As we walk into the Inquisitory, I canât help but think of how many people have never walked out. Some of them are too weak or injured to stand; others are missing the necessary limbs entirely. Most of them just disappear.
Not for the first time, I feel a surge of bitter rage as I think about their fateâand not for the first time, I tamp those feelings down, keeping my face calm and impassive, refusing to let anything traitorous show. To my right, Rudy is putting up the same facade; I see him fight to suppress a nervous twitch as the outer gates slam behind us.
The Inquisitory is an imposing facility, all cement and tinted windows, resembling several bricks gathered together and stood on end. We cross a bare concrete courtyard and approach the building proper; at the entrance a guard checks our identification documents and leads us inside.
We donât go into the bowels of the building, instead ending up in one of the offices on the outer edge, where a large window overlooks the street below. âLieutenant Martus will be with you momentarily,â the guard tells us, and then disappears.
Itâs a moderately sized-space, with a few personal touchesâa childâs clay sculpture sitting on the corner of the desk, a new shoebox in the wastebasket. Rudy sits, drumming his fingers on the arm of the chair, while I go look out the window.
âI wonder why they asked us both here?â he says after a moment. We donât usually have much interaction professionally. He manages schedules, I manage resources, and thereâs a sizeable gap in rank.
The romantic relationship is, of course, common knowledge across the bureau, but so is our âshynessâ about it. Pretending that weâre trying to maintain some loversâ privacy provides convenient cover for nighttime excursions and secretive messages.
âI suppose weâll find out,â I say casually, tamping down my own trepidation. Itâs nothing to worry about. Iâve had meetings here before. Iâll have them again.
A moment later the door opens again, and Martus pokes his head into the room. Heâs a heavyset man in his thirties, in a black uniform andâsure enoughâbrand new shoes that have been shined to almost a mirror finish. âDirector Van Dam, so nice to see you. Iâm a little pressed for time todayâcould you possibly join me downstairs?â
I sigh inwardly. As usual, the police think their time is so much more valuable than anybody elseâs. But Iâm supposed to keep the working relationship in good order, and so I smile tightly and head for the door. âOf course, Lieutenant. Glad to see you again.â
âYou too,â he says, holding the door for Rudy and I to file out of. âAnd you must be Janssen?â
âYes indeed.â Rudy bravely attempts a smile. âNice to meet you.â
âPleasure.â Martus begins leading us deeper into the building through a series of brightly-lit hallways lined with tightly-closed doors. I donât know whatâs behind them. I donât want to know.
âIâm so glad you could meet with me,â says the lieutenant as we walk. âI hope itâs not too much of an inconvenience.â
I let that pass without comment. âI understand the Inquisitory is suffering from a transport shortage; weâll be happy to help. Logistics is a little tight on vehicles right now but Iâm sure weâll be able to spare someââ
He holds up a hand. âI apologize, director. The transit request was merely a pretext. It was necessary to deceive you for security reasons; one simply cannot trust lower bureaucrats these days.â
I let that pass without comment as well. Even if he is questioning the loyalty of my workers, it would be unseemly to argue. And besides, I know where the leaks are coming from much better than he doesâthe thought is faintly amusing.
Martus looks like heâs about to elaborate, but then he pauses as we round a corner. A pair of guards pass, leading a young woman with ratty hair. Her hands are tightly bound behind her back, and sheâs sporting a fresh black eye. She doesnât look up, and nobody speaks until weâve entered the next hallway.
âAre you all right, Janssen?â the lieutenant asks.
Rudy looks pale, and doesnât answer at first. âOh, it's nothing,â I say lightly. âNot everybody has the stomach for your line of work, Lieutenant.â
âTrue enough,â says Martus amicably.
âI get woozy at the sight of blood,â admits Rudy. âMy parents always hoped Iâd be a doctor, but I could barely sit through a full biology lesson.â
Martus laughs. âYou sound like my son. His class dissected a frog last week and he could hardly bring himself to touch it.â
I force a laugh as well, and Rudy manages a queasy smile. We go down a flight of stairs, and then another, reaching the underground levels. âSo why did you bring us here, then?â I ask. âFrom what Iâve seen The Inquisitory hadnât has any resource allocation problems in the past fewââ
âI didnât bring you here to talk about our facility, Ms. Van Dam,â says the lieutenant.
