I actually got a decent sleep last night, I slept from 10:30 to 5ish am. This is a first for me in a long time, and it effected my mood this morning majorly. I was all smiles and chatty with my parents, and I was good until I realized my mom was going to work today. One, she isn’t completely over her mania, and she has access to things she could hurt herself with. I hope to god she doesn’t. I can’t handle putting my mom in 3C(our mental ward here in minot) again, it’s been two weeks since the last time she was there, and she was diagnosed with a new disorder on top of her Bipolar and PTSD, Borderline personality disorder (BPD) and the second major thing is her health has me really anxious. She has COPD, an extreme breathing disorder. I’m surprised I don’t at least have asthma with how much I smoke, but I’m really worried about her being in contact with the public during this time, she’s at risk for getting COVID-19, and so is my best friend but to a lower extent. Of course we took precautions, she’s wearing a face mask and gloves while she works. But I just can’t help the paranoia. Is anyone in a similar situation?