Used my cane in public for the first time yesterday. Mobility aids are so helpful genuinely, I’ve been using it at home when I get bad since January. I knew yesterday going to the mall after a shift at work would be hell without it. I did get some looks from people, and heard one comment about it that was kinda rough. I did prepare tho, I took a 20mg edible, a big dab, and a few hits of my vape before going in. I tend to care less what people think when I’m high, and be in less pain so it was a win win😂
My sibling kept walking so fast, and I was doing a decent job keeping up with them. I just don’t know how to advocate for myself sometimes, I could have just told them to walk slower for me. They would have, they’re a good person.
I just don’t like speaking up for myself ever.
I know someone has to relate to this, so I figured I’d yap about it on here.
I keep saying no to shit bc I’m scared I won’t be able to handle it. Yesterday was proof that I can, I just need to use my cane, take my meds, and take rests if needed.