Down deep in this den of sin, lit by the sporadic glare of lilac and lime fire, bodies — unfettered and unsheathed — mingle and bend to the rhythm of the devil in one’s bones. Sweet, sweet music. The scent of cologne and sex. A nexus where the unnurtured come to feed the beast coiled inside them.
“Where’s Josh?” a man’s wife may ask.
He crept out beneath the fickle wink of the moon on high, under a void speckled with starry bodies. She calls Josh’s friend.
His friend doesn’t know either. No one knows.
And so Josh wandered barefoot under the night. To the beat of his heart. To the throb of his cock. To the seductive sighs that loitered in his head like vapor — weighty in his skull, made of particle-whispers breathing softly:
come to my place, party with us, throw yourself at us, live a little, Josh, relax and forget, have some fun.
And so Josh wandered. Through dirt paths. Between walls along a trash-strewn alley. Down a stone stairwell. Down into a basement that popped with the hum of color.
Yes — he was home. Under the kiss of a falling star who had been a god in those ancient days.
“Hey, daddy.”
A sultry tenor voice. A smooth hand tipped with nails painted gray-lavender. Beauty in the eyes beneath a slim, girlish face; hair glittering and cascading in that world half-wedged between airy darkness and the musk of the club.
“Glad you could come. Let’s not keep the wife waiting. Let’s get ’er done.”
A chuckle emanated from those sweet lips.
He could not quite grasp it.
He was dreaming, yet he was here. The smells so real. His sexual elation so, so real. The scent of flowers drifting from this boy who looked like a young girl beneath the neon.
He — she — whatever the truth was — clasped Josh’s hand firmly, smiling wide, and led him slipping into the crowd of thrashing, nude forms, to lose himself in that love, that excess, beneath the guardian star of Belphagor.