#bingmei

You get to witness him talking himself into it in real time, going from, “look at him, that evil bitch, he's the worst person alive, so depraved, I have no compassion for such a heartless wretch," to, "well, I mean he’s never been ugly—but like how gross of AU me, like why would I jump into bed with—well, no okay I can see it. Yeah, okay I won’t lie, I definitely see the sex appeal. I’m just gonna…fake seduce him just to fuck with him a little bit. Yeah. That’ll show him. He’ll be so humiliated..." before immediately jumping to, "you know, I bet I could fuck him way better than AU me could.”

bimb-he picking up a book

do you see my vision or is this just insanity

I had to…. It’s so they…

[ID: Scum Villain sketch. Luo Binghe leans toward Shen Qingqiu and smirks, saying, "can i try rizzing you up." Shen Qingqiu smiles from behind his fan and says "sure. LOL." Luo Binghe then drops to his knees and clutches at Shen Qingqiu's robes, tears and snot running down his face. He begs, "please please please" repeatedly.

The original meme is a text conversation with the same words, the "please" message being in all caps and extending past the bottom of the screenshot. /end ID]

Original meme under cut

one is your typical overpowered chunnibyou who has sealed off and said "sayonara loser" to his emotional intelligence and core feelings due to a collection of traumas so deeply buried and unaddressed for close to a decade that, idk where would i even start, to peal off the layers of bullshit he's wrapped himself in. it's a mix of mbj's coldness and detachment + sj's brand of traumatic childhood all funneled into one very volatile and very calculative individual with the power to change the fabric of the world he lives in. ultimately the worst thing is that bingge doesn't know himself, doesn't know what he needs to be happy, and he will just continue consuming and consuming to try to sate himself. and it will never be enough

on the other hand, by the end of the novel, bingmei is a reformed yandere very much attuned to his own emotions: he knows what he needs to be happy and content, he progressively learned that closing himself off to shen qingqiu is a biiiig mistake and that practicing vulnerability (yk, the kind that is manipulative and an act but it is ALSO how he actually feels. you understand) is the way to connect with the person he loves. and get what he wants, which is kisses and domestic bliss with his mommydaddyshizunhusband. he'd rather be doing amateur carpentry, house chores and cooking than scheming and conquering and fighting. (if he's gonna scheme it is with the goal of persuading shen qingqiu to do something kinky). the problem with all this is that bingmei's mental and emotional stability is absolutely dependent on ONE (1) person. if he loses shizun, he will literally die.

Warning -- Hostile. Do Not Disturb.

Did the somewhat notoriously cruel Qing Jing Peak Lord make him wear that, you wonder? Is it some kind of punishment?

The comparatively plain yet refreshingly normal Head Disciple notices your stare and ferries you away, assuring you that in fact his shidi put the sign on himself.