i remember getting drunk for the first time ever and suddenly i wasn’t anxious, no insecurities, full of confidence, wasn’t overstimulated or overwhelmed by the people or music, i could talk to people wo any worries, i could dance without feeling embarrassed. then i realized ppl be feeling that calm and normal daily without alcohol lmao. ive never felt more like a normal person when im drunk. im an anxious mess when im sober 😭










