Between Stoplights || Cassius & Zofia
LOCATION: In Cassius's car TIMING: Last Saturday PARTIES: Cassius (@singdreamchild) & Zofia (@zofiawithaz) SUMMARY: Cassius and Zofia learn they're both going to the same club and decide to ride together. They have a conversation. CONTENT WARNINGS: None :)
Another Saturday, another excuse to go out and be among other undead in a setting that made Cassius feel more at home. Dressed in skinny leather pants, his new platform doc martens (thanks sentient house for stealing his shoes), and a mesh black top with a leather jacket thrown on top. As usual, the vampire had black eyeshadow, black eyeliner, and black lipstick on, completing the gothic ensemble theyâd been sporting since the scene cropped up in the 80s.Â
He wasnât expecting anything unusual to happen, but then he stepped out of his bedroom to see Zofia stepping out of hers, dressed up as if she were going out as well. âPlans?â He asked as he finished tying his long blond hair up into a messy bun. âYou look⌠good.â Cassius spoke, wincing as he realized how uncomfortable of a situation this may become for the two of them.Â
Cassius zipped up his jacket halfway, leaving his thorn tattoo and carnation tattoos visible under the black mesh shirt. âI uh, Iâm headed out too. Going to the club.â Of course, Zofia would know that Cassius made Dance Macabre a Saturday ritual, heâd done it every Saturday since he moved to Wickedâs Rest, and hadnât changed when the two were together. âLike usual.â
It had taken years, but the vampire had perfected the art of putting on lipstick without needing to look in a mirror. Of course the age of smartphones had been a pocket sized blessing. She swiped her thumb along her lower lip, cleaning the line of her red lipstick.Â
She hummed absently to herself as she shimmied into her dress - the one she reserved when she was particularly hungry- and slipped into her heels. She was walking out the door, pinning her hair up when she came across Cassius. Zofiaâs eyes flickered over them, taking in the details. Some things didnât change, not ever. It almost drew a smile to her face.Â
Instead, she stared at him, unblinking as he spoke. âGoing out for a bite.â She said, amused with her own joke. His comment on her appearance surprised her, and her one woman staring contest came to an end.Â
She bit back the urge to say âI knowâ. Of course he was going to the club. It was his little Saturday ritual. Just as hers had become lurking on the opposite end of the club, trying to live her life again. And usually that involved going home with someone who was already dead, or leaving some poor lost soul a few pints of blood lighter than they had been. Zofia nodded slowly. âI had similar plans.â
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Cassius cleared his throat as he realized they were headed to the same place. What did he do? Did he change his plans and go somewhere else? Did he offer to bring Zofia along with him? She was so changed from how she once was, and heâd grown used to that. Still, it was sometimes jarring to see who was once someone he saw as so sweet and then dive into their vampiric instincts to such a degree.Â
Cassius swallowed. âYou want a ride?â He finally asked, casting a quizzical gaze in her direction. He thought for a moment, about trying to be a âbetterâ vampire. To give into those urges like the others around him did. To kill as they did. It felt wrong, and he cursed Richard internally. âSo you donât have to walk, I mean.â He added, gaze shifting down to the keys in his hand.
Zofia blinked at him as if the words were lost on her. It took a few moments for them to register. It took another to realize how incredibly awkward the entire situation was. They werenât together- they hadnât been in months. And yet she was taking up a residence in his house. And now he was offering her a ride.Â
She looked down at her shoes, and then back to the keys in his hand. Walking in her heels would take a while. And as awkward as it would be⌠âSure,â Zofia said. âI would appreciate that.â
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As Cassius stood waiting for Zofiaâs response, he was suddenly struck by how he was acting. He was making it awkward. Why was he making it so awkward. Sure, theyâd dated. Theyâd bared their emotions down to each other once upon a time, and then things, well, happened. Sofie was gone. But that didnât mean that Zofia wasnât a completely different person. He didnât want to lose her just because he could let go of what she once was. He wouldnât lose her again.Â
He nodded his head and gave a bright smile in response to her hesitant acceptance, determined to change the tone around. Before she could change her mind, Cassius waved for her to follow him to the garage where his car waited. They drove in silence for a while, but then he spoke up. âSo.â He began, looking over at Zofia briefly before letting his eyes turn back to the road. âWhat have you been up to lately?â He asked, genuinely curious how sheâd been in the last few weeks.Â
Cassius had been dealing with changing classes to English as well as spending extra time with Lukas, but he wasnât sure if Zofia was letting herself live past simply existing. âHave you been alright?â He didnât want to push too hard and scare her away, but he was worried. He worried about her being caught again, worried that she wouldnât let herself out of her shell after the hunters had taken her.Â
