It hadn't been long since Jeff had drank, he had a way of getting what he wanted at his last boarding school and that wasn't going to stop him here. He wanted what he wanted and he wasn't going to sit idly by and suffer while others got what they wanted too or live there day to day passings by. He sat in the middle of his room door open a bottle of Malibu in his hands already half gone. He was already half gone, well he'd always been half gone in his own mind. He wasn't happy with his situation, he wasn't happy that his parents thought it would be more beneficial to send him away. He wasn't happy that he couldn't figure out who he was. He thought he knew who he was until he was face with another face that looked like his, nearly talked like him, did the same things almost that he did. The only difference was the boy was a walking sexuality for every gender and Jeff couldn't think of females in that way other than good friends. He felt lost, alone, drifting. 

Another long chug of the rum let the thoughts numb in his mind, let his mind become numb to the running the spinning thoughts of everything that have happened this week thus far. Jeff didn't want to be alone he didn't want to suffer anymore, but pulling himself out of this slide downwards would be hard. He had picked an audition piece for the Warbles, but wanting to audition had been procrastinated on because he just didn't think he had what it took or else he didn't think he was ready. The other thoughts were that he didn't want to suffer at the hand of Clarington who he'd seen with the other warblers in passing of the room where they practiced. 

Jeff picked up the bottle that was before him and took another long drink and thought about Jordan, he was good looking, well Jeff knew he himself was hot. He just wasn't prepared for seeing himself duplicated because he could now see his back end and he had to admit he did have quite the ass and hips and maybe that girl was right and he did have whore hips, he didn't care at this point. living on nearly no sleep, 1/2 bottle of malibu and candy he was ready to just let life take him on a ride. Closing his eyes he wished he had a different life one that wasn't so complicated. One with parents that loved and worshiped the ground he walked on and telling him how special he was for being who he was. He'd never get that though, no his parents tossed him into a system of dorms and being with other boys and girls. 

Jeff drank more of the Malibu and looked at the people who rushed past and he'd hope that Jordan would join him, or Nicholas would join him or someone else. He felt alone, sure he talked to people and he knew he was liked, but there's a point to being liked and tolerated and they were all boarder lined on tolerated in his mind. He didn't mind it it was that way at the other schools too. He reached for a snickers and unwrapped it as he reached for the Malibu in the other hand chugging a gulp and setting the bottle back down to take a bite of the snickers and watched the world seem to speed up slow down and flux. He was always living on rare amounts of sleep and he couldn't think of anything better to do. 

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Artist - David Wright mp3

Album - Between Realities mp3

Year - 1998

Genre- Chill Out: New Age

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Eastern Innersense

Between Realities

Strange Liaisons

Over The Edge

Taiga

Illusions

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