I hate and need him so much !!
summary: you and beomgyu are the top students in your university’s music program—but that’s the only thing you have in common. constantly clashing over leadership and vision, your rivalry is infamous across campus. but when a heated late-night argument over your final project spirals out of control, you both cross a line neither of you can walk back from. tension turns to obsession, and hate becomes the hottest kind of desire...
pairing: enemy!beomgyu x fem!reader
genre: enemies with benefits, smut, angst, college au, slow burn, toxic dynamics, musical rivalry.
warnings: explicit sexual content, strong language, toxic dynamics, public tension, dominance & submission themes, rough sex, mentions of physical aggression (non-violent), mutual degradation, possessiveness, slight exhibitionism, slight humiliation, dirty talk, praise kin, overstimulation, begging.[18+ ONLY MDI]
wc: 5,94k
notes: my tiktok is flooded with beomgyu videos + beomgyu in those photos... I'm thinking... 🫦💦
you’ve never met someone as fucking insufferable as choi beomgyu.
you’re top of your class in music theory and composition. sharp mind, sharper tongue, perfectionist to the bone. and unfortunately, so is he. same major, same year, same goddamn classes—and ever since first year, you’ve been stuck in this sick, twisted competition that neither of you ever agreed to, but neither of you can let go of either.
he’s loud. smug. sarcastic. every time he opens his mouth, it’s like he’s begging you to punch him. he thinks he’s the most brilliant mind to grace the university halls and you? you’re just a stubborn little brat who got lucky with a few good scores.
you, on the other hand, think he’s a cocky little shit with too much talent and zero humility. a show-off. a provocateur. someone who gets under your skin just for the thrill of it.
and worse, he knows it.
“i don’t know how the fuck you got the leader position,” he says, arms crossed over his chest as he leans back against the piano like he owns the place. “but if you keep running this project like this, we’re all going to look like idiots.”
you’re standing near the whiteboard, marker still in your hand from the rehearsal plan you were setting up. you were already exhausted—it’s late, your head’s pounding, and everyone else already left the music room because they knew this was coming.
you and beomgyu. again.
“then don’t be part of it,” you snap, glaring at him over your shoulder. “no one’s forcing you to stay.”
“you’re unbelievable,” he scoffs, pushing himself off the piano and walking closer. “you act like you know everything. like your way is the only way. but guess what? newsflash—this isn’t high school anymore, princess. not everyone’s going to kiss your ass.”
“fuck you,” you hiss, dropping the marker and turning to face him fully now.
“oh, that’s rich.” he laughs—short, bitter, mocking. “you can’t handle being challenged, huh? the second someone calls you out, you throw a fit.”
“you’re not ‘challenging’ me, you’re being a fucking asshole,” you step closer too now, chests nearly touching. “you think just because you play guitar and write edgy lyrics, you’re some kind of genius?”
his jaw clenches. “i am a fucking genius. unlike you, i don’t treat people like shit to feel superior.”
“no, you just think you’re better than everyone and talk like you’re god’s gift to music.”
“keep pushing me, sweetheart,” he growls, eyes narrowing. “see what happens.”
and maybe it’s the hour. or the pent-up rage. or how his breath is hot against your lips now, because neither of you moved away.
maybe it’s the way your heart’s been racing around him since the first semester, and you’ve been too fucking proud to admit it.
but when he grabs your wrist, pulling you flush against him, and your mouths crash together in something that’s not a kiss, not yet—more like a war—you don’t stop it.
you kiss him like you’re trying to shut him up. he kisses you like he’s trying to make you forget your name.
it’s teeth. it’s tongue. it’s bruises forming before either of you even start taking clothes off. his hands are gripping your waist like he’s waited years for this, and your fingers are tangled in his hair, pulling hard, like you want to hurt him and fuck him at the same time.
you gasp when his lips leave yours, only to trail down your neck, biting hard enough to make you whimper. your back hits the wall behind you with a dull thud, and you’re too far gone to care if anyone hears.
