Chapter 18 of JACKPOT (Masterlist)
CW: institutionalized slavery, pet whump, dehumanization, âitâ as a pronoun for whumpee, conditioned/brainwashed whumpee, implied dubcon, people who suck, whumpee is basically a sex slave for rent so if youâve made it this far you know what youâre in for
Gage seems taken aback for a moment.
âI just⌠want to buy himâ. Alex isnât sure how to best explain it without sounding ridiculous. It doesnât sound ridiculous, does it? âI just- I just wanted to. Will you sell him to me?â
âI didnât think you were into that sort of thing.â Gage says, his tone still genuinely surprised.
âItâs not about that!â Alex exclaims, already exasperated.
âThen what is it about?â
âI- look, can you sell him to me or not? Iâll pay whatever the WRU would.â He asks after a pause, clearly unwilling to explain further. I donât think heâd get it. Gage clearly still doesnât understand what this is all about.
âOk, yeah, fine.â Part of Alex still isnât thrilled at the thought of dropping so much money on this, but he knows this is more important than that.
âWhatâs happening?â Eric asks as he enters from the other room, followed by Jackson.
Fuck. Theyâll understand if I explain it.
37 feels sick to its stomach. Part of it is due to the lack of food- it hasnât been fed in a while, how long exactly it isnât sure. The other part is due to the scene unfolding a few feet away, around the corner in the other room.
Good pets dont eavesdrop.
37 isnât a very good pet, and it can no longer stop itself from thinking as it hears the man who had bombarded it with strange questions just an hour before offer to buy it from its new owner. The thought of changing hands again so soon is terrifying; he would be its fourth owner. Four is too many. Maybe if an owner doesnât even use the pet it doesnât count? 37 doesnât know enough to be sure. Regardless, the thought of being sold before even really interacting with its master is disheartening in a new kind of way. Even damaged goods can get acknowledged; does it at least deserve that?
The answer should be obvious. 37 doesnât deserve anything. It reminds itself of this often. The two men talk for several minutes discussing prices. Its potential new owner- Alex- sounds very adamant. It doesnât know what to make of that. He had offered to pay the same as the WRU, so thereâs no way he just plans on sending it in⌠which means he must have some other reason. Something 37 doesnât know.
Paying attention is becoming harder now as the panic slowly spreads throughout it. This is too much. Itâs all too much. 37 diverts all of its effort to breathing, keeping its rhythm the way itâs supposed to. In, out. Donât listen. Whatever happens, happens. Good pets donât think.
37 hears the conversation becoming heated. The other two men had already joined in by now.
ââŚand I donât want him to end up somewhere worse! Maybe Iâm not the fucking weird one for wanting to help someone!â Alexâs voice is getting louder. The pet barely even registers what heâs actually talking about. He sounds frustrated and angry. Thatâs not good.
It wants to cry. Itâs wanted that more in the past 48 hours than it has in a long time, but now especially. 37 doesnât know how to behave properly anymore. Good pets Love their owners, and 37 hasnât had to love anyone in a long time. Even if it was properly trained and prepared again, 37 is just bad. It knows that no matter who it ends who with, no matter what their intentions are it wonât be long before they realize whatâs wrong with it and then itâll all be over. Thatâs probably what happened last time.
âHey,â Alexâs voice reminds it of where it is.
Itâs crying. It didnât even realize. It does its best to regain composure, but he definitely notices.
âUh- Iâve gotta make a couple phone calls and get this all sorted out, but youâre gonna come with me. Is- is that okay?â He asks. He obviously saw the tears. For a brief moment 37 wishes it could die on the spot; but that would probably be incredibly inconvenient for its new owner anyways. It nods after a moment (too long).
âOf course, sir.â It manages to keep its voice level. Its first interaction with its second new master of the day and itâs already ruined it. Judging by his reaction, he likely has some other plans for 37 in mind. If he was buying it for himself this behavior wouldnât be tolerated.
âOkay.â He responds, a bit awkwardly before returning to the other room to do whatever it is he needs to. Meanwhile, the world collapses in on itself with 37 in the middle. The room is swaying back and forth like it sometimes does when things go very bad. This is going to be the end- heâs going to get rid of it somehow. 37 is too stupid to figure out exactly how.
Bad pet. Stupid. Ugly. Useless.
It doesnât want to try. It just wants to be far away. It turns its eyes to the window and to the beautiful sky that would stretch on forever and ever if it wasnât abruptly cut off by the tops of buildings. 37 wishes it could be beautiful too.
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