#billdenbroughxreader

Bill Denbrough x Reader

Wrote this late at night. Sorry for the shitty writing.

Word Count: 740

Trigger warning: Swear words, stuttering?

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Well, today is just another boring day, of my boring life, at my boring school, and in my boring home. I thought as I slung the heavy backpack over my shoulder.

An involuntary sigh escaped my lips as I opened the door and began walking to school.

I held my head low as always and kept up a fast pace since I didn't wanna repeat the incident that happened with the Bowers gang.

The street wasn't very busy, it never really was in Derry, nothing ever happenes in this boring old town. The same old street, the same old houses, the same old people. I've lived here my entire life and I still hate every single person living in this shit hole.

Except for one group of losers.

Yes, I hang out with the losers club, Beverly has been my best friend since forever, and when i started hanging out with the losers, she automatically started hanging out with them too.

They're my escape from the horrible reality called real life. 

All caught up in my own thoughts. I didn't completely failed to notice that someone had almost caught up to me and was desperately trying to get my attention.

Well, that was until I heard a strange human sounding noise, and decided to  looke and see who this strange human being that wanted my attention was.

I look around just to see old Billy-boy basically sprinting after me, and quickly slow down my pace so he could catch up to me. And when he finally does I smile widely at the now completely exhausted boy walking beside me.

He immediately sparked up a conversation, talking about anything and everything on his mind. I tried to keep my focus on his words, but I couldn’t. I never could, not when he was as beautiful as he is. 

So i give up trying to concentrate on his words and instread I concentrate on his face, admiring every feature of his face, from his gorgeous, green eyes to his adorably boopable nose and all the way up to his cute, dark brown hair. 

Oh, how I adore that boy, but I don't t have a crush on him, that's for sure.

Okay, maybe I have a slight crush on the oldest Denborough boy, but nothing I can't handle.

"(Y-Y/N) are you ok-kay?" Bill stuttered out. Oh, shit he must’ve caught me staring

"Yeah, Bill. Why wouldn't I be?" I asked, trying my best to keep a straight face. 

"You were s-s-staring" He chuckled lightly at my flustered state. 

"I most certainly was not, how dare you accuse me of such actions," I said in a playful tone. 

He raised his eyebrow and looked me up and down. “Mhm.”

He then looked me directly in the eye, squinting whilst making the weirdest face, and we burst out laughing. 

It was something that happened quite a lot with us. We sometimes just look at each other and start laughing for no reason at all. 

Bill smiled at me and took my hand in his, intertwining our fingers.

This is something Bill and I do more often than not. It was nice. Comforting when times were hard. Although it had sparked some rumors, at school, of us dating. That was of course not true. Not that I’d mind dating old Billy-boy here, but we’re definetely better off as friends. Definetely. 

And so we just keep walking like that, fingers intertwined, me staring up at the perfect boy beside me, walking in step with each other.

I was so mesmerized by Bill that even fauiled to notice Beverly who’d walked up beside us. 

"Jesus Christ, just date already!" She exclaimed, very loudly might I add. 

Beverly could be quite... daft when it came to stuff like this. She knew of my feelings for Bill, and never once failed to mention them when we were together. Altough Bill never seemed to really notice it.

I really should just tell him. God, i want him to know so badly.

He and I looked at each other and just started laughing akwardly as we quickly let go of each other's hands and looked down. But it didn’t take long before I took his hand in mine again and dragged him behind the school building.

He looked confused as hell. Might as well tell him now, save the embarrassment for both of us.

"Soooo, I might have a tiny... gigantic crush on you, and I might have had it for a while now," I said awkwardly scratching the back of my neck. 

 "And I didn't tell you because I don't wanna ruin this great friendship we have, 'cause I know you don't feel the same... so can we just forget this ever happened?" 

Bill looked at me confused, probably frightened. 

"N-No, we c-can't!” I felt my heart break into a little million pieces. Who knew such a simple sentence could tear apart a heart so easily-

“(Y/N) I'm in love with you, I have been for so long, and knowing you feel the same, well, it makes me so happy. So (Y/N) (L/N) will you be please be mine?"

"No stutter?" I said looking into his eyes. "Of course, William"

He leaned in and akwardly captured my lips in the most-well, maybe not so innocent kiss.

After we both pulled away he bent down and whispered  "Y-You know the whole l-losers club is hiding in the b-bush behind you ri-right?"

“It looks like there’s a current. I’m not going in there.” I peer over the edge again, and swallow the bile rising in my throat.

“It’ll be fine! Even Eddie can do it.” Beverly smiles at me comfortingly.

“Hey!” Eddie shoots daggers and I smile.

“I‘m scared of heights.” I whisper eventually.

“That’s fine! We’re all here to help.” Beverly nudges my arm and winks and I sputter.

“What the fuck? Is there some kinky shit going on here?” Richie snorts and Stan cracks a grin.