“still think you’re in control?” he mutters against your skin, voice low, mocking, laced with heat.
“fuck you,” you spit, breathless.
he grins. that goddamn grin.
“yeah?” he grabs your chin, tilting your face so you have to look at him. “then why are you fucking shaking for me, bitch?”
you slap him.
not hard enough to hurt. just enough to sting.
his smirk drops for a second—and then he laughs, low and wild, before grabbing your wrists and slamming them above your head.
“god, you’re such a brat,” he growls. “always running your mouth, always trying to act like you’re better than me. but here you are, letting me pin you like a fucking slut.”
“go to hell,” you snap, squirming against him.
he leans in, presses his mouth to your ear. “after i’m done with you.”
he kisses you again—hard, possessive, angry. his hand slides under your shirt, up your ribs, dragging slow just to hear you breathe harder.
“take this shit off,” he says against your lips, tugging at your shirt, and you don’t hesitate.
the air is cold, but his hands are hotter than sin. they roam, greedy, rough, like he wants to memorize every inch of you just so he can ruin it.
“beomgyu—” his name escapes your mouth in a shaky moan when he sucks a bruise right beneath your collarbone.
“what, bitch?” he mutters, pulling your bra down like it’s in his way. “you like that? you like when i touch you like this?”
you don’t answer. your pride won’t let you.
so he smirks, teeth flashing. “still pretending you hate me?”
you glare. “i do.”
he chuckles darkly. “then hate me with your legs around my waist.”
and you do. you hook your legs around him as he lifts you off the floor, grinding into you, cock already hard through his jeans and pressed right against where you need him most.
“fuck,” you whisper, head falling back.
“yeah,” he breathes, mouth trailing down to your chest. “that’s what i thought.”
his fingers find the waistband of your pants, tugging them down with a sort of impatient frustration that makes your whole body ache. he kisses down your stomach as he does it, slow only to torment you.
“been dreaming about this,” he mutters. “ruining that smart little mouth of yours. showing you who really runs this fucking class.”
“keep talking,” you pant, “and i’ll bite your tongue off.”
he laughs again—low, dangerous.
“you’re such a bitch,” he says. “and you’re gonna let me fuck you anyway.”
and you do.
you don’t know how you ended up half-naked on the piano bench, legs spread, his mouth buried between your thighs like he’s starving.
maybe it was the way you clawed at his shirt like you wanted to rip his skin off. maybe it was how he shoved you down with a growl, like he couldn’t stand another second without tasting you.
either way, you’re too far gone to give a fuck.
“fuck—beomgyu—” you choke out, fingers tangling in his messy hair.
he groans into your cunt, licking you slow just to hear you whimper, then fast just to fuck with you. his hands are bruising your thighs, holding you still like he’s scared you’ll run.
“you’re loud now,” he says, voice muffled against your skin, “but in class you act so fucking high and mighty.”
“shut up—” your voice cracks when he flicks his tongue over your clit, again, again, again.
“no,” he growls, looking up at you with spit and you all over his mouth. “you don’t get to shut me up. not when you’re moaning like a little toy.”
you reach down, grabbing his jaw, pulling him up to kiss him hard—tasting yourself on his tongue, nails dragging down his back.
“you’re fucking disgusting,” you whisper against his lips.
he bites your bottom lip, just enough to make you gasp. “and you love it.”
you do.
you hate him. but you want him so bad it’s making your head spin.
when he finally unzips his jeans and pulls his cock out, thick and flushed and leaking, your mouth goes dry.
“don’t stare like you’re impressed,” he teases, pumping himself once. “you act like you’re not dying for this.”
you glare, then smirk. “i’ve had better.”
“is that so?”
he grabs your hips, pulls you to the edge of the bench, and slams into you without warning.
your whole body arches.
“fuck—!” you cry out, nails digging into his arms.
he doesn’t give you a second to adjust. doesn’t slow down. he fucks you like he’s punishing you for every word you’ve ever thrown at him, every smug look you’ve ever given.