I raise an eyebrow at his tone. âThen what will we be talking about?â
I wrinkle my forehead. âAre you conducting an operation there? We could arrange for the necessaryââ
âI didnât bring you here to talk about logistics at all.â
Rudy and I trade a look. I feel another stirring of disquiet. We first met at Linden, but I donât see how that would be relevant. Not unlessâŠ
No. If they knew the truth, Iâd already be in cuffs. âThen why are we here?â I ask.
âIâm working on a project,â says Martus. âAnd I think the two of you will be of great help to me.â
After several twists and turns, we arrive at a dead endâthereâs a door at the end of the hall, and a chair outside it. Martus leads us towards the door, then pauses. âYouâll probably want to wait out here, Janssen. Because of your weak stomach.â
Rudy stumbles slightly, and I stop walking. âWhat do you mean?â
But Martus ignores the question, disappearing through the door and waving for me to follow him.
After a moment of hesitation, I do.
Inside is a standard interrogation chamber. The walls and floor are covered in white tile, with a drain in the corner. Thereâs a hard wooden seat dead in the center of the room, with a desk and an office chair on one side. Martus gestures towards the latter. âCare to sit?â
He doesnât sit either, leaning against the wall. A moment later I hear sounds outsideâtwo or three people coming down the hallway. Thereâs a sharp intake of breath, which I recognize as Rudyâs. And then the door swings open, and two guards come in with one prisoner.
His hair is long and tangled, and a scraggly beard covers his face. His skin is so pale that itâs obvious he hasnât seen the sun in months. Ragged black clothing hangs off his frame, and his hands are bound behind him. As he enters the room, he glances over at me, and for the briefest moment our eyes lock.
And then I feel as if my stomach has dropped completely out of me. Because as soon as I meet his eyes, I can see in my mind what he really looks likeâhow heâd look cleanshaven, hair trimmed, cheeks filled out.
I thought he was dead. He was supposed to be dead. His contact told us that he was dead, that heâd been shot, that the wound was so terrible nobody could survive it, that sheâd been forced to leave him behind. But clearly it wasnât as bad as sheâd thought. Clearly the police got to him before he bled out. And for the past five months, heâs been buried alive in the Inquisitory.
An instant later I feel my stomach snap back into place, now filled with a sick sense of dread. Because all at once I see whatâs going on, why they demanded I come here, why I was asked to bring Rudy, why we arenât in Martusâs office. This isnât a transport meeting, a logistics request, or even a special project.
This is an Inquiry. And I am the subject.
Luther is shoved past me, forced down into the hard wooden chair. He doesnât look up again. He doesnât give any indication that he saw me. But itâs too late, because Martus is looking at me closely and I know that the shock is showing on my face.
âDo you know this man, Ms. Van Dam?â
I force myself to think, to avoid falling apart into a horrified panic. Because thereâs something going on here, something much more complex than a simple confession and arrest. Clearly, if theyâve been at him for five months and weâre only now being brought in, Luther has been able to withhold at least some information from them. And they brought Rudy and I here on an official pretext, rather than ripping us from our bed in the middle of the night. Iâm a high-ranking government official withâlast time I checked itâan impeccable record. If I disappeared without a good reason, there would be trouble.
So clearly, they donât have a good reason yet.
Thatâs why weâre here. Thatâs why they split Rudy and I up. They want to interrogate us separately, probably both alone and in the presence of Luther. They want to see whether our stories line up, and in what ways they donât. This âspecial projectâ is ostensibly going to involve us incriminating Lutherâbut if Martus plays his cards right, weâll incriminate ourselves along with him.
I canât let that happen.
âYes,â I say slowly, because itâs too late to put the facade back up again. âI know him. Luther Brandt, right?â
He looks up at the sound of his name, and the lieutenant nods. âYes.â
I wrinkle my brow, as if Iâm trying to remember. âWe went to school together. At Linden.â
âDid you?â asks the lieutenant. Thereâs a note of false surprise in his voice and I hate him for it. They already know this; he told me as much. It would be an easily accessible record. They probably also know that all three of us attended a reunion a few years ago. Beyond that, though⊠do they know about our friendship in school? The political beliefs we shared? How Luther approached me at the reunion with a proposal? What weâve been doing since?
How much do they already know? What has he told them, and what has he kept secret? Has he been able to lie, and will my lies match up? What about Rudy?
âAnd you,â says Martus sharply, turning towards Luther. âDo you know this woman?â
Luther raises his head slightly and regards me with a surprising coldness. âYeah, I knew her,â he says after a moment. âShe was a real biââ
One of the guards backhands him, and he grunts. My stomach clenches, but I silently thank him for the hint. He hasnât revealed our friendship.
