way that you stop seeing self to be a located thing when a thought-dream ends, understand it the SAME way for life, but realize the you that I’m speaking of isn’t even a thought it’s completly silent, not even noise. Just presence, an infinite intelligence. The reason there isn’t a you that desires to begin with is because you are not a true contracted point that is a victim to a seperate world. There’s no need to fight thoughts, they’re PURLEY habitual for the most part, operate from clarity, the understanding that, if this truly is the presentation of my being, the only thing playing out is me, if I choose to be a dream that’s full of riches, it is this way now, simply watch how the dream unfolds in that respect, and don’t allow habitual thought patterns to deter you, they’re ONLY thoughts.

There isn’t anything to achieve, not because this is mystical hoo haaa and you should just suck it up and sit there, no, but because ego tries and and does and wants to achieve, YOU simple ARE the very thing ego distorts into a wanting mode. You, the dream itself activate and it translates as a thought that goes “life just works out perfectly for me”, and ego naturally comes in out of habit, grabs that and distorts it to its own script it’s own limitation. The trick is not to convince ego as if it was an individual, but to realize ego is just a long string of thoughts, like subtitles , and it’ll NEVER be satisfied no matter how much proof it receives.

I’ll definitely answer your question but I just want to get something off the mind. Thanks for asking btw!

So I recently realize people have renamed the name we give our true being into “the void”, or have come up with all types of new concepts born out of NonDualism or understanding the nature of experience, and I think you can already tell how I feel about this. Like I don’t mean to start anything but just look at “reality shifting” and “LOAssumption” there’s an unimaginable amount contradictions and REAAALLLYY problematic takes which at the end of the day are all born out of the same concept, self is something much greater than the appearance of “body”.

This is actually one of the reasons I pushed myself away from these communities and blogs, even videos, not out of hate or anything but I think it’s gotten to a point where it feels like a game of telephone. I legitimately was going neurotic.

The informations being passed down so many times without enough effort to maintain the message AS IT IS, that everything starts becoming distorted, people start saying things like, you ARE the void, and in the same sentence say “all you have to do is be aware of the fact that you are the void”. “You’re a master manifester” “I shifted to 1994 Hogwarts and married Harry Potter” 😐😐

To someone who’s pretty new to this side of life, it’s going to make absolutely no sense. And on the other hand if you DO know what the message is trying to convey, you realize it’s done in such a poor manner, no wonder people still think manifesting is the highest truth as if it’s a power or something to harness or grow. This isn’t a callout to anyone so don’t even start lol, I know how people can get;

but to answer your question

You can never think your way into understanding something that’s experiential, thinking can only be guide to point closer and closer TO experience. Not away from it into some mystical land that only a handful of people obtain. There’s such an enormous emphasis is put on only thinking your way out of being someone which is the problem itself. Thinking is a tool and only a tool, a tool to guide self towards uncovering the necessary parts that make “you” who you are. For instance, understanding that a name isn’t needed to know you exist, neither is any aspect of visual experience, auditory experience, smells, tastes, textures, all of these things are constantly in flux and yet you, more specifically your sense of self remains absolute. Because after all, your are the constant in all experience, irrelevant of what that might be. The reason it’s so hard to find it sometimes is BECAUSE it’s the background. Thinking can HEAVILY distort what’s truly the experience. We’ve thought our way into a delusion that there’s “a world out there”, and yet the only world we ever experience is experience itself, which we can never find “out there”. How can experience be “out there” and yet it only takes place where we are, within knowing. We don’t experience “a world out there”, or matter.

The problem is, this understanding has levels of evolution to it, but if I’m being more truthful it’s actually the illusions of separation that become less intense. So take the example of the sun and clouds. The sun is always present when there are no clouds and when there are clouds, now, we pretend that when the “sun came back”, the it was the sun that did something to be present, that the suns state changed, yet if we look closer we realize, truly it was the thing blocking the sun that moved away. This is the same with the ideas of being something seperate. You, awareness, and the peace of this is always present, and the illusions of separation are what disappear. Your always source, not just when you realize what you are. And to put it very clearly, we can’t just go to the very end and try to force ourselves to believe that we’re this mystical invisible force of creation without even understanding HOW, and not just intellectually but experientially. I heavily suggest you guys start from square one instead of forcing ideas into place, this will NEVER convince you I promise you. You’ll make yourself feel psychotic just spamming random words a million times hoping it’ll make something click.

I haven’t really seen anyone talk about why there even is the concept of manifestation. The thing is, manifestation is a fractured truth. It’s pointing towards something but instead of going all the way to what it’s revealing, it mixes multiple understandings into LOAttraction or LOAssumption.