“better than this?” he grits out, snapping his hips harder. “you’re dripping, you fucking liar.”
“shut up—”
“nah. say it. say who’s fucking you this good.”
“go to hell,” you growl, grabbing the back of his neck, dragging his mouth to yours.
he kisses you like he wants to bruise your soul. you kiss him like you want to rip his heart out.
“fuck, you feel good,” he groans against your mouth. “tight little cunt acting like she doesn’t need me.”
you moan. you hate that he’s right. that your body’s betraying you, clenching around him, begging for more.
“fucking bastard,” you hiss, throwing your head back when he hits that spot deep inside you.
“say it again,” he pants, pounding into you. “call me every name you want, i know you’re close.”
“pathetic, arrogant, loud-mouthed little shit—” you gasp, legs shaking.
“that’s right,” he growls. “cum for me, fucking hate me while you do it.”
you do.
you fall apart under him, clenching around him so tight he swears and grabs your waist like he’s losing control.
and a second later, he’s cumming too—deep inside you, jaw clenched, eyes shut, letting out a low, broken groan of your name like it physically hurts.
the room’s silent except for the sound of your heavy breathing.
he collapses against you, forehead resting on your shoulder.
you push him off.
“we’re not doing this again,” you mutter, standing up and adjusting your clothes.
he smirks, still breathless, watching you like he already knows better.
“we’ll see, sweetheart.”
he’s been staring at you like he wants to kill you since class started.
arms crossed, jaw clenched, foot tapping like a fucking metronome of rage.
you ignore him. or try to.
but when professor kim announces your proposal will lead the ensemble showcase, and not his—oh, the way his eyes meet yours. burning. hateful. hungry.
you smirk, just to piss him off.
after class, you don’t even make it out the door.
“come with me,” he snaps, grabbing your wrist, dragging you through the empty hallway before you can protest.
“fuck off, beomgyu—”
he pushes open an empty rehearsal room and shoves you inside.
you spin on him. “what the fuck is your problem?!”
“you are,” he growls, slamming the door shut. “fucking show-off. always need to win, huh?”
you scoff. “maybe if your idea hadn’t been shit—”
he grabs your face and kisses you so hard your back hits the wall, again.
and you let him.
because you’re both too far gone now.
you kiss him back, biting his lip, tugging his hair like you’re trying to hurt him—like you want him to hurt you back.
his hands are everywhere. under your shirt, gripping your waist, yanking down your pants without a word.
“so fucking full of yourself,” he mutters, yanking your underwear down roughly. “bet you soaked your panties the second you saw me lose.”
you slap him again.
he just grins. “hit me harder if you want, baby. i know you like it rough.”
you grab his belt, undoing it fast. “shut up and fuck me.”
“say please.”
“fuck you.”
he shoves you against the wall, lifts your leg, and thrusts in—raw, fast, brutal.
you cry out, hands slamming against the wall for support.
“god—fuck—beomgyu—”
“that’s right,” he pants, pounding into you like he wants to erase your fucking mind. “say my name. say it like you mean it.”
your moans echo through the empty room. it’s reckless. loud. stupid.
anyone could walk in.
and maybe that’s why it feels so good.
“you look so pretty when you lose control,” he growls, biting your neck. “not so smug now, huh?”
you clench around him, mouth open in a silent moan.
he hisses. “you’re close.”
“no—shut up—i’m not—”
“liar,” he snarls, fucking you deeper. “you’re so wet i can feel you shaking.”
“piece of shit—”
“say it again.”
“fuck you—”
“you are.”
he grabs your face again, kisses you hard, and you break—cumming around him with a cry you can’t hold back.
he follows seconds later, groaning against your mouth, cock twitching inside you as he spills himself deep.
you both freeze.
silence.
then—footsteps outside the door.
your eyes widen.
he smirks.
“we should do this more often.”
he’s pacing in the classroom like a storm trapped in four walls. jacket thrown on the floor, hair a mess, frustration radiating off of him.
