#beth's secrets

me watching shadowhunters: oh i bet that's sebastian. me, as an intellectual: if that is sebastian this means that the story is moving further away and further away from clare's canon which will only be helping to piss her off further. this is a victory.

me, who has only read like one shakespeare play after listening to ‘something rotten’ “damn shakespeare is the best”

wonder how much shorter Eva's hair will be by the fourth series

why is she so sad when she has a sword?

i find it so funny that i just got an advert for tiktok on tumblr. like ma’am pls no. i am trying to run away.

how wild at a size 14 I have the most comfortable experience with my body, not the body positivity I aimed for for like the past five years when I was a 10-12, nor the disgust I felt when I was a 8-10 for being too fat (lol), just this pure lush sense of neutrality, maybe it’s cause I’m like the fittest/healthiest I’ve been too, and so see my body as being a thing that does and not just a thing to look at

depressed and a mess, back to the tumblr nest *insert peace finger emoji here*