“Hey, I-I have an i-idea. Let’s a-all j-j-jump in at once!” Bill says. He looks so excited, and in that second I knew that even if he had suggested jumping into lava, I would have done it.

“Alright, but I’m warning you all now. If any of you land on me, my skin is very delicate and I have unusually small lungs so I can’t stay under as long as everyone else.” Eddie takes a quick puff of his inhaler before placing it carefully on the ground.

“You’ll be fine.” Stan holds Eddie’s hand and offers his other to me.

“God, Stanley. I better not die.” I take it and Bill grabs my other hand carefully. The rest of the losers hold hands.

“On the count of three.” Richie says, and I send a quick prayer to whatever deity is looking over me.

“One.” Dear my guardian angel, please let me survive.

“Two.” It would be great if you could make Bill Denbrough like me back but all I’m hoping for at the moment is to survive this.

“Three.” Stan leaps off, dragging Eddie and I down, which in turn drags Bill and Richie, then everyone else. Piercing screams fill the air as we plummet downwards.

“K-Keep your legs str-straight!” Bill shrieks and holds my hand tighter. We land with a huge splash, and I feel everyone’s grip on my loosen, then disappear. When I come up for air successfully, I hold back a sob. Everyone is cheering and laughing, and I crack a teary smile.

“You o-okay?” Bill grins at me.

“Y-Yeah. I’m fine.” I can’t believe I just did that. My legs are still tingling from when I hit the water, and it feels nice.

“That w-was awesome!” Bill laughs and I can’t help but laugh with him.

“Yeah. It was almost worth the terror.” I say. Richie sniggers.

“Race you all to the ice cream parlour!” Richie shouts as he bolts out of the water. We all shriek and attempt to run after him, but Beverly falls, knocking me, which in turn knocks Stan, who drags Bill down. Bill reaches to drag Eddie, but Eddie squeals and darts away to shore.

“No!” I hurry up and dodge my laughing friends.

“Last one there’s a rotten egg.” I say as I hope on my bike, and pedal quickly. I catch Richie on a hill, and the other Losers catch up quickly.

“Richie I swear to God if you come last-“ I snort as we pedal furiously down the path.

“Suck a Denbrough dick, (Y/n).” Richie shouts as we drop our bikes, (except for Stan), and race inside.

“Beverly! You were last!” Eddie cheers from second last place.

“Damn it. What do I owe you all?” Beverly groans.

“A milkshake each!” Stan suggests. Richie cheers and Beverly groans again.

“You’re all going to be the death of me.” She says with a tired grin.

“Take a seat kids. Shakes will be brought out soon.” The cashier says with an amused smile.

“That booth is free.” Mike says, and we make our way towards it. Bill slides in one side, and I slide in the other, with Eddie next to me. Pretty quickly, the waiter comes over with our shakes.

“And a chocolate one.” He says with flourish. “Here’s your straws.” He leaves after putting the straws on the table.

“I came out here to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now.” I announce, as I stare at the empty space in front of me. Richie snorts into his milkshake.

“He gave you a straw, he just forgot the shake.” Beverly says, eyeing the spare straw in the middle. I pick it up and twirl it between my fingers.

“Y-You can sh-share mine.” Bill offers with a shy smile.

“No way! Do you know how much bacteria you’ll be swapping?” Eddie gags and Stan laughs.

“It’s not like they’re snogging. Yet.” Bill chokes on the mouthful he was drinking and I feel my face growing bright red. Fucking Jew.

“Thanks, Bill.” He puts his shake between us and I stick a straw on. I keep my eyes downward as I take a sip, then pull away.

“Mother of fuck, look at them. They’re both bright fucking red. Come on, losers. Let’s leave the lovebirds alone.” Richie suggests, and the others take their milkshakes and relocate to a booth nearby.

“S-Sorry about th-th-them.” Bill whispers.

“It’s fine. I think they know that I have a crush on you. Not sure how. Please, don’t let it change anything between us.” I smile sadly.

“Th-Things can’t g-g-go back to th-the way they were.” Bill says.

“I-I’m sorry.” I say quietly.

“Because n-now I kn-know you like m-me back.” Bill says. My head shoots up and he laughs.

“You like me?” I ask.

“Of c-course I d-do. Th-The second I s-saw you, I l-liked you.” Bill laughs quietly.

“Oh thank God.” I lean across the table and hug him tightly.

“Do y-you want to b-b-b-be my g-girlfriend?” Bill asks hopefully.

Honestly he would be the sweetest

He gives the best hugs

Sneaking out to go on bike rides

Sneaking out to go to the quarry

Being jealous of Beverly (who isn’t)

Beverly starts dating Ben though

Cheek kisses and hand holding

Him teaching you how to ride a bike

You staying with him after the losers break up

Him protecting you from Pennywise

Him not letting you into Neibolt when him, Eddie and Richie did

Protecting eachother from Bowers

Like you stand up for him and he stands up for you

You comforting him after Georgie went missing

Helping him look for Georgie even if you think he is dead

Wearing his jumpers and top