“i just don’t get how you always win,” he spits, glaring at the floor.
you raise an eyebrow, calm, bored. “because i’m better.”
he whips around. “fuck you.”
you smile. “you’d love that, wouldn’t you?”
his breath catches. just for a second. and you see it.
that crack in his anger. the want under all that pride.
you stand, walking slowly to him.
“what’s wrong, gyu?” you murmur, dragging a finger up his chest. “you mad because you lost again? or because you can't stop thinking about how good i made you feel last time?”
his jaw tightens. his eyes drop to your lips.
“i hate you,” he says, but his voice is already shaking.
you hum. “lie better.”
and then your hand slips between his legs, cupping him over his jeans—slow. gentle. cruel.
he gasps. you feel how hard he is already.
“fuck—don’t—” he tries to step back.
you press your body into his, pinning him to the wall.
“don’t what?” you whisper against his ear. “don’t touch you? don’t make you beg?”
he whimpers.
actual whimpers.
“please…”
you grin.
“look at you,” you whisper. “so hard just from me teasing you. you want me that bad?”
he nods, red-faced, biting his lip.
“use your words, baby.”
“please,” he whispers, breathless, “please touch me. i need it. i need you.”
you pull back slightly, watching him.
he drops to his knees.
and that’s when your power hits him full force.
beomgyu, the cocky bastard, the arrogant top of your class, on the floor, looking up at you like you’re his fucking god.
“say it again.”
“please…” he swallows hard, pupils blown wide. “i need you to touch me. to use me. i’ll do anything. just—just don’t stop.”
you sit down on the chair, legs spread.
“come here.”
he crawls between your legs without hesitation.
you grab his jaw. “good boy.”
his breath stutters.
“can i… can i taste you?” he asks, voice so low and wrecked you barely hear it.
you smirk. “you can try.”
after he buried his face between your thighs, you had to muffle your moans with your hand, desperate not to cry out. but it was pointless—the university was already empty, and anyone left wouldn’t dare come near that classroom with the way the air practically sizzled around you.
you should’ve left right then, should’ve played it safe. but the heat between you was too much, too consuming. so instead, you stumbled out together, breathless and shaking, and made it back to your apartment—ready to finish what you never should’ve started in public.
“you’re so pretty when you cry,” you murmur, dragging your fingers down his chest.
he’s panting, cheeks flushed, wrists tied to the bedpost with your silk scarf. thighs trembling. body covered in marks from your mouth.
his cock is red, leaking, twitching.
“please,” he chokes out, voice wrecked. “i-i can’t—please let me come—”
you tilt your head. “already?”
you’ve edged him three times now. never letting him finish. always pulling away just when his moans start turning desperate.
“you really are weak, aren’t you?” you coo, wrapping your fingers around him again, slowly, cruelly.
his head falls back with a loud whimper. “fuck—yes, i am, i am—just for you—”
“look at you,” you murmur, stroking him torturously slow. “the same guy who told me he hated me. now you’re begging like a good little slut.”
his whole body jolts.
you lean closer, lips brushing his ear. “you like it when i talk to you like that?”
he nods frantically, eyes glossy. “yes—yes, please—more—”
you tighten your grip, pace quickening.
“you like being mine?”
“yes—yes, i’m yours—only yours—please don’t stop—”
“you’re not gonna come yet,” you whisper. “not until i say so.”
he sobs, hips jerking, trying to chase the friction. “please—please, i’ll do anything—i’ll be so good—just let me—”
you straddle him.
his eyes widen.
you don’t even have to say anything—he’s already moaning.
“you wanna come inside me, baby?” you whisper, dragging your folds over his aching tip, not letting him in.
he’s shaking. “please, please, i need to, i need to—i’ll be good—fuck—i’ll make you feel so good, i swear—just let me—let me—”
you slide down onto him all at once.
his scream is broken. his whole body arches.
“thank you—fuck, thank you—” he babbles, clutching the headboard with white knuckles.
