I would like to start this letter thanking you for all the good moments you shared with me. In those moments I really needed someone who accepted me, because I used to feell so weird, intoxicated with a lot of problems, a lot of bullshit I used to think, and bullshit I believed from people who was not good because they judged me every moment, so can you imagine how damaged I was? I had a lot of mental issues, and you made me forget those things when I was with you, because everything seem to be less sad, less complicated and those laughs made me think we were going to be unconditional to each other.Ā
However, lately IĀ“ve been realizing thatĀ“s not true. You took advantage of me because you knew I really supported you and I did not do anything even though I knew it was not right. Nowadays, I have decided that I canĀ“t support you because you come to me just when you need something or someone, however IĀ“ve been going through a very difficult phase and you all didnĀ“t ask how I felt, or how I was going to fix it. I used to believe you all were amazing and unconditional friends but the truth is, you were just passengers in my life and this friendship was 80/20;Ā
Clearly I was the 80 and you the 20. I mean, I was there when you needed someone, when we hang out and you didn“t have enough money I“d pay and so on and so on. For this and a hundred reasons more I wanna thank you all for the time shared, the great experiences, the adventures, and the conversations.
Ā I will always keep them in my heart and I wil definitely smile every time I remember all this beautiful moments. Also, I will always be grateful to have known you, because you made of my life something better and I learned a lot of things from you, but nowadays I have to tell you, that thereĀ“s no space for you in my life anymore,because your problems, your sadness, your habit of suddenly disappearing are not good for me. IĀ“m changing and even though I will always love you, I need to continue with my life without you, wishing you the best of the best, and you all know the beautiful things IĀ“ve wished you and what I want for you in the future.Ā
Love, this unconditional friend.