based on // @beatrayerโ
in the beginning, she SWORE itโd never happen again, claiming she couldnโt stand KNOWING she cheated. but that quickly changed. it started becoming their ROUTINE whenever she fought with her boyfriend & she began feeling herself excited to see the FORBIDDEN man. sheโd be LYING if she said she hadnโt started a fight on purpose, but truthfully, that was something the two men NEVER needed to know. while she could stand to lose the boyfriend, she wouldnโt be able to stand losing gilly. she quite literally LOVED him.ย
another fight exhausted her night, filling her home with SCREAMING & items SHATTERING against the wall. while she TRIED to remain calm, she couldnโt anymore, so she left. she grabbed her keys & sped out the driveway, driving for the ONE person whoโd make it all better. he wouldnโt shout at her for petty reasons, nor would he aim her favorite lamp for her head. but she knew this was WRONG. she knew sheโd eventually have to make a decision of what she wanted.ย
leaving her car in the drive, she slung her overnight bag over her shoulder, fingers NERVOUSLY gripping the strap. she was TERRIFIED of the day heโd send her away, when it all finally became TOO MUCH.ย
forcing herself to take a DEEP breath, she walked up to the door, knuckles knocking against the wood. it was LATE & he certainly had better things to deal with, but she couldnโt resist. she needed the COMFORT. she needed HIM.