“you’re so deep,” you moan, starting to ride him, slow and heavy. “you feel so good when you shut up and take it.”
he’s sobbing now. overwhelmed. blissed out.
“gonna fill me up?” you whisper, kissing his jaw. “gonna come like the good little boy you are?”
he nods, barely able to speak. “yes—yes, please—please—can i—please—”
“do it,” you growl in his ear.
he breaks.
he cries out your name, cumming so hard it makes his entire body shake, eyes rolling back as he trembles under you. it doesn’t stop—he keeps twitching, breathless, whimpering, completely ruined.
you don’t stop moving.
his eyes widen in panic.
“w-wait—too much—i can’t—”
you just smirk.
“you said you’d do anything, baby. don’t disappoint me now.”
you barely step inside the third-floor bathroom before you feel it.
the shift.
he’s already there, waiting — back against the wall, eyes on you like he’s been planning something. calculating. hungry.
but this time… he doesn’t look shy.
he doesn’t look desperate.
he looks like a fucking storm.
you close the door slowly, a smirk playing on your lips. “someone’s eager.”
he doesn’t answer.
he just pushes himself off the wall, takes three steps forward, and corners you against the door. his body flush against yours.
his voice is low, dark.
“you think you’re in control, don’t you?”
you blink, caught off guard.
“you think you can tease me in front of everyone, make me sit pretty and beg for you like a fucking toy,” he growls, gripping your chin, tilting your head up. “but you forget something, babe.”
his breath is hot against your ear.
“you want this just as bad as i do. and you’re not as untouchable as you act.”
you scoff, but it dies in your throat when he grabs your wrists and pins them above your head with one hand, the other sliding down your waist and under your skirt like he owns every inch of you.
“gonna prove it,” he murmurs, kissing your jaw, then biting down harder than he should. “gonna fuck the brat out of you.”
“you’re dreaming if you think—”
“shut up,” he snaps, shoving his knee between your legs, forcing them open. “you had your turn. now it’s mine.”
your breath catches when he drops to his knees, yanks your underwear down and presses his mouth right where you need him. no warning. no build-up. just pure, messy heat.
you whimper, trying to squirm, but his grip on your thighs is brutal. “stay fucking still.”
he eats you like he’s starving.
like this is punishment.
like he wants to ruin you.
and he does — slowly. with groans that vibrate against your core. with tongue strokes that make your knees buckle. with lips that suck until you're gasping, trembling, begging—
“beomgyu, i’m gonna—”
he stops.
just like that.
you cry out in frustration, but he stands and shoves two fingers in your mouth, making you taste yourself.
“you don’t get to cum yet,” he smirks. “not until you say it.”
you glare at him, trying to keep whatever pride you have left. he leans in, lips brushing yours.
“say you need me.”
you don’t.
you won’t—
he grabs your hips and slams into you so hard you choke on your breath.
you almost scream, biting your hand to stay quiet as he fucks into you like he’s trying to destroy you. like he wants you sore. shaking. marked.
“say it,” he demands again, slamming deeper. “say you fucking need me.”
“fuck—i need you,” you gasp, losing it. “i fucking need you, okay?”
he smiles, dark and satisfied.
“good girl.”
and he keeps going.
you swear you black out a little when you finally cum, legs wrapped around him, walls clenching so tight he nearly loses control. but he doesn’t. he keeps going, overstimulating you until you're crying into his shoulder.
when he’s done, he pulls out, breathing hard, eyes glazed.
you’re a mess — flushed, dripping, lips bruised, hair wild.
he zips up, fixes his shirt, then grabs your jaw again.
