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i’ll let you drag me to hell if it means i’ll be able to hold your hand
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i’ll let you drag me to hell if it means i’ll be able to hold your hand
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one day i feel like i’m super pretty and the next day i feel like rat
Isn’t that the entire point of this site
It be like that ig
does anyone know how to make an anxiety attack stop
and also how to stop a depressive episode or at least make it manageable
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I watched sunny for the first time at the beginning of my biggest manic episode to date. It was the start of the pandemic, I had just moved into a new apartment, and I locked myself in my room, sat on my mattress on the floor and watched the entire thing in a matter of weeks.
I then proceeded to make a lot of bad choices of the sex, drugs, and rock ‘n’ roll variety. But through it all (for better or worse) those characters were there with me, and for me.
I recently rewatched it all for the first time since then. Years later, now that I’ve gotten the treatment I needed. It’s still the same show, but I’m a different person watching it in a lot of ways. I did questionable things when I was manic. I wasn’t always a good person, and I’m still not sometimes.
The sunny gang are bad people and the show can be quite problematic there’s no denying, but they held up a mirror to a part of myself that will always be there beneath the surface. And in a lot of ways, they saved me. So I guess this is a very long thank you. And a reminder to lean on people and things (fictional or not) that make you feel safe & sane in a life, a world, that is anything but.
30 de Agosto
Me pergunto o que há de errado comigo.
O
Que
Eu
Sou?
Quando amo, amo demais.
Quando odeio, odeio demais.
Quando sinto medo, nem cogito o desafio.
E quando estou triste, parece que estou à beira de um precipício.
Ei, o que há de errado comigo?
Transtorno bipolar.
Dizem que, quando se dá nome às coisas,
tudo fica mais leve.
Mas a bipolaridade sempre deixou tudo tão pesado…
a f u n d a n d o . . .
They say to take everything in because in the blink of an eye everything can fade away
So I try not to blink as much
In hopes I won’t lose time
I’ve lost too much time in the past
What if I blink and it really is gone
I’m not ready for that
I’m not ready at all