The last few weeks I've fallen into a SAD, binging (one b/p), self neglect hole. BUT NO MORE! Decided that atm, the easiest way for me to stop binging is to not have to rely on solid food, so bulk bought meal replacement drinks. They are "clinically lactose free" but not vegan (a tiny amount of milk protein and vit D is probs an issue too), this and having so much plastic waste is against what I aim for in life :( But sometimes you have to be a bit selfish in life, I don't want to make myself miserable again! I had a magical bath last night and feel more connected to the world :) The next few days/weeks I will: pick up my meds cos I've ran out, attempt to make a Dr's appointment to ask for bridging hormounes, book a smear test, clean the flat, maybe decorate the flat, Christmas shopping and talk to all the people I've not replied to or cancelled plans with :) #edrecovery #ednosrecovery #bedrecovery #bingeeatingdisoder #bulimiarecovery #seasonalaffectivedisorder https://www.instagram.com/p/B52wiwCH4eo/?igshid=1209fea0a4xia