“next time you wanna play boss,” he whispers, “remember who actually makes you fall apart.”
and then he’s gone — just like that.
leaving you shaking against the door, breathless, ruined.
it’s late. everyone’s gone, except for you and beomgyu. you both stay back to finish up the final arrangements for the project. the studio is dim, the only light coming from the desk lamps and the soft glow of the instruments scattered around the room. a low hum of the sound system mixes with the quiet shuffle of papers as you go over the details. you’re too focused, too determined to let anything distract you. not even him.
but he’s watching you.
you feel it before you see him. his eyes on you, the way his gaze lingers too long, too intense. he’s not the quiet, obedient beomgyu you’re used to. no, tonight, there’s a shift in the air, something darker, something that makes your heartbeat quicken.
you look up at him. he’s standing near the piano, leaning against it with his arms crossed, his usual casual look replaced by a more dangerous edge. his jaw is clenched, his eyes narrowed in that way that makes your pulse race. his voice is rough when he finally speaks, cutting through the silence.
“you’ve been ignoring me all night,” he says, the words low and biting. “like i don’t fucking matter.”
you raise an eyebrow, setting your pen down slowly. “i’m busy,” you say, voice steady, though there’s a hint of something else in it. something that shows you know exactly where this is headed.
“busy?” his lips curl into a sneer as he pushes off the piano, taking a slow step toward you. “you were too busy when i was begging for your attention. and now… now you’re too busy to notice how badly i want you.”
the words hit you like a shockwave, and your breath catches. but you stand your ground. “and what do you want from me, beomgyu? you really think you can just—”
“shut up,” he growls, closing the distance between you in an instant. his hands grip your hips, pushing you back against the desk. the suddenness of it has you gasping, your breath hitching in your throat. “i’ve had enough of you acting like you’re in control. you’re not. not tonight.”
his hands slide up your waist, pinning you against the desk, and the heat between you is undeniable. you try to fight it, but you know—you know—you’re not going anywhere. he’s stronger. he’s in charge now.
he lifts you effortlessly, his fingers digging into your thighs as he spins you around, his lips brushing your ear as he presses his body against yours. “this project’s been a fucking joke, but i’m about to show you who’s really leading this.”
you shiver at the feel of his hot breath on your skin. you try to push back, but he’s already got you where he wants you. his hands roam over you like he’s starved, hungry for every inch of your body.
before you can react, his lips crash onto yours. the kiss is aggressive, desperate. his tongue pushes into your mouth with no warning, like he’s claiming you, taking you without hesitation. you moan into it, your own hands finding purchase on his shirt, tugging him closer.
he breaks the kiss with a growl, his lips trailing down your neck, nipping at your skin as his hands begin to strip you down. he’s rough, unrelenting, as if he’s been holding back for too long. and now, now he wants to punish you for making him wait.
“tell me,” he whispers, his fingers tugging at your shirt. “tell me you want me. say it, and i’ll give it to you. all of it.”
you swallow, trying to keep your composure. you’re not going to give him the satisfaction that easily. but beomgyu’s hands are everywhere—on your chest, your waist, pulling you closer until you can feel the hardness of him pressing against your stomach. you can’t deny it. you want him. god, you want him so badly. but you won’t admit it that easily.
“fuck you,” you spit out, pushing at his chest, though your body betrays you, grinding against him involuntarily.
beomgyu smirks, completely unphased. his eyes darken, and he leans in, his lips brushing against your ear again. “you will, bitch. you’re going to beg for it.”
suddenly, he spins you back around, shoving you against the desk once more. he’s fast, too fast for you to react, and before you can even think, he’s pulling your skirt up, exposing you. his fingers are already there, teasing, stroking over your sensitive skin with slow precision.
“tell me you want it,” he murmurs, voice thick with lust. “say it.”
you close your eyes, breathing hard, your hands gripping the edge of the desk as you feel him push against you. his movements are slow, torturous, his teasing driving you crazy.
“please…” you mutter, barely audible, but he hears it. that’s all he needs.
“good girl,” he says, his voice dark with satisfaction. “you don’t get to hold back anymore. not when i’m in control.”
then, he’s inside you. deep. hard. he doesn’t give you time to adjust, doesn’t give you time to breathe. the desk rattles under the force of his thrusts, your body rocking with each movement. his hands grip your hips, slamming into you with ruthless precision, fucking you like he owns you.
you cry out, your fingers digging into the desk, but he doesn’t care. he just keeps going, taking what he wants. you’re powerless against him, lost in the rhythm of his hips, the relentless pace he’s setting.