Manifestation came from a partial understanding of conciousness, reality, viewing itself. When it views itself of course it needs a position to view itself from, this is what the body is. Without going to deep into NonDualism, manifestation came from taking this understanding of BEING the universe and mixed it with the idea that we are at the deepest level, separate individuals. But this is also the reason why so many who turn towards the typical view of manifestation become burnt out, completely exhausted and actually depressed.

This is not a hate post on what manifesting is hinting at just a reminder that even LOA is just a partial truth of what’s really going on, don’t just stop at being someone whose capable of getting things, go deep into understanding that Infinite Conscious is what this inherently is, there isn’t something to want but simply patterns of yourself you view, not as a someone, but as the very infinite being you are. This is life/god/reality dreaming in and of its own infinite possibilities, not a desperate someone reaching out for hope.

It’s been a long 6 months, I can’t even believe that I’ve been away for this long, it feels like so much time and no time has passed all at once to be honest. To start with I want to say no this is not the pointer post I was mentioning in comments and DM’s but I’ll definitely leave some of what my new experience has been able to clear up.

Also I want to show gratitude for all of the people who have been nonstop supporting this little community and those who’ve been asking me to come back. (I see you guys yes and I’m sorry I haven’t responded)

With everything going on, especially in the world, the deep need for all of us to open up and recognize beyond just the “manifestation” and being the creator is here, it’s been here for some time actually but it was ignorable before. Tension hadn’t gotten to this point, the illusion of being someone and something separate is causing people to demonize each other, hate each other, I mean just look at the state of the world. If the materialist and seperate self worldview was just and good, why are we at this point?

Well I’m not going to go into allot more on this post, this was mainly to say that I AM back and I recognize all of you who have been so kind and patient. Thank you.

I want to share a little something before I post this.

Understand firstly that presence/Awarness/consciousness/god/universal mind, whatever word you use, MUST be the fundamental substance everything is a pattern of. This is not only your direct experience, but becomes clearer when you look closely. Go ahead and tell me if the experiences of the filter, seeing, hearing, touching, tasting, smelling, thinking, is made up of any substance other than knowing itself. And not just intellectually, I need this to be experienced, the mind will try to wave off these as “of course I already know this” but you have to be meticulous and very precise in these early stages, as if you’ve discovered something unknown to mankind and you have to study its attributes, be curious, and most importantly don’t fear it, go towards it.

Question why no aspect of experience ever goes past these senses, why do objects only follow sights sounds tastes textures and smells, I mean it’s so obviously infront of us we don’t even recognize it. Why do objects only abide by the constraints of this sensory filter?

The YOU is covered mostly by flurry of preprogrammed thinking. Thinkings just like the other senses is a filter, we take it be our own, we pretend that i am the someone that’s inside of thoughts. Well if it’s that simple then I have a challenge. Always think good things, and you’ll be happy forever, right you can’t, why? Answer this question.

If thinking truly is me in essence, why doesn’t part of me disappear when thinking does? Why don’t I lose my sense of self without thought?

I know this is such a random post but I needed to get something out there to say I’m back and planning on remaining active, and sorry for the huge half year hiatus,

So i’ve been trying or waiting for it to click and i don’t know what the next step is should take. And one of your posts made me stop it was something like: “Your always source, not just when you realize what you are. And to put it very clearly, we can’t just go to the very end and try to force ourselves to believe”

can you please clarify what you meant when you said that, like we can’t force force ourselves to the end, what does that mean😭 i’m sorry if it sounds dump or if the answer is there but i just didn’t get it

Hey there, thank you for the compliment, whenever you guys say stuff like that it makes happy knowing what I say is useful.

(Skip this paragraph if you just want the answer) Alright, so looking back in the way that I used to get my message across made me realize how exhausted I was lol, going to work, upgrading my and my families life’s, AND understanding the way reality unfolds can really take a toll 😅🤣🤣, but I’ve found a great deal of balance, my newer pages I post even if it’s just in replies will be more clear.

What I meant by that is this;

Being able to have a grounded, and clear(er) understanding of the way reality/experience is unfolding isn’t something that you can pressure or affirm your way into. What I was trying to convey in that quote was the fact that you don’t suddenly become one with experience, you don’t suddenly learn how to control it and become god, because it never stops. You don’t have to realize that you are dreaming for the dream to carry on, it carries on regardless, and you don’t have to realize the dream is actually completely you for it to continue. Just because the dreams appearance comes up as a an endless amount of objects that seem separate from eachother, they never actually become separate, or are seperate to begin with, why? They are made out of the same mental substance all of experience is made of, knowing. This has absolutely nothing to do with the concepts of desperately forcing reality to bend, but truly being able to show yourself through self inquiry and first hand experience that, oh, this IS a dream, and I am not a limited, powerless individual. An individual who has no effect on experience, who is completely separate. This is about realizing that because this experience is made out of you, you are not forcing a change “out there”, but realizing, all that ever alters is you. And you’re free to be whatever you wish, there’s no limit.