Oct 25, 2021
I've spent most of my life trying to hide that I feel broken that I kinda normalize that, so I stayed in bad relationships with boyfriends and with friends, I even let myself down before let them down. I became so good at hiding everything that was wrong that I forgot.
When you have lived most of your life without the love of your father you look for it in everyone, in everyone that is wrong for you.
Today, I chose not to feel like that anymore, it is going to be very hard but it is not impossible. I won't be with someone who is not good for me anymore, I will let go the idea that I need his love or approval because I have never needed.