âTell me a little bit about how you met,â says Martus to me. I shrug.
âI never knew him well. We had a class together.â
âI donât remember. It was fifteen years ago.â
âFourteen,â says the lieutenant immediately, âand even then only if you round up.â
I glance at him with an eyebrow raised. âIf you have my school record, you probably know the details better than I do.â
Luther laughs, a dry wheezing sound that interrupts our conversation. âLet me tell you something, sweetheart. Lieutenant Mucus knows everything. Heâs the smartest man ever to walk the earth.â
Martus raises his eyebrows, watching Luther for a moment, then he crosses in front of him and crouches down in front of the chair. âListen to me,â he says firmly but clearly, the way a parent might lecture a six-year-old. âIâm not going to accept this kind of behavior from you today.â
âOh, shut up, Mucus.â
Martus stands, glancing at the nearest guard, who promptly hits Luther again, harder this time. He cries out.
The lieutenant glances back to me. âMy apologies. Our subjects arenât always⊠cooperative, but itâs been some time since weâve had this much trouble from him.â Luther gives him a venomous glance, which Martus ignores. âWhen you first met Brandt, what was your impression of him?â
I shake my head slowly, like Iâm thinking. âI donât⊠I donât think he made much of one. He was⊠intelligent, that much I knew. Introverted. I certainly never took him for a traitor.â
Martus raises an eyebrow coolly. âIn this line of work, I find that looks can be deceiving.â
âMucus has a point,â says Luther. âYouâll find heâs even uglier on the inside.â
Martus raises an arm and Luther tenses, preparing for the blowâbut it doesnât come. The lieutenant lets his hand hang in midair for a moment, a reminder, before dropping it and turning back towards me. âMs. Van Damââ
âDirector,â I correct quietly but firmly. Itâs finally occurred to me that he might be purposefully trying to insult me, rattling my pride and wearing me down. Heâs subtle about it, but Iâm done playing that game.
âDirector Van Dam,â he amends. âWhen was the last time you saw Brandt? Before today.â
Damn it. Weâve gotten to the questions I was dreading. What do I say? What has Luther already said? What evidence have they seen? What if my answers donât match up? âIâm not sure,â I say, stalling for time as I rack my brain. âI thinkâŠâ
âHell, sweetheart, itâs not that hard of a question,â Luther interrupts. âHave you always been this stupid or is my memory failing me?â
One of the guards takes a swing at him, but this time heâs ready for it, ducking just in time and turning to face his tormentor. âI swear, ratface, touch me one more time and Iâllââ
The other guard is right behind him, and he throws a punch hard enough to knock Luther clean off the chair.
They begin to beat him. Itâs quick and methodicalâthey kick his arms and legs, punch the torso. They avoid some areas, like the head and the kidneys, instead raining blow after blow onto the spots that are unlikely to cause serious damage. Luther curls up, hunching over to try to protect his stomach and face, but with his arms chained behind him thereâs little he can do. Occasionally he grunts in pain.
Martus is watching me. I can feel his eyes. I do my best to keep my face impassive, maybe slightly disgusted but not afraid or completely appalled. I flinch once or twice when thereâs a particularly vicious blow, but otherwise I donât react.
The guards stop, pulling back a few steps, leaving Luther curled on the floor. He stares ahead into space, breathing hard, refusing to look at any of us.
Martus waits a moment. âAre you quite finished?â
Luther waits a moment too and then lets loose a string of obscenities.
So they begin to beat him again. Itâs more brutal this time. He cries out. He tries to wiggle away, to pick himself up, but the guards are everywhere, in front of him, behind him, knocking him over, pinning him down, pounding until he yells. The sound of his pain reverberates through the tiny room and I glance at the door, wondering how much Rudy can hear.
The guards stop and Luther rolls over, coughing. His shirt has ridden up, and on his torso I can see bruising, all different shades and colors, marks both brand new and several weeks old. The familiar bitter rage surges through me, and I have a much harder time taming it than usual.
âAre you finished?â asks Martus again.
Luther winces, and when he speaks his voice is strained. âGo ahead and ask me that one more time, bastard.â
And they set in a third time. One of the guards places a knee in the middle of his back and pulls his shoulders and legs backwards, forcing him to straighten out. This gives the other guard easier targetsâthe chest, the stomach, the groin. They hit him there and he gives a high-pitched yelp. Thatâs followed by a kick to the diaphragm that drives all the air from his body and leaves him wheezing.