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She certainly hadnât been expecting a smile in response. If anything sheâd been expecting a grimace. Zofia started to offer to walk instead, but Cassius was already off, walking toward the garage with keys in hand. She let out a sigh and walked behind him.Â
The car was quiet, aside from the thoughts that rattled around in her skull. Was this about to turn into a lecture someone would give a petulant teen? Something about being worried about her or needing to not bite people⌠Zofia didnât know if she had it in her to be lectured about morality by someone a century her junior. She kept her mouth shut so fangs wouldnât be bared and barbed words wouldnât cut when they had no cause to.Â
She raised an incredulous eyebrow at him. âNot terribly much.â Zofia shrugged. âI sell things. I go out. Rinse, repeat.â She didnât bother to mention the fact that months had passed and she still looked over her shoulder, still didnât trust most people. Still heard whispers, saw shadows. It was easier to leave all that unsaid.Â
She shrugged again, her shoulders never quite settling back. âIâve been fine. Itâs been quiet.â Quiet was something she used to revel in, to crave. Now it put her on edge. Which was why she was headed out again, for noise and light and people. âI needed to get out more. Hence,â Zofia trailed off, gesturing to her outfit. âHow about you?â Anything was better than talking about herself.Â
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As he kept his eyes on the road, Cassius listened to what Zofia had to say. He wasnât so sure what Zofiaâs relationship with quiet was anymore. Seeing how antsy she got in the house sometimes, he worried about her. He worried about those around her that had a pulse. He looked over to Zofia out of the corner of his eye, then let his gaze fall back on the road again. A stormy look clouded over his expression before it disappeared as quickly as it had come about.
âWell, Iâm glad youâve decided to get out more.â Cassius answered with an earnest expression cast in her direction as he stopped at a stoplight. âIâve beenâŚâ he paused. How had he been? âBusy.â He finally settled on, staring down at the hand he had placed on the top of the wheel. âBetween Richard going through his own fucking identity crisis and getting strange texts from Lukasâs own sire, itâs been busy.â He frowned, realizing that he hadnât really talked about his own troubles with anyone other than Inge.Â
âI know you know his sire.â He finally said, heâd overheard her talking to him at the Christmas party. Called him cousin. âI donât want to know. I want it to come from him.â He quickly added before starting to drive again when the light turned green. There was a lot that Cassius still needed to learn about Lukas. His face soured, but quickly disappeared to replace it with concentration. He was fine, his relationship was fine, he was just doubting himself and his place in things. That was nothing new.Â
If he had been anyone else, she might have missed the clouds that rolled across his countenance. She crossed her legs and sat straighter in the passenger seat, not comfortable with being pitied, or whatever he was feeling over on the drivers side of the car.Â
Zofiaâs face tugged down into a slight frown. It was probably for the best Lizzie didnât have her number. She couldnât imagine what the old woman could have to text about. And Richard was such a young creature. Zofia hadnât spent enough time in her undead youth with the manâs sire, but she knew enough about her Great Aunt Lizzie that while Zofia might take advantage of the womanâs desire to treat her distant niece to fancy trinkets, the woman wasnât a safe option.Â
âYou donât want to know how I know her?â She asked, looking for clarity. âIf youâre looking for that answer to come from Lukas, Iâd be surprised if he knew the full answer.â She didnât bother embellishing. If he wanted to know, Zofia knew Cassius would ask. Her eyes narrowed at his expression. âWhatâs that face?â
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âNo, I donât.â He responded simply. âIâll learn with time. I donât want to pry into things heâs not ready to tell me himself.â He explained with a stern expression. He wanted to trust Lukas, but something told him he was in more danger than he wanted Cassius to know. It worried him.Â
âWhatâs what face? Itâs my face.â He retorted back, flashing a confused look in Zofiaâs direction. âLifeâs just weird right now, thatâs all.â His hands squeezed on the steering wheel, and finally he decided to tell someone about Richard. âI caught Richard looking at different properties. I think heâs going to leave.â He hadnât voiced his concerns to Inge, but he felt that maybe Zofia would be safe to talk to.Â
Cassius didnât know what to do with himself, heâd lived his life based on the tenants that Richard had told him to follow. And now that Richard was detached and distant, Cassius found that he had the potential to live life to his own rules. He just wasnât so sure he knew what those rules were. âIâm not used to living life to my own accord and not someone elseâs. Even when he disappeared back in the eighties, I still listened to what he had told me. But now? Iâm not so sure.â
