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So I've been MIA for a while. Not that I'm particularly talking to anyone here, I may get one person scrolling on by but that's enough to make me want to write.

I've been pretty much MIA from life, feeling devoid of any motivation whatsoever and that has not changed. I realized, though, that if I don't take the first step (albeit it begrudging, lazy and filled with errors) I'm never going to get out of my new found status.

Ever heard the saying "Not all those who wander are lost"? Well I've been wondering a lot, and I've been really lost so I must be part of the other group of people Tolkien was talking about. Or maybe I should walk around more while wondering about life? Either way, shit is very real and I don't know where I am.

Trust me, it's easy being lost. Although I'm not enjoying the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it, I'm slowly getting used to it. I'm a woman, I can adapt. What's not easy is having to face what's causing the emotions and getting help. Why am I struggling? Where do I begin? More importantly will I begin?

Who knows? Who cares? Apparently a little part of me does. So here's to me trying to find my motivation again. Either by wandering or writing more. Either way, I need to be a little more forceful and hopefully things get on the up and up. So here's to looking for a new status. I hope.