#azacez

I don't want an extraordinary lover. I want a simple and kind lover, with a sweet voice calling me with love in her heart. I want us to have sleepless nights and endless conversation until 4 am every morning, not all nights are supposed to be sleepless night but when we are sleeping I'd love to cuddle her to sleep. I want to read books with and to her, I want to recite my favourite poems for her. I want passion and intimacy between us. I want someone who's able to make my whole body shiver from a distance and also get so close that my bones sense her presence and safety. I want someone who can't wait to see me and experience my love for her up close.

And love is when someone knows that, your scars deserve to be kissed.

There's a time when you meet someone, and it's so clear that, that someone, on some level, belong to your love and is in need for your love. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as someone more closer to their heart. You just put efforts, whether you understand one another, or maybe you're in love that someone. You meet such kind of someone through your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest of circumstances, and they help make you feel alive, again. I don't know, if I am making any sense out of this or if it's making you believe in coincidence, or the fate's decision, or the theory of the red string but it makes me believe in something and I think that's 'sudden unexpected sense of love'.

when franz kafka wrote “i cannot make you understand. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me” and when sylvia plath wrote “can you understand? someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little?”