Cupid Parasite & Upcoming Games
I’ve been wanting to make this post a few weeks ago but better later than never I guess.
As you can see I haven’t been able to make Walkthroughs for Cupid Parasite (yet) and I generally wanted to talk about me making Walkthroughs.
Basically the thing is that it’s pretty much become impossible for me to keep up with people that get review copies of games and things like that. CupiPara even went for the EU separate release date which makes things even worse for me in terms of when I can get my hands on games.
This might be solved by trying to get review copies as well which I may actually be able to do. I’m really not trying to blow my own horn but I do think the blog is renowned enough to potentially pull that off.
However, I am against the idea of entering such a relationship with the localization companies. People always say their opinion etc. do not get swayed due to getting a free copy but let’s be real: if you want to have a continous relationship then obviously you’ll be more likely to turn a blind eye to certain things and sugarcoat others.
I’m not sure how to explain this, but I also kind of feel like I’d be losing some of my freedom. You know, I’m not someone who’s constantly or unnecessarily talking smack about localizations/the companies and generally try to be positive/supportive. But, when the occasion arises, I do like to join on having a bit of fun and making memes when funny stuff happens. And I also want to speak my mind freely without anything holding me back.
Which brings us to the current situation. I am in no position to keep up with a lot of the other content creators. I do try my best to be quick because I know that a lot of people enjoy by guides, some even actually waiting for me to upload. But I can’t help feeling some pressure from the “competition”. And I do understand using the Walkthroughs that pop up first, really. If I were using Walkthroughs I’d choose the ones available upon launch as well.
So I am kind of stuck between a lot of different thoughts. I’ve always uploaded my Walkthroughs because I enjoy making them. I don’t want money, I don’t want fame or anything of the like. For me Walkthroughs are kind of a roundabout way of sharing my interest of Otome games which I can’t share with anyone in real life. There’s also the matter of this blog being precious to me. But especially as real life gets more intense and this feeling of being unable to keep up with other creators becomes more prominent I can’t help but wonder if there is still a place for me (making Walkthroughs) in the Otome community.
To be honest I haven’t really come up with an answer for that question yet. This post also got a lot more emotional than I originally wanted it to be, but as I started talking about the situation I guess that feelings I have been carrying with me for the past few months came to light. I guess for now I’ll try uploading the Cupid Parasite Walkthroughs at my own pace and see how that feels.
And I’d also like to thank all of you for being here, supporting me silently or by sending sweet messages.