“tell me you need me,” he demands, his breath hot against your neck as he fucks you harder. “say it. now.”
“fuck,” you gasp, unable to stop the words that spill from your lips. “i need you, beomgyu. i fucking need you.”
his grin is wicked, satisfied. “good. now you’re mine.”
and he pushes you to the edge, pushing harder, faster, until you come undone. your body shakes with the force of your orgasm, your fingers gripping the desk so hard you’re sure it’ll leave marks. and even when you think you can’t take anymore, he doesn’t stop. he keeps going, fucking you through it, until you’re begging for mercy.
your legs are shaking, but he doesn’t stop.
beomgyu grabs your arm, spinning you around again, his lips dragging down your neck, your collarbone, teeth grazing just enough to make you gasp. “did you think i was done with you?” he mutters, voice dripping with dark amusement. “we’re just getting started, baby.”
he lifts you like you weigh nothing and carries you to the worn leather couch in the corner of the studio. he drops you onto it and spreads your legs without hesitation. you don’t even have time to catch your breath before he drops to his knees and buries his face between your thighs.
“oh fuck—beomgyu—” your voice cracks as his tongue licks a long, slow stripe up your core.
his hands grip your thighs tightly, pinning you open as he devours you like he’s starving. he sucks, licks, flicks his tongue in maddening circles, then flattens it against your clit until your hips buck off the couch.
“taste so fucking good,” he growls, voice muffled against your wetness. “you gonna cum on my mouth, baby?”
you whimper, fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer. “shit, yes—fuck—don’t stop—”
but he does stop. the bastard smirks up at you, lips wet, eyes burning. “nah. not yet. i want you ruined when i’m done.”
before you can curse him out, he’s pulling you up, flipping you over. your knees sink into the couch as he grabs your waist, angling your ass up. you barely manage to breathe before he’s slamming back into you from behind.
“fuck!” you cry out, your voice echoing off the walls. the angle is brutal, perfect. you’re melting, unraveling around him, every thrust punching the air out of your lungs.
“you hear that?” he pants, fucking you hard and fast. “that’s the sound of your pussy getting absolutely wrecked.”
you can barely answer, but your body responds—arching into him, pushing back, greedy for more. he grabs your hair, yanking your head back so he can whisper in your ear.
“you love this, don’t you? getting fucked like a little slut. look at you—can’t even talk, just taking my cock like you were made for it.”
you moan, dizzy from the filth spilling out of his mouth and the relentless way he’s driving into you.
then he flips you again, pulling you on top of him as he falls back onto the couch. “ride me,” he commands, hands gripping your ass. “show me how much you fucking want it.”
you don’t hesitate. you sink down onto him, both of you groaning at the contact. your hands grip his shoulders as you start to move—slow at first, then faster, grinding down as he thrusts up to meet you. the friction, the heat—it’s too much. you're bouncing on him like your life depends on it, tits bouncing, eyes locked on his as you both fall apart.
“fucking ride me, just like that. shit—look at you,” he groans, his head falling back, his fingers bruising your hips. “so fucking tight, fuck—gonna cum if you keep that up.”
you’re right there with him. you’re shaking, sweating, losing control. your climax builds like a tidal wave, and he knows. He feels it.
“you gonna cum, baby? gonna cream all over my cock like a good little slut?”
“fuck yes—yes—beomgyu—!” you scream as your orgasm crashes over you, your whole body convulsing as pleasure rips through you.
he follows right after, grabbing your hips, slamming you down onto him one last time as he spills inside you with a raw, guttural moan. you collapse on top of him, both of you panting, sweaty, ruined.
the studio is silent again, except for the ticking of the clock on the wall and the lazy hum of the soundboard. you’re both still half-naked on the couch, skin slick with sweat, catching your breath. beomgyu’s chest rises and falls beneath you, his fingers lazily tracing shapes on your bare back.
