I'm okay with not being your definition of perfect, or beautiful, or even kind. I am my own breed; wild, free, ancient. I will never be tamed. I look like a European woman. This skin reflects the snow and absorbs the sun. I am mystical, from far off lands steeped in story and myth. My body is mine to move how I want. I refuse to allow my fears to rule me, though I do allow them to be expressed fully. It's okay that my heart is aching. It's okay I'm not at my full potential yet. I am a romantic creature, stretching and weaving along the journey. I am unstoppable by anyone other than myself. I don't try to impress others. I aim to impress myself. To Empress myself. To be the queen of my domain. To be sovereign and free. To cry when I want to cry, to cackle and laugh like a witch when my vocal cords explode into what's natural for me. I love my hair coated in almond oil. I love my damp, sticky, sweaty body. I love my soul as it aches and yawns through this physical form, expressing my sadness and my yearning. And beneath all this -- through all this -- I am worthy. I am beautiful. I am sexy. I am a wildcard. I am messy. I am ephemeral. I am lucid. I am alive. I am everything; all the storms, all the madness, all the light. I stomp good magic into the earth even in stillness. I heal even as I weep. I create even as I sleep. I weave new realities as I leave the old threads as they are on the loom. I'm turning the page. Burning the sage. Crying to madre to cure and cleanse my depths. I am Torie. This is who I am in this moment. It's okay that I don't have everything together. I am being reborn, and I humbly bow to Creator in this process. Blackbird, fly. Blackbird, fly. Into the light of the dark black night. 🦂 #freestyle #danceyourfeelings #beyourself #selflove #immersion #rebirth #scorpionmedicine #blackbird #thebeatles #theenergeticsofinstagram #keepitreal #rawdepths #emotion #lovesvoice #danceyourtruth #magictribe #soulstarmermaidtribe #blessthemess #ownyourtruth #livefromtheheart #heartmedicine #mytruth #selfexpression #inthefeels #lovethefeels #blessthefeels #gratefultobealive #mahalokeakua