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Amusement flickered across her face at his dismissal of her offer. She wondered what Lukas did know of her from his sire, if he knew anything at all. Would Lizzie have divulged that information? Their meetings over the years? Yes, sheâd told the man Lizzie was her aunt, but it was much more complicated than that. The topic drifted away like the street lights they passed by.Â
âYes, your face. Your face when something is bothering you and you start to look as though you bit into a lemon, but then you replace it with your scrunched up concentration as you stare out at the road.â Zofia said, cocking an eyebrow up. âI may have lost my mind, but I didnât lose my memory.â
âWeirdâ was quite probably the understatement of the year for poor Cassius. She knew her reappearance was likely just the cherry on top of a sundae of insane and upsetting occurrences. She waited for him to continue, red eyes not blinking as she watched him.Â
âProperties is Wickedâs Rest?â She asked. Would the elder vampire expect Cassius to pick up and leave again, to follow him off to god-knew-where? She hoped for Lukasâs sake that wasnât the case. âYouâre not sure of what? Whether youâd go or stay?â
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Cassiusâs frown deepened as Zofia described his face. He should have known better than to try and get away with something like this with her. âHeâs looking at properties all around the United States, none of which are in Maine.â He told her with a serious look as they stopped at yet another light. âAnd I wonât follow him. Itâs not my place to do so anymore.â Cassius stared at the red light, willing it to change so he wouldnât have to keep looking at Zofia. Something about it hurt.Â
âMy home is here. Iâm not leaving you again. I promised.â His grip on the wheel grew tighter. He wouldnât leave her, he wouldnât leave Lukas, he wouldnât leave Inge. âIâve made myself a family here and intend to keep it. If I go anywhere, itâs with Inge to New York City, not Richard to the middle of nowhere.â The light turned, and Cassius turned his attention back to the road.Â
âIâve never lived a life of my own.â He finally said, grateful to have something else to concentrate on that wasnât his words. âRichardâs always been the one to dictate it, to make the hard decisions for me. I was never given the choice if I drink human blood or animal blood, itâs just how it was.â He sighed, turning into the parking lot of their destination. âBut itâs finally time that I make my decisions. Iâm done being that goody-two-shoes that Richard designed me to be.â He unbuckled his seatbelt and sighed again. âI just donât know how to do that without it looking like Iâm going through an identity crisis.âÂ
Zofia studied the frown that etched itself across her face. It was good to hear he wouldnât follow the elder vampire if he left again. It wasnât her place anymore, to ask him to stay. But sheâd still wish the best for him, still hope he fought for whatever it was he wanted.
âItâs not a promise Iâd hold you too.â She said gently. âYouâre free to go wherever you want, Cassius. No one should dictate that for you.â Her gaze was carefully locked on the lights that passed by the window. âNew York wouldnât be a bad option though.â The smile was evident in her voice, even if it hadnât settled across her lips quite yet.Â
âI donât think that you need to stop being a âgoody-two-shoesâ altogether. Be whatever good you want to be. So long as itâs your definition. Not someone elseâs.â He deserved that much. Zofia unbuckled herself and glanced over at him with a gentle smile. âDoes that make sense?â
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The blonde shrugged his shoulders and shot a smile over to Zofia. âI know you donât, but itâs one that I hold myself to. I have a family here. You, Lukas, Inge⌠youâre my family.â Cassius told her earnestly. âInge and I talked about fleeing to New York, but we have people here who would be hesitant to leave. Wickedâs Rest is home whether we like it or not.âÂ
He thought about the time in which he felt his own control snap. He wasnât himself, and he didnât like it. Cassius decided he wouldnât experience that again. âStep one is to be an English teacher again, finally.â He spoke with a nod. âI think itâs time I surrounded myself more with books and forcing the youth of this town to read what I deem fit.â He gave a mischievous smile to Zofia before opening his door and getting out of the car. âShall we?âÂ
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That gentle smile tightened almost imperceptibly before Zofia let it go. It was strange to hear herself called family again. From anyone. It had been so long since anyone had called her that. She forced her smile to ease back to something less rigid.Â
âYour students will appreciate that, Iâm sure.â The vampire laughed softly. But she was certain they would. Cassius was good at what he did. Cassius was just good, simple as that. Mischief lit up his face as the car door clicked open. Zofia opened her own door, the infectious grin on Cassiusâs face forcing her smile to slowly reach her eyes. âDonât threaten me with a good time.â










