seeing her base ID wearing outfit that hides herself from head to toe is so relatable it irks me to see any fanart that sexualizes her.

So they come home (cuz we're roommates) with stories whether it's about their day good or bad. Anyways, a couple times they briefly told me about topics they'd talk about.

My friend a while ago brought up that they somehow got on the subject of therians, and brought me up like "oh yeah my friend is a therian!" (I do remember way before that, one kid drew the theta delta and is a therian)

Anyways my friend also mentioned that I was making masks. Today, when I was there to pick them up, they get into the car and said "the kids made gifts"

And low and behold two cardboard masks. Apparently another kid also joined in on making masks, to my friends shock.

My friend said the kids had a blast making the masks.

My purpose of sharing this is that I'm glad that these kids, even if they aren't therians, still feel safe enough to open up and be supportive of the topic and even make animal masks. I know how it feels to be in school hiding a lot about yourself because you're afraid of being judged by your peers. I think its wholesome they get to do this and have fun with it.

Here's the two masks that were made, an alien cat and a moon bear!

the first row is the dimensions.

the second row the entities.

the third the structures.

the books will come later theyre very unfinished.

dimension book 1 contains ;

endless house, tunnels teleporter (what once was edition), what once was, catacombs teleporter, the slip, what once was teleporter, the slip teleporter, more of the slip, remembrance

It was so on crack but. There was kind of plot? Anyways bc Real people no names will be provided minus my friends on here or something? Since they exist to the public,,, but.. ramble time.

It was an underground version of another building that was everyone’s school but MASSIVE (not my real school) and you would be able to enter this underground version if you fit a certain general criteria i do not remember. Anyways shout out to moon for being with me this entire plot,, i thiiiinkkkkk moon rain rusty resident monochromedevdle and Callum were there too but it’s fuzzy ,, lots of people we know from school tho </3

ANYWAYS OOP

It was all tile, and there was a giant pool in the center of the area that we went into that had a couple sort of. Platforms? I forget the name… you had to sign your name in a book with what your purpose for beingin the area was,, for most it was responsibilities I think,,, but the pool was empty and. There was this one higher up person who was so random 😭😭 genuinely,, no reason I can think of why them,,, who would look through these like applications for a council esque group and choose people(not a lot) , and the council group would then choose people for various tasks and set them on the water platforms.

Uhh there was some kind of thing that needed to be done underwater,, I don’t remember it quite,, but there was a group of people who went under and apparently breathing doesn’t exist,,, /silly,,

There were like. Light up strings? To help w navigation. Can’t describe much,,, there was also like a fucking massive shark but that doesn’t matter

Also random silly bits:

The “council” was complaining that their stove did not work (I know it’s a real stove but I DONT KNOW FROM WHERE) and debating about if they should. Plug it in,,? I offered to bring my hot water boiler thing

There was a whole bit where moon and I were trying to recover AirPods and I was having a full on meltdown because this random girl was being SO stubborn and I was convinced I was gonna be. Murdered??? Moon did not give a shit. They got candy (I love u moon <3/p

Yes, I think there is a big devide. And?

I don't think that's something that should be an issue.

If human Bill doesn't suit my tastes because it hurts me, why should I go out of my way to interact with human Bill stuff?😅 I MIGHT, but I don't have any obligation to and I don't think I should have to either.

I'd implore human Bill enjoyers who get upset by triangle Bill to do the same, though I don't really understand where there would be fans who would feel that way[upset at seeing triangle bill] since that's how he literally is so how did they become fans in the first place?... but I don't know! Stuff happens. It's not really my business. I'm sure fans like that exist.

Bill Cipher is so close and dear to my heart, for ME personally—I feel like it'd be torture for him to be permanently stuck to the human form. It doesn't fit him, he doesn't have enough inhuman mobility and flexibility that he needs to fully express himself.

It'd also be losing practically the last last thing he has of his own kind, which breaks my heart. I feel like being being a flexibly chaotic being, being non-human, heck, not even just non-human, but being his OWN species, is a huge part of his identity.

Seeing him in like permanent human body bound feels to me like forced body dysphoria, like being forced to not be queer or to mask neurodivergence, but so so much more extreme. Because I wonder as a nerudivergent person if I could have all of Bill's traits to express myself for eons and then I was just... forced to be human? With practically none of that at all? Literally, honestly? I don't think I'd live by my own hand, quite honestly. Thah would be so horrible, I don't think I could actually pull through. I'd off myself.

