#bemtotto

What happens when all but one snaps in unison?

I know that I’m awesome, sweetheart <3

Not that well, to be honest. That’s the reason I’ve been kind of on hiatus partly.

I have still problems with my current job search and my father (even tho he seems to be less of a burden for the moment). I don’t feel too well either, a bit of health issues connected to my eating and sleeping habits. (Insomnia sucks ballz). This leads to my depression getting worse and anxiety comes it and slaps me at times. I have so many stupid worries...

Also my mom’s health does worry me a lot. She’s like the only person on earth I could ALWAYS rely on. I don’t want her to be worse than she already is. She deserves more happiness than anybody else including me. And that’s why I am taking care of her and trying to find a good job soon, so I can move out and make sure we’re both happy and healthy.

Apart from that... I had some lack of confidence in my stuff for a bit and no motivation to work much on it. (Time was also an issue, since I do work on a minijob atm, but they gave me more hours to work)I am working a bit more active on commissions, because I can really make good use of the earned money. If I make people happy with my work, it’s just double-jackpot. (Also chrismas time. I want to make some people happy and say thank you to them for their support and love)

Since things are slowly settling down and getting a bit better, I started to work on the Blue’s Heat comic and the continuation of Dawn (preparing pages etc).

Sorry for not being all that much there. It’d be a shame to lose you guys just because I lack power and motivation to keep working straigt at stuff I usually enjoy.Creating stories will stay my passion, but I am rarely very, very active for longterm if I have issues in rl. That’s just life.

I’ve decided to publish this one in public especially for those anons who kept asking if I would make more comics of my bros. Yes, I will. Especially, if my future doesn’t look like a black abyss anymore.

Just have some patience with me. And thanks for being with me, even tho I don’t always have the content you look for.

Ahh, what are you even saying >///<

Thank you so much for this ask Q///Q This made me very, very happy.

I’m just so happy you enjoy the little world I created with all its characters, flaws and weird plots. I really, really invest a lot of time into the worldbuilding and I enjoy it! It’s just hard to put everything on paper, it takes so much time...

Still, reading how much you enjoy it, makes me just incredibly proud and happy of my work!

Swapfell Dawn has so much more to show, but it will take srsly so much time to show it all. I hope I can keep you entertaiend and interested. As long as I receive enough feedback and love, I’ll keep on working on it as much as I can!

There will be many more characters with great roles, but all you need it patience.

Atm I am pausing these main comics, because I do not feel well and have trouble again... (that’s the explanation for the break in general. I am way slower than usual, because I have things to worry about)But please do not worry! I’m healthy and fine, just anxiety and worries eat up my creative power heavily.

Thanks to asks like this I feel really, really happy once in a while. It shows my my work is not in vain and that’s all I need to know.

@bemtotto 

He smiles.

“I miss both of them dearly..”

“I remember much of my time with them. I did not have as much with Father as I’d like to be honest...but