#babe's thoughts

As someone who used to run an Instagram fan page, that was 10 times more fun and less crazy. The only bs we would deal with was from the actual people we stanned (ahhemm problematic boyband).

And it’s not just the Joe Burrow fandom, BELIEVE ME, tumblr just brings out a different kind of crazy in folks.

but YALLLL I am milliseconds away from creating a Kehlani x Reader fic. And not just a fic. THE FIC.

here’s my idea, yall tell me what you think

Reader has a Kehlani fan page, but she’s not like too crazy on there (maybe I should make her a finsta too, where she lets her freak fly)

Anyway she posts appreciation posts, always hyping them up, the occasional thirsty post.

Anyway, reader posts something that catches Lani’s eye.

Kehlani, a bit bored and entertained by the post, goes to the reader’s page and her interests peak even more

Reader doesnt hide her identity on her page so she could have some pics of her at concerts or wearing Lani inspired fits or just enjoying her life and sharing it with other Lani fans.

So Ms. Kehlani decides to sends her a dm🤭

………..

Yuhhhh, definitely SMAU, black!fem reader, obviously wlw, strangers to lovers, let the freaks be freakssss (in a good way)

Should I do it???🤧

May or may not be inspired by this pic….

F that, it has me in a CHOKEHOLD

Sigh. Good times.

A YEAR?!? Yall a year is crazy… Im mad desensitized to this but now I get why some of yall started thinking I scrapped the rest😬

I feel like those writers on AO3 that publish 199/200 chapters then fall off the face of the Earth.

I lowkey am… I’m sorryyyy, I apologize for becoming what I feared. lol, I know it’s a hobby, but at some point it stopped being about telling the story and more about how yall will interact with it. I let the silly buttons control me🫠.

But it’s okay, because it’s all about changing your mindset and resetting your perspective. I genuinely did have writer’s block for a while but I think I’m ready to finally finish FAFO.

Oh you want proof? Okay, I just wrote this😌

Time stamped and EVERYTHING😤 Thankfully the content is calm enough (not plot wise) for me to continue writing while I’m fasting.

Might post the final product tonight or tomorrow morning. We’ll see.

Welp my obsession with these men has finally made it into my school work😂 it was only a matter of time. It’s a mock test question lol🩷

(The class is psychopathology/abnormal psych)

ALSO I wore a mushroom (hallucinogen) shirt to take my exam on it yesterday… Aced that shit

Bestie: agrees with me

Moot: disagrees but understands

ALO’S INSTA: HERE ARE PICTURES OF JOE THAT WOULD FIT PERFECTLY WITH THE CHAPTER OF #TRACK9 YOU’RE STUCK ON

Me:

Also Me:

Pictures in question:

Plot? No.

Character Development? Nah.

Staying on track? Close, but still no.

Ohhh, I got it now. Exciting Conflict Resolution? No ma'am.

Then what is it?

PICKING OUT THE DAMN PICTURES! ISTG I HATE PINTEREST SO MUCH AT THIS POINT. LIKE WTF

alright that felt good to get off my chest, continue on with your mindless scrolling. something will be posted today <3