#bff's

Their friendship is adorable!

I can’t fully recall the voice of someone I once called my best friend Nor can I remember the shade of his eyes But I can still see him as we walk around the lake for one last time Just so we can get that proper goodbye

I broke the friendship first sinking into my depression and addictions when my mind was losing it’s grip and he was just someone I didn’t wan to bring along Not on this ride But he was there

most of the time, he was there until he wasn’t and we drifted farther apart then ever before lost at sea the current making sure we always drift

I wish he could see me now Sober, clean and healthy looking I’m aging gracefully, at least on the outside I hope he’d be proud of me

I have his number I could just make the call but I don’t know what to say because every time I’ve tried to reconnect it falls apart into dust through my fingers and so I let it go blown around the world by the winds

Slapping June bugs out of the air laughing as we flew down the interstate swearing we were going to make it in music drinking at Lakerz on a Friday night Having those late night conversations held exclusively on plastic patio furniture that are wet from dew

I hold the memories tightly so hard the carbon turns to diamond Thanks for being the biggest part in everything that I’ve become