#avestrus

You two were some of the first to coax me out of my shyness around the community and let me gush about my characters and I’m so happy that I could round it all off by drawing your mains again! You’ve always been so supportive of me and I cannot thank you enough for it! 

ooc; My Legion Captain Perseus Ford with his highborn boyfriend Avestrus Calpernicus ( @tales-of-nexus ) by the amazingly skilled @daddyschlongleg! Their art is incredible and you should absolutely check them out.

But sometimes when the days are rough and he’s been gone on a mission and Avie worries, it’s a “Thank the Stars he’s safe.”

Thank you so much for commissioning me! 

Everyone should go commission from this artist, they were an absolute DOLL to work with!

ooc; Perseus’s boyfriend takes him to a fancy society event for his birthday and takes the opportunity to introduce him as his significant other, and Perseus, like many of us, completely panics at the idea of having Good Things in his life. He’s come so very far, but he still struggles so much with reconciling his current rather wonderful life with his own self-image and idea of himself. I really liked these parts and worked hard on them for a private scene, so I wanted to share and get them on the blog for memories.

I like (everything about) you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you (so much it leaves me raw) / You are family (and so much more) / I would take a bullet for you (without a moment’s hesitation) / I would shoot you (only if it would save you) / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally  / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you (for our mutual benefit) / You annoy me / You amuse me / I laugh (because of) you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me (because of how much you care for me, and I’m afraid I’ll give you reason to stop) / You confuse me (with your devotion) / I wish I knew you better / I trust you (with everything I am) / I don’t trust you (to not hurt yourself when I’m not around to help you) / You inspire me (to be a million things I never cared to be) / I consider you an equal / You are (beautiful) beneath me / You’re better than me (in so many ways I can’t fully express it) / I would trust you with my life (my love, my wealth and everything that I am) / I think you’re mean (to yourself) / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish (in a way that reminds me of the old days, and it hurts and I love it) / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid (to have chosen me) / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a (better) person (than me) / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me (when I tell you how important you are) / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you (at every turn) / I would hurt other people for you (without batting an eye) / I’m not sure how to make you happy (but I like to think I’m doing alright with it) / I’m a bad influence on you (and I’m not sorry for it) / You deserve better than me (but I won’t let you go) / We make a great team / I (had) a one night stand with you / I have a relationship with you / I would marry you (if we were the men we used to be) / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets (some day) / You disgust me / You intimidate me (with how passionate you are towards me) / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me  / I’m (terrified) of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor (in the affection I thought I had forgotten) / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d (never) abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I (am terrified of) how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life (and everything) for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need (every time) / I would protect you (from everyone, including yourself) / I’d visit you in hospital (and stay by your side as long as I could) / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel (unfathomably) guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am (just to hear the sound of your voice) / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me (and I love it) / I feel (everything) for you / You’re reckless (and it worries me) / You’re bossy (and I can’t get enough) / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else / I care for you more than I ever thought possible for me to feel again

I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you (depending on the circumstance) / I would shoot you (also depending on the circumstance) / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally  / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you (if I was in an open relationship) / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me  / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else /