I feel as if I might throw up, but I force myself not to react. I canât react. I canât.
The guards step back after what seems like an eternity. Martus crosses over to Luther and bends over him. âAre. You. Finished.â
Luther doesnât respond, gasping weakly for air.
Martus waits a moment and then stands and turns back to me. âIâm sorry, Director. Where were we?â
âUmâŠâ I furrow my brow. âMy first impressions of him, I think.â
Martus frowns. âWere we?â
On the floor, movement catches my eye. Luther is craning his neck, looking up at us. His eyes meet mine, and all of a sudden, again, I see him as he always wasâtall, athletic, charismatic. I see him walking the streets with me for hours, talking about political theory; I see him sitting in a dingy bar, listening silently as Rudy and I tell him about the latest supply requisitions. I see the three of us relaxing in his apartment, with the maps and the files and the lists of contacts and the plans to fight back.
I hear him telling me that if he was ever captured, we should abandon him and save ourselves. I hear myself forcing him to promise the same.
And I see that look in his eyes, both then and nowâdefiance and determination, a touch of sadness, the understanding of whatâs in store and the willingness to let it happen.
And then he clears his throat. âLieutenant Martus?â
The lieutenant looks down at him. âYes?â
Lutherâs jaw works for a moment. âI just⊠want you to knowâŠâ
Luther draws his head back a bit, and then spits. Itâs an impressive effort; a large globule of bloody saliva splatters all over the lieutenantâs glossy brand-new shoes.
Thereâs a few seconds of pure silence. Martus looks downwards for a moment, and then hauls back and kicks Luther across the ribs as hard as he can.
Thereâs a loud grunt. I think I hear something crack. Then the lieutenant kicks him again, and then again, until he draws a full, pure scream. The sound makes me flinch again, but Martus doesnât notice, grabbing Lutherâs collar and hauling him upright just enough to get a good angle on his face. His fist slams into the prisonerâs nose, twice, three times, until he hits just a hair too hard and with a soft groan Luther goes entirely limp.
The lieutenant drops him roughly and then stands, breathing hard. After a moment he seems to notice that there are other people in the room. âTake him to the medic,â he snaps at the guards, who hurry forward. Martus wipes off his shoes as they pick Luther up and start dragging his unconscious body to the door. As they leave, Martus looks at me, as if suddenly remembering why Iâm here in the first place.
His jaw works a moment. âIâm sorry you had to see that, Director,â he says finally. âWeâve been making progress for a few weeks now; I donât know what got into him.â
He opens the door for me, and I follow him out. Rudy is waiting outside, looking very illâdoubtlessly he saw Luther being taken in, and he saw what condition he was in when they came out. That alone would be disturbing, even if he didnât hear any of what went on inside, even if he didnât recognize one of his oldest friends. âWeâll be certain to have a talk with him about his behavior,â says Martus shortly. âAlthough I would like to continue this discussion later. Would either of you be free next week?â
âIâm sure I could find a time,â I say immediately, keeping my tone gracious and picking a day randomly off the top of my head. âHow about Wednesday afternoon?â
âI think I could make that work.â I gently help Rudy up, and Martus begins to lead us out of the warren of hallways. Nobody says much of anything until we reach the first hallway, where Martus gives us each a handshake. I notice that his knuckles have flecks of blood on them.
âThank you again for coming,â he says. âIâll see you next week.â
And with that, he turns to head off towards his office, and Rudy and I are left to walk towards the entrance.
I exchange a look with him, and that look says it all. He knows as well as I do that we need to flee. Tonight. Before the sun comes up we have to be out of the country. Thereâs no telling what else their investigation might uncover, who they might talk to, or how much longer Luther will be able to hold out.
Itâs been some time since theyâve had this much trouble from him⊠but as soon as our eyes met, Luther knew as well as I did the trouble we were in. We would never be able to keep a three-person story coherent across a full interrogation, and so he took the only option he had left and ended it early.
In another month I expect heâll be dead. The thought fills my throat with acid and makes my stomach churn, but there is nothing at all I can do. Itâs beyond my power to help him. He just earned himself the beating of a lifetime to give Rudy and I the chance to escape. And I made him a promise.
So we turn and walk out of the Inquisitory. And as we do, I think of those who wonât be as luckyâand I silently promise Iâll make the sacrifice count.