“you look fucked out,” he murmurs, smirking against your temple.
you hum, eyes closed. “that’s because you fucked me out.”
there’s a beat of silence. and then he chuckles—low, dark, dangerous. “not yet...”
before you can respond, he’s flipping you over again, pinning your wrists above your head with one hand, his body hovering over yours.
“beomgyu, what the fuck—” you start, but he cuts you off with a kiss so filthy, so consuming, it leaves you gasping.
his voice is gravel when he pulls back. “you think i’m done with you? you really think that was enough?” his knee parts your thighs again, sliding between them, pressing right where you're still throbbing. “you’re dripping for me, baby. don’t even try to lie.”
you arch into him involuntarily, and he grins like he owns you. “god, you’re fucking desperate. like a little cum-drunk slut.”
he lets go of your wrists and slides down your body, dragging his tongue along your stomach, your hipbone, your inner thigh—until he's right where you need him again. he spreads you open and stares, admiring the mess he made of you.
“fuck, look at you,” he growls. “so wrecked. so perfect.”
then his mouth is on you again. this time, it’s not teasing. it’s relentless. his tongue fucks into you, circles your clit, sucks until you're writhing, crying out, begging.
“please—please, fuck—”
but he doesn’t stop there.
he stands, wiping his mouth, then grabs you by the waist and drags you to the edge of the couch. “on your knees,” he orders, voice rough. “hands on the floor. ass up.”
you obey without thinking—your body knows what it wants now. you feel his hand grip your ass, spreading you wide, and then the thick head of his cock pressing back inside you.
he grabs your jaw suddenly, fingers sliding between your lips, forcing them open. “open up,” he growls, his voice low and demanding. you moan around his fingers as he shoves them deep into your mouth, pressing them down on your tongue. “suck,” he commands, and you do—eyes fluttering shut, lips wrapped around his fingers like it’s instinct.
“that’s it, baby. just like that,” he murmurs, pulling them out slick and glistening, only to trail them down your body—between your thighs—before lining himself up again. “now i’m gonna fuck you nice and deep, just how you like it. don’t fucking run.”
he bottoms out in one thrust.
you scream.
“yeah, that’s right,” he pants, thrusting deep and hard. “let them fucking hear you. let everyone know how good I fuck this tight little pussy.”
the position hits everything. his hand wraps around your throat from behind, pulling your body up as he fucks you like an animal. it’s filthy, raw, and fucking perfect.
“say it,” he demands. “say you’re mine.”
“i’m yours,” you gasp, tears pricking your eyes from the intensity. “i’m fucking yours, beomgyu.”
he growls, slamming into you harder, faster, the sound of skin against skin echoing in the studio. “damn right you are.”
and then he flips you over one more time—flat on your back this time, legs over his shoulders as he pounds into you, eyes locked on yours like he wants to watch every second of you coming apart again.
“you’re gonna cum for me again, baby,” he says between ragged breaths. “you’re gonna soak my cock, and then i’m gonna fill you up again. you want that?”
“fuck, yes—please—do it—”
that’s all it takes. your orgasm hits like a damn freight train, your whole body seizing up as he keeps thrusting, watching you shatter beneath him.
and when you cum, crying his name, he loses it.
he buries himself deep, groaning as he spills inside you again, hips twitching, body shaking. and then he collapses on top of you, both of you gasping for air, completely, utterly wrecked.
you lie there in silence, your body trembling from overstimulation, your mind fuzzy with pleasure.
“you’re not leaving this studio tonight.”
after a long moment, he strokes your back lazily and mutters, “next time you ignore me, i’ll fuck you right on top of the damn mixing board.”
you laugh breathlessly, still trembling. “i dare you.”
“oh, you will, sweetheart,” he smirks, voice low and dangerous. “you fucking will.”
“we’re not leaving this studio tonight.”

