I like seeing him in angst, but that hits a different spot I don't really like to linger on. It's not just "I think I'm better for sticking to canon" it's I feel like this character is REAL and forcing such a core part of them to be DIFFERENT makes me feel like my own dear friend's skin was forced into the wrong position permanently with a little bowtie like "now your friend is better" while my friend is crippled on the floor with ever single twitch of a muscle so overstimulatingly clear and sickening to them.

For the final time, more Camp Burt Burt! It's campfire time. 😁

I probably should have gone for the smaller idea of just having my lot around their own campfire, but I went for the bigger option instead and involved EVERYONE (almost 😅) that I've seen at camp!

Got worried for a second that this wouldn't load, but thankfully it did! This is BIG, like bigger than what I've been doing recently~ 😅

Ramble ramble, it's a Sketchy Ramble, ramble ramble~! 🤣

ALRIGHT SO background: yesterday I read a post talking about Silas Birchtree being one of the best iterations of "Bill using a human body as a flesh puppet" (agreed), and somewhere (I can't recall if it was op or a comment I'm sorry) there was this joke about Bill having a thing for people with tree surnames. and I was like haha funny yeah, and then moved on with my day.

but NOW IT HIT ME.

IT'S NOT SIMPLY TREES, OR LIKE, ANY KIND OF TREE.

HE FIRST WENT FOR A GUY WITH THE SURNAME BIRCHTREE. BIRCH. YOU KNOW, THAT WHITE TREE THAT LOOKS LIKE IT HAS EYES ALL OVER???

AND THEN, OH THEN HE WENT FOR PINES. A PRETTY TRIANGULAR-LOOKING TREE IF YOU ASK ME.

AND- OKAY I'M PROBABLY JUST REACHING HERE BUT HEAR ME OUT.

DOES HE,, DOES HE HAVE SOME SORT OF STRONGER INFLUENCE/PULL TOWARDS THINGS THAT SOMEWHAT RELATE TO HIM?? (not really sure why he'd go for trees* twice but- TRIANGLES, EYE(S), BILLS?, CIPHERS)

AND YOU MIGHT BE THINKING "nah he's just that badly egotistical, he picks like that on purpose" AND AT FIRST I WAS ALSO GOING TO JUST SIT WITH THAT CONCLUSION (and not write this post) BUT LIKE ACTUALLY NO THAT'S NOT IT.

BECAUSE alright let's say for the sake of argument that Bill could've had anyone else with a big brain and self-esteem issues construct his portal (debatable) and he just happened to choose Ford because "ehehe surname relating to me and birth defect too"...

BUT HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN SILAS???

THE GUY JUST RANDOMLY DIED. HE CHOKED ON A COIN THAT HE TOSSED AFTER FAILING TO MAKE BUSINESS IN THAT TOWN. JUST THEN DID BILL KICK HIS LITTLE CULT-FOR-PORTAL-CONSTRUCTION PLAN INTO MOTION, WHICH, NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT, WAS DESTINED TO FAIL FROM THAT CHOICE ALONE.

HERE it is WAY harder to make the argument that he could've picked anyone from the town because, unless he was planning to fail on purpose, why would he choose a rotting body as a host?? it makes no sense: it puts a time limit to get it all done before the body is completely useless. it doesn't make any sense unless that was his only option. maybe he was already planning on entering the guy's dreams but then he just dropped dead and Bill went "ah shit. well, time to work with what we have, I guess!"

SO! in short, I believe that whoever Bill uses as his puppet/anchor to this world has to meet the requirement of somehow relating to him (his imagery and/or motifs), not just out of preference, but because it's a must, some sort of limitation or arbitrary rule that he has to follow, for him to be able to get to you.

...and personally I think that THAT'S SO COOL AND INTERESTING OMG MR. HIRSCH YOU ARE SUCH A BIG BRAINED MAN-

SO YEAH. I might be going a little insane. perhaps. cheers to that!!

now I have to figure out how/if this rule checks out with Alex Hirsch himself because (canonically? I think?) Bill has controlled him before and (iirc) is implied to still be tethered to him in some way