#barry thoughts

I’m almost 18. My birthday is November 8 and I have 2 things to look down to. I mean getting older isn’t that bad but when I’m 16 I’m gonna have to report my income to housing and pay out rent. Thing is tho I have school and I don’t want to quit my job at the same time I don’t want to put the extra stress on my dad

I forgot Tumblr was a thing and I don't know if I even mentioned I am going to animethon in Edmonton yet but I am for the thir year in a row. I am trying to learn to sleep on the floor because minimalism. Shifts at work are like gold at this point and for the last time I cut a pretty toxic friend out of my life. I always look at box shelf and box shelf accessories. Also I want to go camping one day maybe this year or next and I'm building a collection of equipment.

Hoi. Nothing much happening but I still can't get over the fact one of my best friends is lraving my life so suddenly. I've been depressed but nothing too major happening at the moment. Reserve application never came back to me and I'm having second thoughts about being in the army. Been trying to read books to keep myself occupied. Mostly books on simple life and happiness with ww2 nazi Germany thrown in. School is a mess and I need to get my social studies mark up as fast as possible. Snow is completely gone so I'm going to start up running and lots of cycling. Making room for box shelves. Pay day is this Friday so that's going to be alright. Speaking of pay I only got 1 DAMN SHIFT this week. Gotta remember to write these more often. Lastly my bed broke today so I'm going to sleep on the floor tonight

I'm planning to join military part time. I'm trying to find a small dresser or just a way to store what little clothes I have. I lost an entire pair of pants do to a fatal rip. I'm learning how to service my bike on my own. I want to put a new rear rack on. One of my best friends is leaving in the summer. The new 12 at McDonald's is an amazing sandwich and least but not least I'm not letting the box shelf dream die.

I got my room cleaned a but more but I have just a little left to work on. Gotta throw out an old desk and donate some good clothes that don't fit. I get paid this week so I could buy some nice hangers for pants and all my other things. One of my best friends just kinda broke my heart but gotta stay quiet about that for a bit. Life is going well and my grades are dropping a bit but I can get them back up.

Well my room is still a mess but I threw out the dresser with help from my friends finally. Lost my favorite headphones so I bought a new pair of ear buds that are wireless. Kinda sucks but shit happens. I got a Spotify premium account too so that's swell. All my favorite albums are on there except for 1989 but thats OK. Gotta save up for Animethon in Edmonton. I plan to go but it's up to my dad to drive me and buy the ticket. So life is good say for one friendship I kinda want to end

Honestly this city is a dump. Nowhere to go. Only action is drunk people and not much business around unless you like overpriced women’s clothes or get your hair done constantly. I really want to get out but I know it’s not an easy task. For now I’ll just come up with plans and hope for the best. It’s currently 1:02 and I spent the day on the road reading a book call the art of tidying. When I wake up I’m gonna try and throw things out. Also watched red Vs blue season 13 and rwby volume 2 and 3. Also important I managed to open my windows after 4 months of being shut so now I don’t need to bake in my room. So goodnight I’ll post my room in the morning