So it’s day 3 of @3ofcupstarot #springcleaning3oC & today’s question is What’s holding me back? So I get the #KingofWands & of course I must use my #BarbaraWalker #TarotDeck. So, what is holding me back now ladies let me tell you when I see this card, especially in a #lovereading I’m like here comes the #pantydropper, he’s so nuff, like he can just take them panty’s off with his eyes alone!! But the flip side to Minster man (and I’m sorry this is really heteronormative please forgive me) is that he’s so full of him and it’s here where my own weakness lies., it’s My ego I want to be everything, jack of all trades but master of none. I see I want, I burn with such intense desire because I know I can do most things & I’ve control issues. I want power but then I’m like ‘no no I don’t’ ‘I do do do’, ‘ahhhhh nope no I don’t’ ‘I want to help’ ‘OMG it’s such a burden I can’t cope!!’ Let me ‘play the victim’ pity me, poor more, everyone hates me...Drama drama drama...very much this holds me back. . . #shadowwork #springcleaning #tarot #occult #tarotlovers #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarotcards #kingofwands #tarotgram