#bb adrian

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11 days back

Kamilah is sitting on the edge of Ahmanet Financial building. She is trying to get her mind back. Memories, emotions, dialogs. Everything is flashing before her eyes. Too many thoughts, too many emotions...

She sees one memory brighter... Her brother. He is smiling and trying to get her attention. He hides his horse toy and Kamilah needs to find it. It's old wooden horse, small enough to hide in your palms. They are playing this game for years... His bright smile, his unconditional love towards Kamilah and his family, how sunlight dancing on his face.

Next memory is about Adrian, it's a few years after they meet and Gaius send them to their first mission. He is laughing to Kamilah's arrogancy. How she sends the cowboy men to the hell. The cowboy men come to her and offers her drink, she refuses but he doesn't stop there. He squeezes her wrist and she, with the swift move, break a few bones of his hand, then she throws the offered glass, full of rum. Glass shatter in his face. Adrian laugh and say something about rudeness. She loved his smile, kidness and warm personality. Even if she never admits to anyone. It was one of her anchor to her humanity, one thing she wanted to fight for, one of the thing Adrians remind Kamilah her brother.

In the seconds, all of the memories fades out and storm comes.

She clenches her jaw. Something very dark run in her brain. All the pain, every lost, every negative feeling. And believe, there is a lot of this, she lived too long. This amount of negativity and pain is not bearable for anyone.

"GAIN CONTROL", she tells herself. "YOU NEED TO KEEP GOING."

She squeeze the edge of the building hard, she almost break through.

She looks down and voices calling to her. "JUMP. DO IT. END IT."

Is she going to survive this? Or she just waits for sunrise? Till the sun takes over her life?

She didn't' feel this way a long time. She feels trapped, exhausted, painful, angry, exposed. She grabs her head with huge frustration and shakes side to side.

"STOP! STOP, STOP, STOP! NO, NOT LIKE THIS!"

Voices scream in her head.

"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE. YOU ARE MONSTER. YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT HIM. HE WAS THE LAST PART OF YOUR HUMANITY."

"NO!"

She finds a safe place, darkness calling to her and offers way out of this.

"You know there is a way to fix this, turn... it... off Kamilah."

"NO! He wanted better life for me!"

"TURN IT OFF!!!"

And then she did. She feels nothing. Everything is so quiet, clear. She simply don't care.

12 days back.

Adrian and Kamilah going through the tunnels. Searching for some ferals. Since ´the animals attacks start, they go to the places, where the attacks were and track them down. What they didn't know is, Vega and Gaius are behind this... After long fight, Gaius run and tried to kill Kamilah. But Adrian can't let her die, he loves his sister too much. And when Gaius shoot with a wooden bullet, he shove her to the side, so the bullet shoots him instead. He dropped to his kneese.

Kamilah: "NOOO, what did you do? Adrian!"

Kamilah helps Adrian lay to his back. She still holding his hand.

Adrian: "Kamilah, you need to promise me, you will keep going. Be better person. Find someone who makes you happy, who you can share a beautiful moments, see a gorgeous places. I love you, sister."

Kamilah: "I was the one who supposed to die, Adrian! I lived to long and life don't bring me happiness anymore!"

Adrian: "I still believe there is a hope for you. You just need to accept the fact you are the one who is denying the happiness."

He pats and cleans her cheeks from tears. He never sees her crying. She hugs him.

Kamilah: "I love you Adrian, you will always be my second little brother."

Adrian: "See you on the other side Kamilah Sayeed"

8 days back

Police officer: "Detective we have another report about ´animal attack´. The other type. Victim was man in late twenties, his appearance is very close to the previous victim. Short brown hair, gray eyes and light colored skin."

Amy Seba: "Thank you officer, I am going right away to crime scene"

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